title: beware of those around u.

hey ppl. i m juz adding tis post to remind u all to "nvr judge a book by its cover". yupz... some ppl might appear nice to u, but they bad-mouth u n might back-stab u one day. juz be careful... the someone is lurking amongst us. as the chinese saying goes "ren xin xian er"... n its very true... another saying goes "ren bu wei ji, tian zu di mie"... n yet again, its indeed veri true. basically, the former saying means tt "the human heart is devious" and the latter basically means "if man doesn't fend fer himself, he will perish", n i meant to use it to illustrate Man's selfishness, caring abt himself n letting others perish. its veri true... i have encountered ppl liddat, n tt someone... is lurking... closer n closer to u....muahahaha.

P.S.: i m juz trying to be lame. dun bother abt tis post. =)





title: tap my shoulders n u will hear "ouch!"

phew... ouch! my muscles r aching frm all tt kayaking yesterday, not to mention tt the skin at the back of my neck was hurting so much frm the sunburn. weird... my arms, my face, my neck, all suffered frm sunburn, y is my neck the onli part tt's hurting? hmmm... i have no idea... n its not my biceps tt r hurting. somehow or rather, its my shoulder area, n its onli on the right. weird....

nth interesting to blog bout 2dae. went dinner wif my dad, sis n bro @ heartland mall. my bro n sis went yoshinoya... but my dad didn't want to makan there, so we went to the hawker centre beside the mall. then after dinner, i went to get estella's gift @ a gift shop. n i m kipping mum bout it in case estella reads bout it on my blog then no surprise liao. as in noe wad's the gift lar. so i m not telling it here. =)

yawnz... boring life. n 2dae's the last day of april, n i failed to meet my target of -4kg. sianz... nvm... nxt mth! tmr i will set my targets. maybe something more realistic. hahaz... maybe 4kg in a mth is too much. fer may maybe -3kg? tt would be something more do-able. hahaz... gtg... ciao!





title: kayaking rox!

woohooooooo! kayaking totally rox! yeah baby! n my skin colour totally rox now too! quite reddish, and its becoming dark! yeah! a short brief on yesterday.

morning: met shaun n tze wei @ ptp mrt station @ 8.30am and we took 133 to lavender mrt. met up the rest of the venturers n walked to kallang sea sports club. and i saw jonathan n xuan feng there. we kept our belongings in the lockers and went out for a short briefing. oh... david did not turn up, fer some reason... n so did charlie. to think they were so enthu when i told them about the kayaking expedition. haiz....

after some warm-up (which i led) and learning some basic techniques of handling the paddle, and of course playing some mass games, we got our kayaks n set off. i partnered wif yann kiat, n shaun wif tze wei. somehow or rather, yk n my kayak always went off course, and hence, we were always lagging behind others cuz we have to change our course every now n then. then, we had to learn how to escape frm the kayak when we capsized, and its not at all a pleasant experience fer mi cuz i m a noob swimmer and i drank lots of the smelly, oily, salty water. yucks! i muz go learn swimming nowadays or i will become a laughing stock fer the rest of my life. -_-"

kayaking was fun, albeit extremely taxing on the arms. my fingers went completely numb after kayaking fer an hr or so.

we had a short break @ 12.40pm. tze wei had to leave to meet her bf. so she gladly pang seh-ed her uncle (me) and her brother, n her new acquaintance, yk. hahaz... j/k... no offense! XD

shaun had to get another partner cuz his sis ABANDONED her. i still remained as partners wif yk. its now time fer the expedition. 3 clicks dist. to the merlion. n another 3 clicks back. after a short prayer, we grabbed our paddles, kayaks n set off. yk n i were the last few. cuz our kayak somehow went off course everytime. we had about 2 intervals b4 reaching the merlion. n we were the last few... always. but at the 2nd interval, we chiong-ed and we did better. we didn't come in last. n the coaches(?) were veri kind to row as slowly as us, and guide us on how to get our kayak to go faster. n seriously, i found kayaking to be a damn fun experience. n not to mention stranddling admist the singapore river, behind the esplanade to have our lunch! definitely my first experience. eating chicken rice on the kayak, on a river. hahaz... yeah... i luv the experience!

then, we were to take photographs, and played some 2pid games, like the first person of kayak 1 had to exchange places wif the first person of kayak 10! toot! crazy! fortunately, or unfortunately, yk had a stomachache, n i gave a lame excuse tt i "broke" my leg and we didn't had to do anything at all! hehe... XD

yk had a tummy ache. n the journey back was audious because of tt. he couldn't kayak as well as b4... n much less engage in the games. n we requested to go back to the sea sports club fer yk to relieve himself. n 2 of the coaches (?) kindly offered to bring us back. its a kilometre back, n it wasn't easy now cuz there were mani obstructions along the way, such as passing ships, which caused waves, and it was veri diff to go against them. not to mention us having to change our course every now n then. n its a kilometre back! finally, we managed to reach the shores. yk went to the toilet, n i went to wash the sand off myself. luckily, yk felt better after tt. we got our kayak n washed it. but later we were told to get the rest of the kayaks onshore, cuz the others were back. we washed the kayaks, got them to their racks (?) n after tt, shaun, yk n i went to bathe n change b4 we went home. yk's taking 100... so shaun n i were left to walk to the lavender mrt station to take 133 back home. n we crapped alot on the bus. hahaz... lol...

back home... i was simply too tired to do anything. fell asleep after bathing n got up fer dinner, watched tv and went back to slp @ 9+ till 8+ tis morning.

now... i have got lotsa work to do. school work! i have to catch up! luckily tmr's labour day, and i have one more day to catch up. hallelujah!





title: TAF workshop rox!

2dae was an exceotional long day, cuz there was tis TAF workshop after skl. which was super fun and all. learnt some techniques of muscle conditioning n toning, n had lotsa fun @ the aerobatics session. (izit the correct spelling?) its realli fun. n i nvr went fer the workshop wif a burdened heart, unlike some ppl. i mean... its something useful rite? so y not learn something n gain something?

PE tis morning was fun. ran 3 rounds first, then proceeded fer my first bball game wif the guys in the class. + some gals too. well... they rarely passed the ball to mi at first, until i scored. its liddat lar... u nid to prove ur worth first b4 ppl trust u. but sorri guys... i failed u guys when i didn't score. clarence was gd... n so was alvin. they practically scored most of the baskets.

PI is up fer submission 2dae. jon n i went to library to print, but the printer was simply overloaded wif tasks. so he kindly went to the com lab to hlp mi print. thx jon!

its a realli long day, but i m jaded now... n + tmr there's aquila ventures fer mi. kayaking! yay! but i m not staying overnite cuz its a nite's hike from potong pasir to sentosa! dots.

i realli gotta go now. realli late now. nid get up early tmr. i will update on anything i missed tmr nite. bb!





title: hu has xiao zhu's zhen ming tian zi MV?

