i m not antisocial... juz more introvert

hi! my second post here! i m beginning to like posting my views and expressign myself on tis blog. well... a special request frm my fren: he told mi to post my real name. well... i m FREAK(i changed my name coz ppl sae dun put real name better) and the fren who told mi to post my real name is called weili (girl's name). XD (actually i find tis paragraph pointless coz no real name anw)

ok! 2dae's kindda uneventful, in the sense tt nothing 'big' happened. but, well, a group of ppl frm the church juz opposite my hse came to visit my bedridden grandfather. its was kindda of touching coz my grandfather hasnt been to church for a few years now (coz of his illness) but those @ church still remembers him. 24 ppl came. n its the first time tt my home was sooooooooo crowded! yahooo! somemore its new year! i thought tt i would receive lotsa ang pows, but hell, no.... no one gave me! my bro n sis received $8 n $4 respectively! so unfair! y i dun have?! but anw, i dun realli care bout tt, coz i believe tt we shld earn our own $ n not to depend on others for $. anw... we served them some marinda orange n off they went. (they didnt stay more than 15 mins coz they r visiting another church fren).

then, @ 1+, i went online. chatted wif siew jing n try to rid myself of my 'introvertness'. then yan ling came along n asked mi who i m n wanted to borrow jay chou's november's chopin frm mi. haiz... he's so popular tt so mani ppl luv his songs. i oso wanna be like tt: so popular....

anw... weili n sabree came online later n chatted wif mi. wah kau! they started toking bout gbr n weili started toking rubbish bout goldfish and sabree's self-acclaimed galfren: yani. well... tt's weili for u! the amount of crap in him is equilvalent to his size. then sabree started intoducing to mi some cheam words by saying i m not introvert nor antisocial but i m a bigot. wtf! so cheam! i dun understand!? he dam waste my time one le. tell mi go ask yi siong for the meaning. but i so smart! i go check dictionary lo!

Suddenly, i was enlightened! so bigot means a person who holds strongly to an opinion or belief in defiance of reason or argument. i like tt one meh? i nvr knew tt. thx sabree!

Oh...yah! 2dae there was supposed to be some party thingee goin on @ minqi's house, sort of some kindda of OG17 gathering i tink... n god noes y siew jing kept on persuading mi at msn to join my OG for the gathering. its not dat i dun wanna join (maybe it is) but it's juz dat i didnt bond well enuf wif my OG during orientation. there it goes again, my 'introvert' personality... so SADDDD. u see, c'mon, the onli ppl i noe in my OG is choon kiat, some of the guys, minqi, n tze wei n nobody else! and some more i not realli veri close to them lo... except choon kiat who has been my classmate in upper sec. i realli pang sei my OG until i lost count liao. LOL!

Well, the rest of the day was veri boring and is thus not worth mentioning @ all. in fact, i tink my day was so boring tt those reading tis would have fallen asleep by now. school could have been better. at least there is something to occupy myself with. heyz... i m realli looking forward to the release of my O results, so tt i can have a brand new beginning @ SAJC (s.a. getting rid of my introvert character) and tt i can meet up wif past acquaintances again! perhaps i would have a shock of my life, but i dun give a dam now. juz cant tink too much bout it. friday could be tt day and i juz wish tt time would go faster!


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