13th April 2008

dear dear's gone to australia for her holiday.tis weekend is so lonely for me.exceptionally so.most of my jc frens got enlisted earlier tis wk.no one tt i could ask out. and bro's busy today.

dear's having so much fun lor! not fair lor.kayaking, sand tobogganging, visit to a brewery, and today's she's probably at some themepark.and onli day 3 of her holiday.she will have another 4 more days of fun! so shiok rite.lolx. and ahhhh...another week has to go by b4 i can see her. i miss her so much so much.

and woah.sispec's been busy busy busy tis wk.super shag by the tym i came home ytd.had tis super intensive pt lesson on monday.4km run in vest and slack plus some super sadistic strength training by my PTI.and there were weapon techinical handling test in the afternoon. tuesday was gypsy 1.super tiring lor.wandered ard mandai jungle for the entire day.wednesday was a route march and live firing.thurs was another gypsy 2.friday was slightly better but the week alr killed me. sat was school sports day.i took part in the relay.i volunteered for the role of the ironman specialist.some super crazy stuff i had to do.but it was sthg new and refreshing for a relay.haha.so decided to have some fun.but seriously it was no fun stuff.

the relay consists of 16 runners. the first 2 rounds and the last round to be run by the iron specilist alone.the rest onli had to run 1 round. but a longer round abt 700-800m. the ironman's abt 500m-600m per round.

first round i had to wear tis gas mask and run.by abt 300m i was like dying.breathless.cannot breathe properly.then dropped to the last few runners.when i reach the starting point again i was like gonna faint and couldnt wait to take the gas mask off.i realli felt like giving up lor. but still i was in a race.so i picked up the rope tt's attached to the tire and dragged it.a 12kg wheel.wth la.tis round i was slightly better.caught up wif like 2 other participants.but still i was the last few la.sianz.my legs were wobbly when i reached the end point.=.="

AND DAMN HENG! they cancelled the last round for the ironman specialist cuz all were like dying.we had to run in full battle order la.

crazy stuuf sia.

so eneded up whole day damn shag and didnt feel like doing anything.haiz

tiring week. and another tiring one coming ahead.field camp from tuesday to thursday.and CDT duty on sat till sunday morning.1 weekend burned.fuck.

i miss dear dear so much.... =(