"shake it!" woohoo! luo zhi xiang's "zhen ming tian zi" is simply imbal. wah seh. damn nice lar. his dance steps r super cool and stunning, or should i say MESMERISING? erm... tt sounds gay. erm... ok... i m attracted ti the dance. i wanna learn! hahaz... n may i noe hu have the original MV? (i dun wanna the 10mb downloaded frm the net version. cuz the quality not veri gd.)

omg! i have been having so mani nightmares nowadays! okay... a few days before... i tink monday... i had a nightmare of "The Maid 2" erm... yar... my own edition of the horror movie cuz mine is a totally diff. version, and in this "movie" i m in it. n its super hilarious the whole story turns out in the end, albeit veri scary. anw... the maid in the story is a normal maid in the day, works, cleans the house, cooks, but by night... she turns into a super ugly n horrifying creature of the dark. n somehow, it turned out tt the uphill task of destroying this creature lies on me... n here comes the turnover... i have to kill the monster wif a rubber band gun made of ice-cream sticks? dots. okay... anw... the story continues... n the time comes for mi to eradicate it. as it approaches mi... closer... closer... n closer... i drew my weapon, preparing to take aim to shoot.... N I FOUND OUT THE GOD-DAMNED GUN HAS NO HANDLE! shit! how to fire the damn weapon without the damn handle?! okies... its the "i m going to die part" when i woke up frm the nightmare. n i was shaking... scary huh???

n yesterday... tis someone told mi a horror story tt made mi want to die @ tt instant. (those hu r wif mi @ the bio lecture shld noe wad i mean ;P) n seriously, it happened in the REAL-WORLD and its freaking a thousand times more scary than the nightmare i had! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

okies... enuf of spooks. lets get back to MY LIFE.

damn! no morning runs. n the rain is the cause of it. n the effect? rain=no run=JH cannot run n lose wt. n cannot check my wt. hahaz... okies... hmmm n bio prac. was superrrrrrrrrrr boring 2dae tt mani ppl wanted to fall asleep. but anw... i managed to stay awake. hehe... but mrs. ang kept picking on mi. X( firstly... she said "the potato strips r not cut properly. n jh noes tt best" cuz mine wasn't cut properly last wk. secondly... she said "jh... dun play wif ur scissors". ok fine... wad's wrong wif tt? anw... perhaps its concern. n lastly... during the short break tt was "bestowed" to us, i listened to my ipod n then she went "jh... there's a diff bet. a during-lesson break n between lesson break u noe?" hahaz... then i went "huh... huh... i can't hear u. " (cuz the ear-piece r still in my ears) hahaz... no lar... i m not trying to complain bout mrs. ang... she's a gd n responsible teacher, hu helped mi a lot in my PW PI. yes... she's a great teacher. hahaz... i m trying to lame here alrite? XD

n chinese. hahaz... xu lao shi sang fer us again. n she done it out of her own free will. n the class kept telling her to sing after she sang the "shi sang zi you ma ma hao" the way she sung is veri opera. n ppl were telling mi to record it. andrea passed mi her fone to record. n it ended up getting confiscated. all my fault. i passed her back the fone too blatantly. n the teacher saw it. n the teacher thot tt the fone's cheryl lim's... heng ah... lucky cheryl's eloquent enuf to con back the phone. she said tt andrea was trying to show mi a message. =)

oh... got the chem txtbk 2dae. n got fer david, yk, charlie n jon as well. $200! onli david paid mi. jon paid mi $30. so owe mi $10. yk n charlie both owe mi $40 each. n i owe yixiang $24 cuz i borrowed frm him to return jeslin the money tt i borrowed frm her to pay fer yk's txtbk. n i owe david yeo $5 too. haiz... so complicated now. muz blog them down or else forget then die liao. XD

n i ran 2.4km after skl 2dae. n it was the junior skl's 1.6km run. so ended up i ran wif the small kids. hahaz... its super farni seeing small little kids running beside mi. erm no lar! i dun mean tt i run at their pace! aiyo! cuz they were all like walking/strolling. but its a rather refreshing experience. erm... as in first time lar.

shaun sprained his ankle again! dots. haven't fully recover then still go do PE. hahaz... but cannot blame him lar. he cannot take the fact tt his class lost to S22 in some ball game. (was it captain's ball? i can't rmb. XD) anw... get well soon shaun! dun PE liao lar. the sinseh give u 2 wks off then listen lor! hahaz....

dots. chem test postponed to nxt thurs. sianz. i was studying n preparing fer it fer the last few days, n neglected all other homework! grrrrr... n u r telling mi tt its postponed? dots.

oh... saw tze wei having PE 2dae. n her standing broad jump is like.... over 3metres? hahaz... pro leh! u muz teach mi how hor! XD

lastly... tis is to hlp cheryl lee frm my class to advertise fer her dance concert. the SA dance society will be having a dance concert @ the esplanade on the 4th of august, friday. tickets of $15 n $20 r available fer sale. if u r interested, contact mi n i will get the tickets fer u. i shld be goin lar. n i will get a few frens along too. reply quick or the tickets would be out... cuz its oso selling @ sistic! hey shaun, brendan, WL, minqi, tze wei, MrToot. u ppl wan come? i shld be getting the $20 ticket. c'mon! its gonna be high! yeah baby! shake it!





title: melancholy stirs my soul....

" r gotta be kidding mi... how could u be depressed if u went out 2dae wif ur frens which is so rare?" yup... i gotta be kidding u... hu would ever believe? dots. went out n feeling sad? melancholy? omg! i duno y i m feeling tis way, but i juz do. i was feeling alright when having lunch. can still joke around and tok crap then duno why suddenly feeling veri depressed. haiz... muz be andropause... it muz be. the chemical messenging in my body is definitely going haywire... or else i couldn't be having all these mood swings. could it be too much testosterone? ??? i have no freaking idea. dots. no way! i wun let the chemical rxn in my body take control of my mood! i muz maintain a smile at all times since smiles r infectious u noe? hmmm... fer those hu received one email frm mi, u will noe wad i m toking abt. XD *smile smile smile smile smile* =)

ok! lighten up the mood! yay! ex-06S15 outing 2dae! although the grp is small, but nevertheless its kindda heart-warming to noe tt 06S15 is still rather bonded. n hush hush... dun let anyone noe tis... sheesh.... i still luv my ex-cg! n so do the others in my ex-cg! my ex-cg mates luvs the ex-cg! lalalala! okies... oh... sports day 2dae... freaking boring xcept fer the running part. the cheering was not loud at all. no fire @ all. (as in its not raging?) n yixiang, my SAS classmate put on his captain yesterday initials: CY and wore a blue cape n painted on his arm "CY" and walked around acting like a retard. XD sae wad "hose cannot do without u citizens" diaoz... no link.

oh... back to the outing thingee. hu turned up: shaun, brendan, david, daryl, jeslin, jerilyn, tze wei and mi of course! hahaz... tze wei n david nvr go to skl... so tze wei joined us @ ptp mrt station n david @ cineleisure. yupz! we went cine. n we ate @ pastamania! dots. so fattening! hahaz... n nvr run 2dae lar! luckily tmr got morning run. n i betta pray hard tt i dun gain weight! or else tmr i run in the morning n will run again after skl! ohz... the purpose of the outing is to get estella's bdae gift. we scouted high n low... north n south, east n west, ard cineleisure cd shop but cannot find any. hmmm.... i tink have lar. but end up estella oredi have the disc. so we gotta find her another gift. -__-" then we went over to heeren. shaun left fer tuition. jerilyn n brendan oso left. so leaving david, daryl, tze wei, jeslin n mi. then we went there walk walk. then there's the rain. n in the course of traveling frm cine to heeren, we had to try avoid getting wet. but haiz... all nvr bring umbrella. onli mi got bring. daryl cannot get his wound wet. so i lent it to him. n he shared it wif tze wei. i lent david a NTUC plastic bag n i tore up my file fer jeslin. haiz... yar... jeslin's my ex-lao po... so muz still care fer her lar... cannot sae divorce liao means cannot care fer her. XD so we ran to heeren. yupz. spent countless time there. rather fun too. then we went to tis cd-shop to stone. then david snatched jeslin's hp n browsed thru jeslin's fotos. n dots. so much fotos tt the process spanned almost throughout the rest of the time @ heeren. n tze wei's fone broke down. white screen. dots. X( n tze wei n daryl were like scandaling @ heeren. see oredi buay ta han. -_-" scandal in public. dots.

then the "scandalous pair" had to leave. tze wei had to "meet her fren" @ bishan (most probably her boyfren lar) n i tink daryl nid go home. then i wanted to go back to skl to run... but the 2pid rain. haiz. n at tis point in time, david is still browsing thru jeslin's fotos. XD mostly self-protraits i tink. so i stayed fer a while fer david to finish. but the waiting is damn waste time lar. cuz jes n dav r taking 143 home n mi the mrt. so i like waited fer nth. wasted so much time. but anw... XD

got home. watched TV, bathe, took a nap then now blogging lar! i mean... duh! XD gonna have my dinner now n then nid study fer my chem test on friday liaoz. Bubbai!

