27th January 2008

so i booked out alr.my first ever booked out.but i'm going in today again.at 7.10pm. i'm super sianz.being emo emo boy, for no reason i cried when i was packing my bag. putting my uniform my admin t-shirt, my singlets, my shorts, socks and wadeva there is to pack.i juz teared.i swear tears came out for about half an hour.i stopped.then my sis came in n hugged me.then i cried again.wad the fuck.

i realli miss home to bits.2 days in the outside world is like so short.i miss all the attention i get from my family.their concern their love.n everyone's super nice to me when i'm back.my dad was beaming when i got into his car on friday.even my uncle who rarely smiled has got this radiant smile wide across his face when he picked me up wif my dad at pasir ris mrt station. n oh boy am i super mighty glad to see them. and there was dear. when i met her later at nite on friday.i juz hugged her and juz didnt felt like letting go.cuz i missed 2 weeks of hugging her.holding her hands.and i miss juz blabbering rubbish and lame what-nots to her.talking to her.everything. and there was my bros too. jason and weili. called them and talked to them.how i miss hanging out wif them doing stupid stuff, pouring my hearts out to them. and of course all of my wonderful frens out there whom i've talked to or met during my short 2 days book out.i miss ur to bits.

so what went thru my mind when i was crying.of course there was home, my parents my brother and sister.i miss talking to my mum,my dad and fighting wif my brother. and esp esp my sis.cuz she's the one i always talk to when i'm vexed altho she usually juz nods her head and dun give any solutions.haha. AND THERE'S DEAR!!! she fell ill when i was away. a bad bad cough.bad till she has to hold her breath to talk to me when i call her at nite.it pains me.how i could not be there for her to take care of her, to give a pat on her back when she coughs.how i could not be wif her on valentine's.how i could not be there to struggle wif her during her impt examinations when she gets into uni.and how much lesser tym i have for dearie and how much lesser tym i wld have to prepare small gifts for her.and there's all these crazy stories in army about couples breaking up.all of these got me super emo and made me cry.haha.fuck the emo kid man.

ok.enuf of emo stuff.so what went on in 2 weeks of my life? seriously, seriously ah.army life is quite ok.all the physical stuff are actually quite fun.n i love trainings except for the stupid long warm-ups which we have to perform for EVERY SINGLE PHYSICAL TRAINING IN THE DAY.=.=" what suck abt army is tt u've no freedom to do ur own stuff.trainings ALWAYS cut into ur admin time (the tym where u can do ur own stuff at nite).lights out are at 2230 hrs but trngs/lessons/RO always end at ard 10+. so means no admin tym. and I'M ALWAYS STRUGGLING TO KEEP AWAKE DURING LECTURES, cuz they're so freaking bloody boring.but all the new frens i make there,esp my bunk mates are realli fun.talk cock to them haha. and they call me spiderman in there cuz they sae i look like one when i hang on the pull-up bar.lolx.and the crap they can come up wif is like...woah.

but still they're some realli f-up sergeants and corporals but there are realli realli nice ones, esp the ones i'm under.so ya i guess i'm pretty lucky. its the first tym i've been away from home and everything for such a long tym.and i haven been thru such regimentation b4 (cuz ppl nvr in uniform grp b4 ma) so ya i wasnt used to it at first, but pretty much used to the shit i've got to do and the schedules and time limits i've to meet.

oh ya.i got some knee pain on my right knee on monday b4 SOC (standard obstacle course) and i fell out of trng for tt day. went to the MO to get it checked and got 3 days excuse. but super regretted it cuz no trng means have to do sk like wash toilet run ard and doing all those what-nots and wait at the medical centre was like woah.super long.

n there was this vaccination day where we got vaccinated against thyphiod, polio and tetanus.n its super fucked up cuz we had to stand in the middle of two medics and receive vaccination jabs for thyphoid and tetanus simultaneously, one on each arm.=.=" heng the polio one is juz drinking one.haha.

oh oh.n coughs are pretty common in tekong.they call it the tekong cough.ya so ppl enlisting in april dun nid get freaked up and go the the MO for tt.not worth it.lolx.

overall army still sux.i miss the outside world.goodbye everyone.i shld be out on friday again.i shall now go back to enjoy my last few hours of freedom.haiz.and to everyone.juz sms me anything random.anything oso can.i'll be damn happy to receive anything from anyone.haha.

didnt i juz told emo kid to get lost.why is it back again? haiz.





7th January 2008

its emo day.again.oki so rengfu read my blog.and he told me juz now he felt the same way too.lolx.so i'm not juz the onli one.lolx.

