29th August 2008

gonna fly today alr...for taiwan...and well...god noes why this is still a secret but anyways...my frens, family and dear shld noe where i'm gonna be for the nxt 3 wks.oh man...so emo.

this few wks didnt manage to spend tym wif dear. firstly was i had to replace shaun for guard duty 2 saturdays ago...then tt sunday i went crazy over some lame stuff and made dear dear unhappy.=( in the end didnt go out. last wkend dear went to kota tinggi for a trek.altho it was onli one day...i guess she wld be so tired by the tym she's back.so didnt go out again. just loitered ard her void deck and talk.oh wells...tinking back...realli hadnt spent tym properly wif dear for a long long tym alr.and plus i was emo all the tym and saying nasty things.oh man.but wells...so glad tt had such a good tym wif dear ytd! =))

we went comex exhibition and bought a camera for my taiwan trip! then we went kushin-bo for a sumptous dinner! oh man...damn shiok can! and we played wif ice-cream...haha...took videos of one another smashing scoops of ice-cream on each other's nose.haha.then we caught wallie at 9.30 before sending dear dear home.wallie was damn nice can. nice storyline and it was rather touching at certain parts. yesterday was the best date ever in such a long time.i couldnt bear to leave dear after reaching her place.=(

today i spent most of my day at nus...keeping dear company for her lectures and had lunch wif her at "the best canteen in nus" haha.that's wad my darling said.haha. oh man...leaving in 6 hrs.gonna miss singapore, my family and esp. dear dear so so much...=((( sobs.

dear! deng wo hui lai!





Sunday, 17th August 2008

haha.baby...this blog's has almost like become dedicated to you alr.most of my entries are abt you.haha.

baby...i'm sorry.for saying those hurtful words...for making u cry...for making you feel bad. baby...i'm immature, ignorant, selfish, stupid, unreasonable...u name it, i have it. sorry for hurting you yea? i want to be wif u forever, just like wad i wanted when i asked u to be my girlfriend.dunno whether if u would see this but anw yea...i realli love u lots.

i dunno why i'm acting liddat recently.probably cuz i'm not used to not having u beside me for the weekends.probably cuz throughout the almost 10 months tgt...i've been spending almost every single possible day of it wif you.perhaps i've taken for granted that your weekends are mine, such that when u told me u're going to malaysia nxt wkend b4 i'm flying for taiwan, i made such a big fuss over it.

i take back every single mean thing i said to you my love...i'm so sorry. i'll support u in all tt u do...and may our love burn as strongly as ever...<3