*for ur infomation, i tink andropause is male menopausal. hahaz! XD





title: shake it momma shake it!

shake it! wow! i realli like the MV fer luo zhi xiang's "zhen ming tian zi" MV. the dance realli damn imbal. dots. so cool. wan learn. hahaz... but mi dance would be realli farni. dots. not made out for singing n dancing lar. haiz... even the skl's orientation dances made mi fumble... not to mention the absolutely cool, fast-paced, "shake-it" movements. aiya... u muz watch the MV to get the same kindda "highness" as wad i experience now. XD

n yeah! lost wt. again! hmmmm frm last tuesday's 82.8kg... i m now 81.9kg! yay! hahaz... but the skl weighing machine damn screwed up one lor... first time measure 2dae 81.6 then 2nd time ish 81.9. dots. aiya... nvm lar... got imrpovement can liao. yay! i m a stop closer to my target! 70kg! i m coming! run run run! muz run everyday to lose all tt fats! morning runs 2dae... 6 rounds... 2.4km. realli chiong 2dae's run.

sports day tmr. duno wad shld i do oso. nth to do leh. not running oso. hahaz... n there's cg outing 2dae. watching movie n playing pools. haiz... but i nt going cuz got a lot of work to do. hmmmm... maybe can study chem or do maths tutorial lar. realli lagging behind in my work. muz chiong liaoz.. or else ah... aiyo... c.m.i.

the block tests r coming in july. n sumhow... i dun like the feeling tt it coincides wif my bdae. haiz... n estella's bdae on friday. duno wad to get fer her oso. anw... i would lidda sae "HAPPY BURFDAE ESTELLA" in advance. hehe... may the lord bless all of u! ciao!





title: the worst is over... fer now...

yoyoyo! oops... looks like i didn't blog bout my damn damn damn damn sad life yesterday. as in wad happened after 9.30 yesterday after i left an entry. hahaz... well... there's nothing realli. i juz merely went fer a haircut which look absolutely retarded now. look dudes... i gonna tell ya all... tis is gonna be my last time goin fer a $6.50 haircut! n fer the june holidays, i m gonna go fer a $30 haircut and probably dye my hair red? or blue? or green? or gold? or brown? oh well.... tt's so far-fetched! its like bout a mth away.... hmmm... yesterday was such a sleepy day fer mi cuz i felt like dosing off when i was studyin biology. seriously... its damn boring. but after a dose of ginseng, chicken essence and m&ms chocolates and crunchy chocolates, i felt a burst of energy and started chionging my bio notes.... n vvvvooooommmmmmmmmm.... i went all the way to enzymes last nite. but dots. i m still far frm completing my notes. haiz... aiya... anw... frm wad i see, mani ppl r suffering the same fate as me. so! brendan, shaun, tze wei and cheryl! dun feel despaired cuz jing hao is always there to fail wif ur! hahaz.... (n by tt i do not mean tt u ppl r failing... erm... yar... i shldn't encourage u ppl to fail too. ermz.... hmmmm we study tgt nxt time n pass wif flying colours nxt time? n not fail wif flying flowers? XD)

n OMG! cheryl! u r serious bout ponning skl 2dae? dots. u r so "BOLD"??? omg! pon skl! haiyo... is tt the way a 17 yr shld act? hahaz... i tink tt's wad my momma will sae... hahaz... but as a fren here... aiyo... dun pon skl lar... i noe skl sux now... but haiz... dun lar... no gd rite? hmmm but if u r sick 2dae, get well soon! i got lotsa to sae to my frens here, so i will sae them all to u ppl at the end of tis entry. XD

2dae... bio test! dreadful! adrenaline rush!? dots. no lar... i wasn't tis nervous. but by god's grace... multiple questions! hehe... "so wad's the big deal? its onli 4 choose 1?" tt's wad i thot, but i was stumped by the questions, esp. those i didn't study. n look... 40 mins fer 50 qns? its ridculous! tt works out to be 0.8 min fer each question and tt means 48 secs! OMG! can't the teachers spare a thought fer us? grrrrrrr...... !!!!!!!! aiya... i m not angry... hahaz... pretending onli... hehe XD

oh! i managed to get pass the interview and get into mentoring! hahaz... u mean i got pass the interview? i did? hahaz.... wad a joke! hahaz... oh... its not onli me... david, brendan n charlie oso got in! but poor yann kiat... n siew jing... i tink they didn't made it. haiz... sorri frens...

n shaun lent mi the black eye peas: monkey business albu 2dae... actually it was my cousin hu wanted to borrow. hahaz... but i listened to it. not bad leh. i m becoming ang moh.... yeah! n frens... if u have any nice ang moh albums, lend mi! hahaz... seriously... share wif mi! yupz! even if it is chinese album oso can! n if u nid chinese albums, get them frm mi. i shld have those more popular singers...

lastly... may i noe hu is going fer the aquila ventures overnite camp tis sat? oh... we r having kayaking @ kallang sea sports club @ 9am to 9am on sunday. hey... so come if u wanna... juz lemme noe so tt i can contact the person-in-charge. oh... n its $20. n nvr if u r not frm SAJC, cuz aquila ventures is a open unit! yeah! fer all to join! yeah! kayaking! woohoo!

tis r wad i wanna tell my frens: (those hu read my blog)

MrToot: u wan come? kayaking leh. come come. i will hlp u get the form!
WL: u muz come!
Shaun: thx fer the album! thx dude! n stop saying tt i m handsome!
Brendan: u too! dun sae i m handsome! its damn sick lar. mi handsome? dots.
Tze Wei: hahaz... i m gonna DROWN u on sat. XD
minqi: did u sign up fer aquila ventures? u wan go fer the camp?
CHERYL: u wan come fer the camp? hahaz...

i juz realised how few readers i have. haiz... i tink there r a few more readers lar... so make ur presence made felt in tis blog by tagging! ur efforts r GREATLY appreciated! pls tag lar! n i wanna let u all noe how much u frens mean to mi. i m serious n i realli mean it. if u nid any help, feel free to approach me... i m always available n i mostly willing to help so as long its within my mere mortal means. XD listen to tis: "wad r frens fer? frens r meant to hlp one another." er... i dun tink tt sound veri touching. haiz... muz w8 fer the rite moment to sae tt. nvm... nxt time then i sae.

haiz... now got lotsa to do. chem test tis friday on first 3 months work. (info fer those blur ones) XD n there's PI. got back the marked one. wif comments. n thx to mrs. ang fer giving all those constructive comments! thx! its realli helped mi alot! now its so much easier addin info fer my PI! gtg... bye ppl n thx fer spending time reading my longgggggggg entry 2dae!





title: i m a pig

dots... juz realised how much i slept yesterday... got home frm skl yesterday n slept frm 12+ to bout 5? then slept frm 7+ to 8+? then 10+ sleep again till 7+ tis morning? oh god... die liaoz... bio test... ok... my progress in bio since 12 yesterday: no progress at all. dots. looks like i m gonna fail the bloody test. ok... i give up... lemme hang myself at the school gate and say "i m gonna fail bio test... dun ever try to hlp mi down unless u gimme full marks fer the test" dots... tt's so lame... but i m juz feeling so frustrated at how my life is turning out to be. look... the amt. of work i have... and the amt. of time i have... they juz dun meet eye to eye! erm... if u get wad i mean... yar...

its gonna be a damn sucky day fer mi. cuz i muz tink of ways on how to chiong thru all tt 8 set or more notes within 12 hrs? n mermorise them? i dun tink tt will be possible... unless some miracle happens... lemme juz try face the church and pray fer 12 hrs.. n hope tt a miracle happens. wait... maybe i dun have to do tt! hey! i could juz burn the notes, boil the ashes wif water n drink them all up! -_-" dots. tt's not gonna work either. aiya... ok... i surrender... i'll do juz wad i can... hoping tt some how i will scrape thru the test.

(i'll update on the rest of my day later)





title: wad's not urs... will nvr be urs....

what's meant not to be urs will not be urs... maybe i could onli juz remain as frens wif her. but i realli like her alot. haiz...