2dae was a rather good day i guess. except tt it was super tiring cuz i had to sleep at 2am and wake up at 5.30 to make breakfast for my bro and sis b4 going back to sleep till 7.30.then sent dear to work and i was late!!!ahhh...so paisei sia.heng she still reached early or else rina might juz kill her.haha.

i went swimming after tt.n i was so tired.almost died can.lolx.no la was joking abt tt part.but i cldnt swim well then the lifeguard tell me go shallower end train.wtf.so malu sia. so it kindda confirmed now tt i nid to use my break times to learn how to swim.lolx.

dinner was wif lib mugging group.rengfu, bridget,iting,jason, triston,jingyi,chenshao and his gf,and of course dear dear. supposed to eat at chomp chomp.but there wasnt enuf space.so ended up dining at some russina restaurant but it was quite cheap la.haha.n it was whole hell lot of fun cuz rengfu triston and i was talking like so much crap all the tym.haha.lauf like crazi.haha.perhaps i cld talk more 2dae cuz of the triple shot espresson i drank wif mr yan and gabriel at vivo.lolx.

wah.dunno wad to blog alr.suddenly life like damn no meaning liddat.cuz going jail in 3 days.haha.

tmr is dinner wif class.06s19.so looking forward to seeing all of them man.=))





7th January 2008

2dae's huimin's birthday.HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U!!! thx for being such a good jiejie (wth la =.=") for the past yr.haha.yupp its realli good to talk to u online.=)) muz kip in touch yea? even if not studying in same skl le.lolx.

few more days to NS.super sad now.tis few days have been realli holding onto dear's hands real tight and feels realli reluctant to let it go.when sending her home, my heart always sinks when i reach her house.cuz it means lesser tym to see her b4 enlistment. =(

4 days ppl.this few days there wld be so many farewell dinners for me. 2nite wld be wif the toa payoh lib mugging grp. tuesday wld be wif s19, the class tt i've been thru thins and thick wif, hu saw my transition in jc.probably (i hope) to a more talkative jinghao.haha.wednesday wld be a whole day out wif mum.and probably family dinner at nite.thurs.i hope tt dear cld get her leave so tt i cld spend the whole day out wif her.at all these gatherings and all...i hope i wldnt get too emotional man.cuz i'm such an emo boy.lolx.haha.

NS is such a cruel thing.separates ppl from their loved ones.trains them like mad in there.confines them.make them have field camps in some 2pid jungle,circling ard the same small 2pid jungle for a week w/o bathing.

some might sae "c'mon! 2 weeks! its onli 2 weeks?!" yea i agree its onli 2 weeks which is realli damn short.haha.but...its realli so like losing all ur freedom for 2 weeks.wah piang.and i heard stuff like sat afternoon book out sunday nite book in.wth.

n i still dunno the 2pid breast stroke swimming thingy.so it means i've to sacrifice my break times for swimming lessons.omg can.

n there's the wearing of the oh-my-god-its-so-ugly-specs can.haiz.army.its such an emo place.

but 2 yrs.this 2 yrs i hope everything wld remain status quo, if not better.my relationship wif dear, family, friends and all.

and friends...i'll miss u all.altho its juz 2 weeks.trust me.i'll tink abt everyone of u when i sleep at nite.lolx.wad else can u expect from emo boy man...lolx.





2nd January 2008

11th jan is drawing so close and tt sux.haha.





1st January 2008

haha.2nd post of 2dae.lolx.bored at home tt's why.gary told me mr yeo updated his blog and he got his 2007 resolutions review and his new 2008 resolutions up.haha.read it and thot to myself i should have some myself.haha.mine super short one la. here goes.

1) be a good son.dun get pissed wif my dad so much. be a listening ear to my mum.show my parents more care and concern and appreciation.

2) ALWAYS keep promises and never be late for anything

3) be a good brother to my bro and sis.

4) be the best friend to anyone.

5) be a even better friend to all my friends.

6) be a even better bro to all my bros.

7) become an officer in NS. (the pay's attractive lolx)

last but not least....

8) be the best boyfriend in the world to tzewei.





1st January 2008

A BRAND NEW YEAR AND MY VERY FIRST POST OF THE YEAR! ;))

ytd was supposedly a class outing.out of which onli 4 ppl turned up.actually 5.me, jason, xf, vernon and ronald, but ronald had to leave after awhile.and i was so so late.damn paisei sia.

anw.it was damn fun!went cycling, roller blading and cable ski-ing at east coast park. fell like dunno how many times during blading haha.but i'm slightly better now.from the last tym i went wif dear.slightly better i guess haha. the best was water-skiing.so thrilling. but it was damn ex.i so wanna do water sports next tym in uni or sthg.get a CCA tt teaches u wakeboarding.how cool can it get man.lolx.

and after class outing, there was countdown wif jason,iting,bridget and dear! jason n i went bridget's hse there then played abit of mahjong.damn fun i tell u.first tym play then now abit addicted liao.who noes nxt tym i might own the whole of the integrated resort casino and become singapore god of gambler.wah. then can wear shades everywhere i go.sit in a limo everywhere i go.wear a tux.eat chocolate when i gamble and wear a jade ring on my finger.wah.shiok.=.="

anw.damn sad.our student ez-link no more concession liao.now take bus/train anywhere so ex.sianz.so means wad? muz start learning driving liao lor.haha.