i m sianz. i m so bored of my life rite now. a C fer math tt is. n look. i m so gonna flunk my chem and bio and mebe even GP. oops. i mean most likely. omg. i m like so messing up my life! a levels r juz mths away and i can't even cope wif term 1 work. how m i gonna revise fer JC1 stuff and continue the JC2 stuff?! i nid a miracle to happen. i seriously nid one.

u noe wad diary? i juz got an urge to request to mrs lim to put mi back to JC1, so tt i can start my JC life anew. but there r so much sacrifices to be made. 1 yr of my life. 1 yr of income. means one more yr to leave NS. one yr later than the rest to start working. tt thought is scary.

i juz decided to drop chinese fer gd 2dae. to forget all abt it and to concentrate fully on my h2 subjects. yea.

haiz. i've gotta stop whining and all and learn to start working hard now. no point whining and complaining and using vulgarities. it wun hlp. i tink i m going bonkers. save me diary. sigh.





BT's finally over. yea! but tinking abt it, i tink i m gonna do so badly fer it. esp. bio and chem. the papers sux.

anw...it has been party since thurs. hahaz. no more work, no more studies, no more worries, albeit fer the time being. well...currently i m juz hoping not to get into msp.

my math and econs shld do alrite lar. oh... tt day juz watched 300 and mr. bean. mr. bean's so so lar. the humour's there but the plot dun make sense lor. n woah... 300 rox. the fighting scenes r simply amazing and those ppl train until like duno wad. all 8 pac one. lolx.

tsk tsk. then went kayaking on friday. got a little burnt although the sun wasnt tt strong. wonder why. hahaz.

juz kip my fingers crossed fer the BT results. ;P





BT BT BT! in juz like 4 days?! wah! so fast. not even ready fer it. maths is driving mi crazi! esp. tt area and volume under curve. calculate until like siao. halfway done fer bio, left whole of organic chem (physical chem onli briefly went thru), maths bits and tats here and there, econs not even 1/4 done! OMG! i m so dead. from monday to today have been like spending 12 hrs in skl, studying. frm library haven open until library close still studying. first person to reach skl and last to leave. n sigh...nth much done. looks like quality study matters. not quantity. worst holidays ever.





wah. tremors felt in s'pore yesterday due to an earthquake in indonesia sumatra yesterday. was having my math tut then we felt the ground shaking. then jon thought i was shaking the table. i felt it, but didnt noe wad was it. then we thought the skl was going to collapse and stuff. hahaz. then we were told by the skl to get to an open area (the skl track) as quickly as possible. n everyone was like laufing at how lucky we were to be able to miss lesson. diaoz. then assemble on the track damn sian...like few mins onli then principal tell us go back to our classrooms fer lessons cuz they did not get any information from the police, authorities etc. lolx.

anw...i realli pray and hope tt all those hu died or were injured or those families hu lost someone dear would recover frm tis traumatic experience. may they recover. god bless.





got back my chinese results 2dae. one word: disappointment. SA standard realli sux. i got 80 fer chinese last yr fer promos and i was given the FALSE IMPRESSION tt chinese was juz clicking my fingers. n i thot i did alrite fer the written papers and oral too...but wtf...got a B and a merit. same scenario fer my sec 4 when i received results fer my mid yr o level chinese. everyone was telling mi tt i confirm get A one and i ended up wif a B3. n tis time round, many did the same thing again. and great B again. lolx. arghhhhh...

now i m sandwiched between making the decision of whether to retake chinese anot. retaking it involves lots of sacrifices u noe. my thurs breaks! 1.5 hrs! and means also sacrificing my time fer other subjs. and oso a day or even A FEW DAYS (if have to retake listening com and oral) fer the exams. IF I DO NOT RETAKE, i would bad abt it cuz i realli wanna get an A. shifu is oso tinking abt whether to retake anot. i heard meixuan oso got a B and she's tinking abt whether to retake anot. mabel's retaking, jon's retaking and jason too.

u noe...i feel its realli unfair. some ppl, frm wad i see, worked realli hard fer the chinese exams. like jon, mabel and weiqi. and jon got E, mabel got D and weiqi got a B. n some ppl in my class got a B and tt fello slept thru class nvr do work fer chinese and all, and likes to talk big. jon frm wad i see...listens attentively durin chinese class, and mabel and weiqi chiong their chinese assessment like crazi and they didnt got wad they realli deserved. wad is this man! and jason! he's chinese standard all along quite good. oral got merit. but still got D. wah kau!

aiya. dun wanna sae liao. muz discuss wif parents, frens and teacher then make decision.

on a lighter note, 2dae got my mentoring polo tee. quite nice i feel, but marred by the 2pid SA logo on the right chest. its gonna be a tough weekend ahead. 2003 a level gp paper, chemical equilibrium tutorial, and MATHS VECTOR TEST ON MONDAY. oh and bio spa's nxt thurs. wah omg lar. hehe...getting my free phone on monday. sony ericsson give one leh. to compensate me fer my old lousy faulty fone. n its a model tt is nt even out in the market yet. the z550i. average phone. but i m tinking...my line contract ends in august and i can get another new phone then. if i can have a brand new free phone fer the nxt 5 mths, why not? hahaz...wad a deal man!





woose (if i nvr spell it wrongly): means a pussy, faggot, etc.

hahaz...new word i learnt 2dae. wow! the a levels results r coming out tmr! my chinese and PW results. n i realli hope tt i'll ace both of them. i realli hope. well...i wish all the best hu will be receiving their results tmr, be it j2s or those hu have already graduated.

chem spa is tmr. and i hope i wun cock up somehow. wish mi all the best dudes.! =)