2dae... supposed to wake up @ 6.30am and go to skl fer run, but felt kindda groggy and continued sleeping till 7.30... then woke up by my uncle. yup... cuz i told him i am going fer a run 2dae... n he had kindly checked to see whether i go up in time. but seriously... i woke up @ 6.30am... cuz i set my handphone alarm. n its kindda sweet to be woken up by guo mei mei's sweet voice. XD her song "gou gou shou" not bad. quite nice. i cut out a portion of her song n used it as my alarm ring tone on my phone.

anyways... i got up and my dad kindly drove me to skl. i then ran 2.4 and after did crunches in 4 intervals... 30-29-25-25... which made up to 100. then stayed in skl till 12 to study fer my bio test on mon. but there's some "grass eradication mission" going on and there's the strong smell of methane hanging in the air... n its kindda noisy. nevertheless... i managed to cover quite a bit... n by a bit i realli mean a bit. n i could realli predict the outcome of my bio test. i have yet o finish one set of lecture notes when there's like 8 or more sets? dots. n its saturday 2dae... left wif the evening n sunday to study fer the test. i doubt i will ever finish. but i must be OPTIMISTIC! i can... i muz and i will complete the notes!

dots. being alone is so antisocial. imagine sitting alone in skl mugging away. n having lunch in the coffeeshop alone n seeing ppl in pairs or in a grp. i juz feel so jealous. but i noe... tt if i were to be in a grp... i wun n i can't study... cuz i will make lotsa lame jokes n stuff. haiz... n i noe its kindda impossible between me n the girl of my dreams. dots. she's juz so cute. n anything she saes juz makes my day. damn... obsession... no no... i cannot tink bout her anymore. look... when she's in uni... i will still be in NS. n when she gets her degree... i will onli be in uni 2. even if i somehow get her as my girlfren, when i m in NS, it would mean less time fer her! and haiz... i can't juz waste 2 yrs of her life fer mi... i muz let her go when she found herself a better guy. n i noe... @ tt time... it would juz hurt mi so much.

well... some things are not meant to be urs. you wanna kip her in your pocket and never let her go. but... i luv her... i wish the best fer her... n i muz learn to let her go. with selfishness there wun be happiness. so... i will choose to kip mum bout her identity n let her live her life in peace... i would rather feel the pinch now... n kip all the pain to myself... rather than let both parties suffer when the time arrives. i m still young... affairs of the heart shouldn't occupy me now... esp. when i dun have the money to provide fer her. fate... i will leave everything to fate...

in the meantime... i will work on my FATS and tink of how to lose them n make shaun find them n kip them fer himself. XD hahaz... n of course... there's studies which will determine my future. i duno wad future holds fer mi... but i noe... n i m sure... future lies in my hands... if i luv her... i will give her the best of everything... i will study hard... get a stable n well-paying career... n if we r fated... i will provide the best fer her. rest assure... i will....





title: bRaInStOrM!

sorri ppl! forgot to blog yesterday... damn! broke my OATH of blogging everyday. but yesterday i was simply too tired after rushing thru my PI. sorri ppl.... if my act has deprived anyone of any "entertainment". well... by entertainment... i mean those sadistic ppl who can find joy n laughter laughing at how pathetic my life is...

yesterday... hmmm... no recollection of anything i suppose... cuz perhaps it was too ordinary a day fer mi to rmb. oh w8... rite... the sports heats! yar! my class won! we won dudes!!!!!! heard tt the 2nd class was abt 50m behind us! wayyyyyy coooooolllll! 06S19 is DOMINATING!!!!

okies... 2dae was far more interesting! firstly, there's jj lin coming over to SAJC, there's mentoring interview and there's a sequel to my "brainstorm". ok where shld i start... hmmm... perhaps i shld go according to the sequence of events.... here goes.

PE... played floorball... n the forfeit tt the opponent have to do after a team scores is 10 push-ups. and i did... then my "brainstorm" came and it was hurting n hurting n hurting even till now. after chem tutorial, i went to see mrs. ang fer the green slip, so tt i could leave skl to see a doctor. then i took 142 to Ban Kok... and the doctor advised mi to see a neurologist (brain specialist) and prescribed some stronger dosage of painkillers to put an end to my "brainstorm". but... since it is still hurting... i tink tt the "assasins of pain" are not working at all. my head is like throbbing so hard... and the pain is so immense tt it's undescribable wif words. anw... went back to skl later to continue wif my lessons.

after skl. dad came to fetch mi. went to the nearby blk 119 coffeeshop fer lunch b4 i went back to skl fer the jj lin concert. yup... saw him first time LIVE in person... but its still frm a distance. didn't manage to get his autograph... or listen to his songs in the hall, cuz i had to go fer mentoring interview. and i doubt i will ever get a place in mentoring cuz i tink i flopped the interview. definitely. looks like i have to hunt fer another CCA. fitness? lemme give a thot thru...

oh... forgot to mention bout the CO concert tt i attended in skl tis evening. well... not bad lar... but i find the ending much more spectacular.... some song by some jap guy and the wong fei hong theme song "nan ren dang zi qiang"... n i tink stef sun's "yu jian" is not bad too. hmmmm... there's a couple of nice songs lar. but can't rmb all of them. oh... went fer the concert wif david, YK, charlie, tze wei and my family (which consisted of my parents, my 2 siblings, my uncle and my grandma). YK and charlie complained tt the percussion bass was too strong... (they sat nxt to the speaker) so they shifted behind. david went sit wif his newly made frens frm mentoring. so there's mi, my family, tze wei and her cousin left in tt row. hmmm... n there's tis super enthu crazi fellow hu kips cheering n screaming behind mi. super irritating and noisy. i mean... c'mon... tis not some ROCK concert... its CHINESE ORCHESTRA! dots. i realli wonder whether tt's a nid fer those "woooooo" noises at CO concert. i realli wonder. but i do have the urge to cheer as well... but i noe my voice couldn't go high... so i reserved myself to avoid disgracing myself. XD

hmmmm... tt's my day... yay.. i finished my PI... finally! but there's bio n chem test nxt wk! dots. there's so much to study fer bio! grrrrr.... haven started yet. n not to mention h/w. well... i tink when i go fer my run in skl tmr... i could stay there and study a little. cuz home is such a not conducive environment to study. nitez!





title: SYF trainings sux!

m i a snobbish show-off? i duno.... but i feel tt i m realli "hao-lian" which means proud in hokkien. hmmmm.... looks like i have to change. but it's kindda diff lar... well... u noe... personality...

2dae there's the damn bloody screwed up SYF training again. i still couldn't grasp the commands, cuz they r in Melayu and i couldn't understand a word it. haiz... looks like i nid lotsa time to rmb the commands. or at least not stone and wait fer others to perform the task first b4 i actually do it. dots. i m a guy n i dun even noe how to march. wad a failure i m! n the sun's broiling hot 2dae during the practice. haiz...

ran wif david, tong liang n charlie after the SYF training. 3 rounds. then did crunches and attempted some pull-ups. pls focus on the word A-T-T-E-M-T-E-D and u shld noe the end result. hahaz... means no. of pull-ups = zero. XD

after chinese, cheryl cried after a phone call. duno y. but anyways.... dun feel so sad or wad lor. cheer up! there's much more in this world to be appreciated. its never the end of the world! when there's life, there's hope! so lighten up! XD

yay! when i was @ the fitness corner after SYF, met shaun, minqi, siewjing n andrea. yay! so happy when some of them said i slimmed down! hahaz... first time hearing that frm frens. realli happy n encouraging. i will work harder and present to u.... a fitter and thinner JING HAO! i muz... i will and i can!

recently i juz fell in luv wif cao ge's song:superwoman. i realli luv the way he sing the song. n yesterday i watched 100% entertainment n saw the way he went after a girl. realli damn pro. nxt time i got chance i demo fer ur ok? hahaz... but seriously... the song is DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN nice! i m so smitten wif it now tt i can't stop listening to it.

