28th November 2007

1 mth 2 days ago wif dear.and tinking back.tis one mth it was solely spent on mugging for exams and realli didnt realli have much tym to go out wif dear.but reflecting back, it was a memorable 1 mth.although it was during the critical exams,we were both there to show encouragement for each other.and although i was always so tensed and stressed for the exams, dear's presence made everything less frigthening than it seemed.her small but significant gifts and notes, meant everything to me.

I love u dear.thx for always being so understanding and caring and loving. =)



"in every bunch there's one tt stands out from the rest." tt's u dear...





22nd November 2007

yay! exams are finally over! its a closure to another chapter of my life: JC life.realli a closure.but well...there's still grad dinner.haha.but well...i wonder when i'll ever go back to SAJC again other than going back tt juz to take results. its juz 50 DAYS man 50 DAYS to NS. there's so much tt i wanna accomplish but i have so little time left. like...i wanna get a job...to earn some money. haha...anw...i'm diverging from wad i actually wanted to sae.

wad i actually wanted to sae is...it realli sux to see such a division in my class. like girls one group.guys one group.why can't there be a better integration of the two groups? like 2dae...the guys came first.and we played ball for awhile and b4 the girls came.then its super strange one la.the guys dun tok to the girls then the girls oso on their own de. and it was supposed to be a class outing? its juz feels totally so weird la. i talked to a close fren abt it.and he sae dun care la can't do anything abt it.and i feel: perhaps we cld do sthg abt it but we arent.haiz.

its juz a random thot.no offense to anyone.

anw...A'levels are over! and it tym to play, enjoy and spend time wif ur frens and love ones. =)





21st November 2007

!!! its the eve of the day to freedom! right now its 10.39 according to my computer's clock. oh my.10 hrs 36 mins to freedom! !!! ahhhh! i realli dunno how i wld feel tmr after the ppr. its realli like no-more-books-for-two-years? tinking back...i wasnt realli estatic abt it during o'levels.dunno whether tmr things will be the same too.haha.anw...right now,i'm feeling...weird.dunno whether to be happy abt it anw.exams gonna be over but i'm kindda worried for tmr's ppr.cuz MCQ is realli damn impt. ahhhhh!

anw...spent the past two days wif dear at bugis starbucks mugging and i gotta sae it was super productive. and the two days wif her seemed to brought us closer too. love u dear. thanks for keeping me company. =)

oh.n i counted.50 more days to NS.wtf.





12th November 2007

VIRGO - The Perfectionist
Dominant in relationships. Conservative. Always wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to please. Harsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic.

SCORPIO - The Intense One
Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional.

LIBRA - The Harmonizer
Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible.

ARIES - TheDaredevil
Energetic. Adventurous and spontaneous. Confident and enthusiastic. Fun. Loves a challenge. EXTREMELY impatient. Sometimes selfish. Short fuse. (easily angered.) Lively, passionate, and sharp wit. Outgoing. Lose interest quickly - easily bored. Egotistical. Courageous and assertive. Tends to be physical and athletic.

AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart
Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique. Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality.

GEMINI - The Chatterbox
Smart and witty. Outgoing, very chatty. Lively, energetic. Adaptable but needs to express themselves. Argumentative and outspoken. Likes change. Versatile. Busy, sometimes nervous and tense. Gossips. May seem superficial or inconsistent, But is only changeable. Beautiful physically and mentally.

LEO - The Boss
Very organized. Need order in their lives - like being in control. Like boundaries. Tend to take over everything. Bossy. Like to help others. Social and outgoing. Extroverted. Generous, warm-hearted. Sensitive. Creative energy. Full of themselves. Loving. D oing the right thing is important to Leos. Attractive.

CANCER - The Protector
Moody, emotional. May be shy. Very loving and caring. Pretty/handsome. Excellent partners for life. Protective. Inventive and imaginative. Cautious. Touchy-feely kind of person. Needs love from others. Easily hurt, but sympathetic.

PISCES - The Dreamer
Generous, kind, and thoughtful. Very creative and imaginative. May become secretive and vague. Sensitive. Don't like details. Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind. Unselfish. Good kisser. Beautiful.

CAPRICORN - The Go-Getter
Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Tends to be good-looking. Humorous and funny. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimists. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be unfriendl y at times. Hold grudges. Like competition. Get what they want.

TAURUS - The Enduring One
Charming but aggressive. Can come off as boring, but they are not. Hard workers. Warm-hearted. Strong, has endurance. Solid beings who are stable and secure in their ways. Not looking for shortcuts. Take pride in their beauty. Patient and reliable. Make great friends and give good advice. Loving and kind. Loves hard - passionate. Express themselves emotionally. Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums. Determined. Indulge themselves often. Very generous.

SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky One
Good-natured optimist. Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome). Indulges self. Boastful. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing. Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient. Fun to be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious. Doesn't like rules. Sometimes hypocritical. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes. Doesn't like being doubted. Beautiful inside and out.

hmmmmm....are horoscopes reliable?lolx.but i tink to some extent sometimes they're quite true.well...juz sometimes.

yay!10 more days to absolute freedom.i absolutely dread econs ppr tis wednesday.sianz.my econs suck.and worse still...i'm not putting in enuf hard work to get it up.haiz.but like wad gary said "my treshold for econs is so limited". jon damn zai.muz consult him more 2nite. anw...tmr's chem ppr 2.i hope i'll do well. so far A'levels was OK la...not sae damn good but not sae bad oso.haha.hoping to get at least all Bs lor.tt shld suffice in getting me into a decent course.hmmmm...if i do get better e.g. All As (=.=") mebe i wld consider taking medicine. perhaps study something interesting abt the human body? mebe i wld go into psychology.sounds pretty interesting.hmmmm...dunno la.haha.results back then sae. =) all the best ppl! last than 2 wks to absolute freedom for everyone! =)





7th November 2007

studying wasnt realli productive 2dae. cuz i was realli tired 2dae n i dunno why and i got a cold. was sniffing away when i was in the library 2dae. n worse still. i didnt bring a jacket 2dae.haiz. n dear got me some panadol drink and it got me miraculously well in no time. =)

2dae was such a wacko day at the library. bridget was talking abt some device to help those guys who're suffering from erectile dysfunction. n she took dear's book and drew tis ENORMOUS erm...erm...finger looking thing and was describing how the device cld help.lolx.n after tt she went on to tok abt dear's cousin.haha.damn farni.lauf like siao.haha.

ahhhh! 5 more pprs and juz 14 more days!bliss bliss. =)

anw...happy birthday andrea! =)





4th November 2007

wow.its november already! few more days n it'll be the end of Alevels and soon, the NS. i was talking to my mum tis morning, and i realised tt my mum is a very understanding, very caring and a very mature thinker. and i told her tis: "i feel tt u're a very special mother"

i'm serious.my mum is someone hu believes on upgrading herself constantly,mentally i mean. as in...she likes to attend all those marriage talks,family talks and she even recently attended a counselling course to get her diploma in it. she's a very positive woman. haha...i dunno why i'm writing tis here, but i juz felt...inspired to write it.haha.

she was telling me, how her marriage life is a failure and once she thot tt her life is a complete failure. she told mi she once thot tt her life was always at its trough and nvr reaches its peak. she felt very sad everytym in the past. but somehow or rather, she has transformed her thinking. now she thinks tis way: "my life is not a failure. i've onli failed in one aspect of my life. i've got many friends.which shows tt i've not failed in my character. i can cook for children. i've not failed as a mother. i can manage my garden. i've success in my hobby.however i've failed in my relationship. so i'll go learn more abt it so tt i can teach my children on how to manage their relationships. "

after my mum said all these. it realli dawned on me what a mum i have. although i've always been full of admiration for tis woman, but wad she said 2dae realli made me felt more certain abt it. my mum is a great woman. perhaps my dad doesnt noe how to appreciate her. but realli...she's a great mum,a great sister (to my uncle and auntie), a great child (to my grandpa and grandma) and she's a great wife too.

my mum told me b4 a long time ago that if i were to have a girlfriend next tym, i muz treat her with lots of love and care and i muz learn to respect her always. i've always seen my dad and mum quarrel in the past and my mum is always crying after tt. i could really feel how hurt she was.

dear and i were talking abt not quarreling for at least 6 mths but it realli nvr occured to me tt we'll quarrel. of course tt's pretty idealistic,but i realli hope we wouldnt. i realli love her and i hope tt the way i'm feeling for her now would last forever. my parents did not have a successful relationship,so i MUZ learn from their mistakes and not make them in mine. but i MUZ also at the same tym,learn from my dad the kind of unconditional love he shows us, and from my mum how to be a level headed thinker and be able to handle all situations well.

i've also come to another conclusion. if i were to be able to shower my girlfriend with lots of love, and also always be very cool and calm, i muz start from those around me: my friends and family and perhaps strangers. i've always been very impatient wif my brother and i always flare up to snatch the computer from him.so from today i'll learn to talk to him nicely and be nicer to everyone. in tt way...it'll condition me to become someone hu's always loving and caring and calm.

oh.my. i tink i'm becoming so uncle-ish.jialat.hmmm...anw...i do hope wad i juz wrote made sense.haha.