sianz... my PW PI kena rejected. nid do everything all over again. dots. n it has to be up fer review on friday. X(





title: RONALD SHITTED AND FOUND OUT TT HE DIDN'T HAVE TOILET PAPER... N HE CAME OUT IN HIS UNDERWEAR TO FIND SOME! XD

heyheyhey! guess wad i have fer u guys?! yupz! the weighing scale yesterday was wrong! yay! yesterday measured was 82.6 rite? 2dae measured is 82.4! means 0.2kg lighter! yay! i lost 1.5kg in 2 wks! hahaz... i tink i m getting kindda vain nowadays... everyday blog bout exercise, my weight... sianz... hahaz....

ok lar... morning run fer TAF started 2dae. n i miraculously managed to run 8 rounds without stopping at all, and i wasn't as breathless as b4! i feel tt attempting another few rounds was manageable. looks like i m getting FIT now! hahaz... no lar... n jonathan's breathing technique fer running realli work wonders! juz take a deep breath in and breath out when u r running and u wun feel tt tired! seriously! it worked fer mi n i tink i shld work fer anyone else too!

hahaz... ronald 2dae damn farni lar. he was telling the class bout how he juz shitted, found out tt the cubicle doesn't have any toilet paper and he had to put on his underwear and go to the next cubicle to get toilet paper. LOL! freaking idiot lar... omg! hahaz... can't stop laufing. then some of the ppl in the class were late fer econs. n i was one of them. so i used tis imperfect perfect excuse as an excuse fer our punctuality. hahaz.... i said tt we were helping ronald find toilet paper! hahaz.... XD

oh... one gd news n one bad news... econs test: 10/12 and i heard tt its the highest in the entire cohort! woohooo! tis gives mi the motivation to work damn hard fer econs liaoz.... but sad thing... maths test onli 5/10. dots. damn depressed abt maths now. but nvm! i will work harder! push miself to my limits! nxt math test: FULL MARKS! so... i muz start frm 2dae... work hard fer maths. i MUZ!





title: fats!

yay! measured my wt. 2dae and i lost 1.3kg! yay! tt makes mi 82.6kg now... a step closer to my target of 70kg by the end of the year! yay! but i am a little doubtful of my wt. cuz i m not sure whether the OSIM machine is accurate, cuz i dun feel tt i have lost any weight at all! tmr morning, there'll be a TAF morning run and Mr. Chay said tt there will be a measurement of height and weight tmr. oh... abt. the TAF run, dots... 20 mins run starting frm 7am... n tt would be approx. 8 rounds ard the track, according to Mr. Chay. but anw... i hope tt the machine would be accurate as i m truly glad tt i have gotten rid of more fats. but if the machine 2dae is inaccurate, i hope tt i would have lost more than 1.3kg! hopefully! (cuz at tis rate, i would nvr reach my target of reducing 4kg by the end of the month)

haiz... my brainstorm came back 2dae... headache 2dae again during PE when we did dips. n after skl at the gym, the pain was there oso, although i had taken my medication, it doesn;t help at all! dots... how can i hasten my pace of losing more wt. liddat? X(

Project work: realised tt i didn't follow every single guide line on the checklist, so there's room fer improvement fer my PI. Mrs. ang graciously allowed those hu wan to make ammendments to pass up their PI tmr. thx mrs. ang!

2dae's maths test.... i tink i m gonna do realli badly, although i did the tutorial and paid full attention at the tutorials. cuz no. 1 was super diff... n jon said tt my qn 3 is wrong oso. dots. sianz... life isn;t goin rite fer mi. i tink nid to study harder liao. XD

oh... econs tutorial was exchanged wif tmr's PW... n tmr morning i can pon GP lesson cuz miss suzie is not coming in fer lessons and i have oredi finished my GP compre. hey... i mean not pon... i asked miss suzie and she said i can. yay! XD

sianz... nid chiong PI liao. make ammendments then nid do my math matrices tutorial. if not 2dae i cannot slp liao. hahaz. ;P





title: i swear i didn't had such a gd lauf fer ages... XD

hahaz... gawd... hahaz.... juz can't stop laufing when i tink abt tt. hahaz... so corny but yet farni... realli wanna share it but i duno whether u ppl will find it farni anot. hahaz.... i m laufing till i tink my abs r comin out liao. dots.

ok tis is wad happened. my sis was saying tt my ear is "hardened" oredi... not like hers... so i asked to feel her ears. hahaz... then i pulled her ears till it went red! hahaz... then she went back to her room to look at the mirror... then she was like complaining to me tt its super red. so i went in to take a look. hahaz... then i looked closer then i PULLED HER EAR AGAIN! hahaz... then she was like screaming in pain. XD then i appeared serious, n wanted to show concern... then i say: "lemme take a look at your ear". then my sis fell fer the trick again! hahaz... yup! u pulled her ear again! hahaz... she was on the verge of half-laufing half-crying. dots. i m such a sadistic n cruel bro hor.... haiz... but its damn farni tt i can;t stop laufing fer the nxt 15 mins. XD (haiz... but sian... then she took revenge by pulling my ears abt 5 times. X( damn pain leh!) hahaz....

2dae... i was super slack. after finding out tt i did the wrong compre yesterday, i was super pissed. now i had to do VJ's. n i found it to be super duper diff lor. imagine tis: i took 7 hrs to complete the damn comprehension. (frm 10+ to abt. 5+) its crazy rite? no lar... i was exagerating lar.... 7 hrs comprises of breakfast, lunch, bathe, slack on com n TV) yes... i onli did GP compre up till now... n the bio prac.... i nid a saviour to hlp me "fill in the blanks".... n i muz study fer the maths test liao. dots. gtg! bb!





title: bz day

it has been an awfully long day fer mi. i woke up @ 7.15 and i m still up at this time of the night. n blogging some more. looks like blogging is a veri unhealthy hobby. XD hahaz... lets see... ok... i woke up tt early to go to skl. n y did i go to skl? cuz i had to go fer a run wif charlie in skl! yeah! 2.4km! woohoo! my favourite!

so i got changed n left fer skl. reached skl @ abt 8 and phoned charlie fer the 2nd time of the morning. n he's still home! grrrr.... i phoned him at the old bridge n told him to get to skl immediately, which shouldn't be a problem since he's juz living next to the skl. upon reaching skl, i went to the fitness corner and saw thje bball girls training at the court. damn pro lor. wow! so macho sia... scary.... X(

i waited n waited n waited. still no sign of charlie. i called him again.... tinking tt he muz be eating chocolate (cuz charlie n the choc. factory mah.... got choc. factory y dun eat choc.? XD) dots. he's still at home. -_-" so i waited and waited n waited n i went over to the track to warm up first. dots. n he arrived. n his reason: he went back to slp when i called him the 2nd time. dots -_-" so we ran.... n after tt i did 30 crunches and 20 each hand on the lift up the wooden pole thing. (duno wad izit call lar) then i went bathe n went home since i nid go pay respects to my late maternal grandmother @ 10am.

after paying respects to the deceased... we went to bishan macs. sat ard a little wif my cousins, auntie n uncle and then we went home. my sis has tuition @ TP.... n i nid go xchange fer a longer pull-up bar... so i tagged along.

dots. no longer pull-up bar. so i xchanged fer dumbells.... 4 X 1.25kg weights n the bar. plus i nid to top up another $2.50. i purchased the pull-up bar fer $25... but i bluffed them i bought it fer $28... and the dumbells cost $30.50.... yeah! so i saved $3! hahaz.... i m so SMART!

went home.... removed the rust frm my old dumbell using sandpaper n 4WD.... but sian... got scolded by my dad fer "wasting time on useless things". haiz... then felt veri down fer the whole day cuz of tt. i did some work.... but found out later tt i did the wrong skl paper fer GP. supposed to do VJ's but did NY's instead. dots... have to redo. haiz..... oh yar... yihui actually wanted to invite me to her church @ pasir ris 2dae dfer easter celebration. vernon went too. but i told her cannot since i had to go pay respects... but little did i noe tt the thing ended early.... yar.... so apologies fer not goin to the church.... (if u r reading tis)

dots. juz finished some of the mani work i have. much more to be conquered tmr. hahaz.... sianz.... gonna be BZ day #2 tmr! dots. oh! received a message frm aquila ventures yesterdat abt some camp on the 29th.... wonder hu's goin..... if ppl i noe r goin... i will go n get soaked in the fun!





title: Good Friday

yeah! 2dae, all our sins will be washed away by the blood of jesus christ, who sacrificed himself fer us 2000 yrs ago. "for God so love the world that he gave his only son, and whoever believes in him shall have eternal life" john 3:16. indeed... God is gracious, noble and whoever tt believes in him shall have eternal life. we r pure as of 2dae, so ppl... dun sin frm 2dae onwards coz jesus has willingly sacrificed his life to rid us of all sins. nvr fall into temptation... n always do wad is right. nvr go against ur conscience. although i m not christian, but i still do hope tt nobody do anything wrong... cuz i like a world of perfection. imagine the peace everyone would enjoy if there were no more crimes and sins! P-E-R-F-E-C-T!

yar... u r rite. i m bored stiff on gd friday. and i m down wif flu again... juz dun y i m always down wif flu when there's no skl. sianz. sniff sniff. oh! i finished my PI! yeah! but no gurantees on how well done it is. i got a feeling its only average. XD

haiz... supposed to go pay respects to my great grandparents' ancestral tablets, but the rain... dots... so onli my dad, uncle, aunt, cousin n my grandmother (paternal) went, whilst i stayed at home to try to mug and pour my woes to my mum. yup... had a veri long nice chat wif her... and found out tt i juz like to tink a lot unnecessarily.

went out fer dinner @ goldenmile. steamboat. my dad's favourite. yup... not bad... been a veri long time since my last visit there. after tt we went to the esplanade fer a stroll and then proceeded to GIANTS @ marina square. sat around @ the massage chairs... to relax a little. hahaz... so fun...then went home @ bout 10.50pm.

tmr... nid go pay respects to my deceased maternal grandmother @ 10am. haiz... gonna be bz tmr again. duno when would i have the time to complete my stack of homework. haiz.....





title: 72 hrs left!

72 hrs n counting.... the clock is ticking.... so much to do... so little time. if u have the sligtest idea of wad i m toking about.... congratz.... cuz my classmates n frens would noe wad is comin up. fer the sake of those hu r juz dropping by to sae a "hello"... i m toking bout my project work preliminary ideas, a.k.a. PI.

n tt pile of homework! grrrr.... wouldn't wanna tink bout them but the truth is... i have to face them n finish them off or they will always be there to traumatise my childhood. XD i doubt tt the amt. of h/w i have is countable wif my fingers @ all! to prove tt wad i juz said is true... i will tell ya all wad i have fer good friday n the weekends. math test coming up on mon (have to study fer it), bio tutorial 6, bio prac, chem tutorials 9, 10 n 11, GP compre, chinese "bout ur fren" thingee, chinese drawing thingee. if i m not wrong, tt shld be all... damn! 9 onli! ahhhhhhhh! oops.... wad i juz said sounds damn wrong. y shld i be HAPPY when there's 9 pieces of work to do? crazy mi.... hahaz XD

anw.... lets tok bout 2dae. 2dae was veri veri veri like any other skl day. n like mani other days of my life recently, i ran, i went to the gym. but 2dae.... GP there's tis presentation thingee again... where i acted lame n posed as Dr. Guan Yi again... haiz... juz one word to describe the presentation though: LAME. lame as it is, mani ppl laughed... so i tink it was rather funny in a way.

after skl... went wif jon to the gym to work out fer an hr. then i went to the AVA ROOM to take a look @ the JJ lin singing competition. haiz... it was such a bore. cuz the atmosphere wasn't HIGH at all, and there was so few contestants. but well.... DAVID went to sing! he sang a duet wif his nan hua fren... the song was jj lin n jin sha's "bei feng chiu guo de sia tian"... they sang not bad, considering it was david's first time on the microphone. so david.... dun feel inferior.... if u tink tt ur singing sux, always rmb tt there's someone tt sux even more! (tt's mi!) oh... n cheryl suddenly jumped out frm no where n joined mi to watch the audition.

then after the audition, she joined mi n jon @ the fitness corner, cuz she's waiting fer my evil twin jason oh jing hao hu was undergoing some interview fer house com. XD at last, i went home.... but stopped @ the community centre bball court fer a game wif my ex-library junior. half-way thru the game, saw cheryl n my evil twin again. ok.... back to my main point... bball game... it was simply boring. those kids... haiz... no kick... hahaz... no lar... its not tt i can play veri well lar.... juz tt i found the game to be boring.

they ended the game cuz they had to go off. so i oso went home. n guess wad... saw cheryl @ bus stop. kip seeing her lor... duno y lor. haiz.... then i went home fer a short run then played badminton (duno how to spell oso). n now.... after blogging... i have to start on my audious task of PW PI again! grrrrrrrr...... X(

(note 1: cheryl was the one hu told mi to mention her on my blog... so i did wad i was told. XD)

(note 2: brendan saes he like his name to be mentioned on ppl's blog... so here it is! brendan sieow fu long..... my fren in PAE 06S15! veri good fren! give him ur votes fer student council!)





title: UP boys! truest flame lies in high endeavour! play the game! (rugby!) keep the flame burning brightly ever! den den den den den den den den den!

SAS v.s. ACS(I) : 12-7. SAS wins. yay! SAS is owning the U17 matches in singapore! woohoo! 3 years in a row! haiz... i actually wanted to go down to watch the match, (as i thot it was @ the police academy @ thomsom, but hell... i didn't noe tt i has moved to choa chu kang) dots... imagine the dist. tt i have to travel to watch the match! but well.... realli proud of st. andrew's cuz they kicked ACS' butts again! yay! there was much controversial earlier 2dae tt SAS would lose (of course i heard it frm ex-SAS boys) cuz the difference between the scores of SAS v.s. SJI and ACS(I) v.s. SJI was simply worlds apart. so ppl tink tt SAS would lose tis yr after holding the title of champions fer 2 years. but hell no! SAS has done us all saints proud again! n i expect tt there would be a half-day off fer SAS boys tmr. how envy can i get? haiz... oh... the part tt i miss most isn't the victory part, cuz victory isn't of utmost importance, it's the spirit, sportsmanship and the graciousness tt u play the game. (nevertheless, i still care abt the result) i realli miss the cheering n stuff. the ATMOSPHERE i mean.... i rmb last yr... when the rugby team engaged the whole school in the hakka... n wow! the whole academy was entirely quiet xcept fer our voices! n i could feel the ground trembling when we stamped our foot on the ground! i was simply immensed in the cheering n stuff tt i simply forgot myself! oh... fer those hu r juz simply curios, the final score was 12-7... n i heard tt SAS thot tt they were gonna lose @ half-time, cuz the score then was 6-7... the score being in favour to ACS.

ok... enuf of rugby... now back to my life. there's tis security seminar 2dae... which was rather interesting cuz of the skit and the videos shown. hmmm... but the talk's boring, cuz its on some NS stuff tt i dun even understand. but nvm lar... i enjoyed the skit esp. cuz it freaking corny... n i appreciate corniness alot! cuz i m corny! hahaz....

yup.... ran 2.4 wif jon 2dae... n my headache a.k.a "brainstorm" is gone fer good. yay! praise the lord! n did some crunches (izit how u spell it) and left fer home @ 6.30pm.





title: headache

oh damn! PW PI has to be submitted nxt monday! arrr! n i haven't done anything yet! after PW session in skl 2dae... i found out tt i have to research on tradition: mp3 players. haiz.... even as i m writing tis, some ppl have to ask mi bout the PW PI. so stressed lor. XD

the doctor told mi yesterday tt i overtrained. tt's y got headache, but he gave mi some medicine n told mi to take it 1-2 hrs b4 i train. i tried 2dae... n went to the gym, but the 2pid "brainstorm" doesn't go away! still hurts when i exert strength. grrrr.... n i actually wanted to run, but the track's occupied by the sports day heats. n i wanted to go home to run, but i dun feel right... as in a bit unwell. so i slept.

oh... GP 2dae.... if u read my tagboard... u will see someone called CHERYL... yar.. mentioned something bout Dr. Guan Yi. yup! i presented something bout tt FAMOUS doctor. cuz we read some article on 18 heroes... n my grp chose fr. guan yi to present abt. he's the one who discovered SARS... n is currently involved in the research of the avian flu. yar... i duno bout tis... but ppl juz kept laufing. duno why leh. i onli tried to speak in chinese when i went up to present. then miss suzie is like "i duno wad u toking about" and asked mi to present in english. hahaz... so i pretended tt i couldn't speak english... (u noe.... chinaman....XD) n i added stuff like "pokemon impacted my life alot" and drew a pikachu at a blank area on the mahjong paper. tt's all. hehe.... ya lar... i was juz trying to entertain the class.... XD

haiz.... so much work... so little time. now i have got chinese, maths, chem, bio and PW to do. hopefully i can finish them by the end of the week n hopefully, no more workload to kill mi. ;P





title: brainstorm!

frm the title, u ppl might tink tt i have some major project or work comin up, but the truth is, there is none. then y the title "brainstorm"? oh... veri simple... cuz i have a veri veri veri veri pain headache. dots of course headache is pain lar... then y is there a "ache" behind? hahaz... wad m i toking about...?

PE: made to run run n run... though the total distance is less than 2.4km, i guess tt is realli enuf... cuz its pretty tiring. i tink ran 5 rounds in total. i duno y... but recently i seemed "addicted" to running alot... n i seem to luv running now. i m pretty persistent on improving my timing to 12 mins + or even better... 11 or 10 mins. hahaz... hopefully my efforts pay off n i will SLIM down! haiz... being FAT/OBESE is such a chore. u dun look nice in many clothings... ur face is so round and fat and u r so heavy tt u cannot run fast. n u tire easily.

2dae's simply a veri tiring day fer mi. cuz of the 2pid headache n 2dae's the longest day of the week! 4.45 pm is the dismissal time! but i mean... fer someone hu's sick wif headache... wouldn;t it be such great pain to go thru such a long day? hahaz...

n jonathan's getting paranoid 2dae... he seem to be all stressed out by the amount of work he has yet to do. but relax jon... (if u r reading tis) juz relax n pace urself. u wouldn't get anythign done if u r all tensed up rite? indeed, u muz learn to give urself a bit of stress, but the way u r acting is kindda "siao" cuz u r too nervous liao. n dun do ur work fer the sake of finishing it... if u wanna do ur work... give it ur best or dun do it at all. get me? XD (i tink i m so freaking naggy tt i m becoming more n more like my parents XD)

oh... i went to the doctor 2dae... yar... fer my headache of course.... BAN KOK clinic @ potong pasir... the doctor's realli friendly lor... talked n ask about his patients' life... like as in noe more about them lar. n he managed to coax my dad tt its alright fer mi to train everyday fer 2.4 n my nafpha. yeah! means i can still train! but perhaps i shld juz relax fer a few days... but he prescribed some medicine fer my headache. n he told mi to take them abt 2 hrs b4 my "training". hopefully it helps! i m gonna try tmr! hehe.... but on the other hand, i realli have no idea y he prescribed calcium tablets fer mi. haiz... realli have no idea y leh. hahaz... nvm...

n 2dae's my uncle's b'dae! happy 49th b'dae uncle! i m telling ya... u r realli a realli nice uncle... realli nice n caring and all. u r the best!

ouch.... my 2pid headahce isn't goin away... dratz... looks like i have to get ample rest n take my medicine. wah siao! tmr got econs test leh. n 2dae didn't realli prepare fer it! cuz i was @ the clinic fer so long! (cuz many patients mah... XD) gtg.... medicine, study... n finally rest fer the day! BYE!





title: sniff sniff #2

sianz... down wif flu AGAIN. y muz it always be a sunday tt i get down wif flu?! i m realli pissed wif tt leh. being down wif flu means NO exercises... and u will feel so out and down for the whole day. n i have so much work to do! being ill would mean slower progress and poorer concentration! grrrrr.... stupid flu virus!

yar... i feel so guilty now. my study productivity is as good as zero! n i have an econs test on tuesday! there's so much definitions! how m i gonna cope?

my cousin finally came 2dae... after such a long time. yeah! means i will get albums to listen to and the celestial zone 2 comics, n not to mention his company.... yupz! i finished the entire celestial zone 2 comics collection! but i tink i prefer the first, cuz i dun realli like some of the contents in tis series. n the new series by wee tian beng: celestial zone 21... dots. i dun tink i'lll ever like it unless there's something wrong wif mi. c'mon! celestial stuff goin on in singapore? here? in tis pathetic piece of land tt sir stamford raffles founded? the land tt sang nila utama first saw? omg! wif all their super powers, i tink tt tis island's trashed... imagine violence in singapore! (which doesn't exist) so i couldn't imagine crazi stuff liddat n would not even try to make myself tink bout it.

sianz... skl's gonna start again tmr... but heng tis would be a short wk cuz of GOOD FRIDAY! n hopefully thursday would be a half-day fer us! hopefully!





title: out!

wad a day! yupz... indeed... wad a day it was. got up in the morning @ 8.45 and rushed fer my 2.4km run @ toa payoh stadium wif my dad n brother. i have been running everyday, 6 days in a row now. n i was realli hoping tt my timing would improve frm monday's 2.4km run in skl. but dots. 13 mins 18 secs... a sec slower than monday. but nvm... at least my timing has improved frm my usual 15 + mins. oh yar... recently i have been having these weird headaches... after slight workout, s.a. pull-up, push-up n 2dae running, i would experience immense headache. n seriously its DAMN pain. so maybe 2dae's timing was a little slower cuz i stopped to walk fer a while. so.... can i actually sae tt my timing has improved by a little? hahaz... hopefully i could...

@ the rate i m going fer my weight losing "programme", i doubt tt i will ever lose 4 kg by the end of april, cuz i dun tink i have even lost a kg in a wk! aiya... nvm lar... i shall stop toking abt tis... or ppl might sae i m paranoid or sumthing. (i dun even tink paranoid is the correct word here.)

in the afternoon, i had to meet WL, jon and mrtoot @ PS. i was realli busy 2dae. had lots to do but so little time.

1) meet up wif the 3 of them
2) buy my pull-up bar
3) collect my handphone frm sony ericsson repair centre @ wisma atria
4) SKOOL WORK!

yupz... oh... i bought a black billabong cap 2dae frm 77th street 2dae. cost mi $27.90. realli nice n cool though. met up with WL @ PS entrance and later proceeded to BK to meet mrtoot n jon later. n guess wad! i met minqi n siewjing mugging there! they were doin their chem tutorial i tink. c'mon girls! perservere on! i noe tt there's lots to do, but keep up ur efforts n u will see the results! mrtoot arrived abt 15min late... he wanted to makan @ BK, so he started to buy his meal, while WL n i waited fer jon. at last! jon came! after mrtoot finished... we left fer food court n bid minqi n siewjing goodbye.

after we ate... we were walking out of PS to paradigm when jon n i saw cheryl... juz said hi... n off we went. we walked to paradigm a.k.a s'pore shopping centre fer pools, but the place is too crowded n there isn't any available tables. so we took a cab to paradiz centre and splited the cost among ourselves.

game 1: WL n mi v.s. jon n mrtoot (my team won... n i was like OWNAGE!)

game 2: WL n mi v.s. jon n mrtoot (jon n mrtoot won.... n i was starting to get faggy... realli sux all of a sudden... the cueball nvr went where i told it to go to... n + the fact tt mrtoot was simply amazing all of a sudden)

game 3: WL n jon v.s. mrtoot n mi (my team won... all thx to mrtoot... once again... i sux... sumthing's wrong wif mi i m sure....)

after tt mrtoot left... leaving WL, jon and I to go to peninsula... jon was veri fit... his walking pace is so fast tt i had problems kipping up wif him. dots.... looks like i have to exercise more to be fitter. haiz... upon reaching tt, got the pull-up bar fer $25... n yet again after tt, WL n jon had to go off.... n i had to go to wisma to collect my phone.

tt's my day... up to now.... n now i have got lotsa skl work to do... e.g. GP essay... n plus a econs test coming up on tuesday. dots.





title: burp... burp... i m drunk...

SYF trainings sux n i wouldn't go into full details bout it. juz maybe a brief outline: learnt marching 2dae and its realli diff. i m still trying to learn it properly... i may nid guidance frm my dad or uncle.

anw... PE rawks 2dae cuz i seem to like have 2 whole hrs of it. 1st hr is mr chay's lesson. ran 4 rounds in total, did pull-ups, standing broad jumps. yupz... tt's bout it. pull-ups is like quite funny lar. cuz we didn;t do it @ the fitness corner. we went to the area beside the gym... yar... first time i found out tt there's 2 pull-up bars there. i grabbed the pull-up bar and wif my feet high on the wall, i started "pulling up"... and its like freaking corny lor, n not to mention malu cuz i found out later tt there's a security camera behind mi. dots.

after tt had an hr's session of basketball wif a few ppl like cheryl, amanda, tanya, alvin, ronald, jonathan, and i tink shld be ester if i m not wrong lar. i m working realli hard now to noe ppl's names in my CG. hahaz.... realli fun lor... first time playing basketball wif a big grp of my CG.... oh yar... mabel and another cheryl also played... all of whom is frm my CG lar.

after SYF-training i went home. was feeling freaking tired but pushed myself to lift some weights b4 bathing. later ate my dinner and relaxed in front of the TV. half-way thru, CK called mi to ask mi y i nvr go OG outing. i mean "WTF!" no one told mi lar. dots.... haiz... anw... after a little persuasion, i went, along came my dad my bro n sis, since they wanted to go carrefour. the OG had dinner @ sakae sushi @ suntec. yupz...

onli a few frm my OG turned up... if i m not wrong... onli shaun, michael, minqi, tsura, steiner, tze wei, hsiao-en, CK and I went. rest of them r crashers, some of which r like matthew lee's frens (if i m not wrong... pardon mi if i m wrong) hahaz... ordered a bottle of sakae... yupz... i m under 18 n i m consuming alcohol! but couldn't believe it myself when the waiter gave mi wad i wanted without any questions asked... cuz those seating wif mi (tze wei, steiner, hsiao-en and CK) r in their skl uni lor) hahaz... i tink they (as in the names mentioned) r quite shock lor. but trust mi.. i m not an alcoholic.... and i m not some delinquent hu likes to break laws or stuff.... trust mi... i m quite a gd boy. XD (SERIOUS lar!)

i got some sort of a little tipsy and i was feeling realli warm... i thot it was cuz of the sake... but turned out tt CK was also feeling warm as well. muz be the air conditioning then. well... its super corny when tze wei suddenly popped qns like " wad r piles" and "wad's hernia" when we r half way thru a meal. n i had to explain wad was piles since CK oso duno wad izit. hahaz... anw... according to steiner, hernia is when the small intestine combines/joins wif/reaches? the ballz or sumthing liddat. i couldn't realli rmb the defn since i was a bit drunk then. but i managed to "wake" myself up by drinking bout 4 cups of warm green tea. hahaz... oh yar... erm... the whole grp of ppl r splited up cuz the tables r too small. yar... when we settled the bill, i was freaking shocked by how much the sake cost lar. $10.50 fer a small bottle leh! n 5-6 small cups onli lor! dots. i went home later cuz my dad is goin off. n i asked him to give Ck a lift to city hall mrt. yupz... tt's my day!

tmr... i will be goin wif mrtoot, jon, n WL t lunch, then play pool, then go peninsula to buy my pull-up bars. n i would probably go collect my hp frm sony ericsson service centre @ wisma if its ready fer collection. i will call tmr morning to ask bout tt. yar... hopefully tmr will be a great day fer mi. ciao!





title: corny day!

2dae's xtremely corny... during bio lecture when i was trying to pay attention to wad the lecturer was saying, of all things, shaun n jon had to gang up n same lame stuff bout mi. e.g. handsome macho, sexy, smart, etc. super corny lar. no link at all. n its super irritating. they onli stopped when i told them to. dots. and the lecturer caught david dosing off during her lecture and made him answer a qn... which sadly he got it wrong. hahaz.... the lecturer said he could have continued sleeping if he got it right. XD

the rest of day was plain/smooth sailing as in nothing realli happened. xcept maybe bio prac. jon n i was acting super lame lar... when mrs. ang was talking about "in case of a chemical spillage" i took the distilled water bottle n squirted water on him. n the laboratory thermometer.. we were supposed to measure the temperature of our hands and i put it in my mouth. hahaz... and mrs. ang made mi disinfect the thermometer wif soap. dots.... XD

i ponned the cg lunch to pastamania... cuz i dun realli like the food there... and furthermore i oredi promised to run wif jonathan after skl. charlie n yi xiang joined too. n we went to the gym after tt, n stayed there till 5.20. oh... the live concert... i thot of not goin... so i gave the ticket to tanya, hu is one of my cg-mates. later cuz of the run and gym, n its kindda late, so i wanted to go... and yi xiang got an xtra ticket. but... in the end... i didn't go cuz i was feeling freaking tired, plus the fact tt i dun have anyone to go wif! so i went home...

anw... i heard the live concert wasn't realli veri exciting and i didn't miss much... so i tink my time was rather well spent at home! hahaz... no offense to SFC-ers. XD oh... the person hu told mi tt.... i wun mention names lar... later she kena killed or sumthing... not nice rite? hahaz... XD i m feelin lame now... so pardon my lameness... XD

i m signing off now... cuz it late now... damn! tmr there's the SYF training again... dots





title: CCAs

2dae there's the secondary skl sports day, so charlie n my plan to run 2.4km was cancelled. sianz... yk, charlie n i went fer the strategic club... n it wasn;t interesting at all. in fact, i feel tt its dead boring. i chose the world of warcraft boardgame, tinking tt it would be fun, but it turned out to be a C.M.I game... super complicated and diff to learn. the seniors were teaching us the game, and we were playing it half-way... 3 vs. 3... but it was far too boring n i came up wif an idea to get ourselves outta there. i told them the 3 of us have to meet some GP teacher @ 4.25pm... n they let us off. hahaz... diaoz.... XD

then charlie wanted to go fer his guitar thingee... so yk n i went to SAJS hall to find david and the mentoring club. they playing mass games wif the pri skl kids... n i joined too.. quite fun lar... i wun mind joinin mentoring... but the TIC dun seem keen on accepting those boys involved in SYF. cuz we would be missing lotsa mentoring sessions. haiz... n david was freaking pissed wif SYF cuz he might nt be able to join mentoring. oh yar... n YK left half-way to get his PE attire and of course lar... he pang-sehed mi lor.

mentoring's fun... but now i m caught in a dilemna... mentoring or fitness? i can;t possibly join both cuz my dad dun allow... n neither would i allow myself to go thru tt kind of torture... 2 CCAs! haiz... its getting kindda late now... gtg to slp liao... bb!





title: FATS!

lotsa crappy talking wif jonathan 2dae... he's like crzy lar... everytime tok so much crap until break tt time cannot study properly @ the library lor... but well... sometimes i initiated them lar...hahaz....

found out 2dae thru GP and probably PW tt my class is actually quite fun... but as always... i will still sae i will nid more time to click wif them. yup... more time is essential... time is the onli way to fully comprehend someone... time reveals one's personality... and time can definitely build ties...

fer PW, there's some sort of DISC test... its something to like let u noe or understand urself better... and i found out tt i m a CS person, which i tink is someone hu's more introverted. tt's mi rite? hahaz

2dae after skl trained wif jonathan @ pull-up area. dam sad. still can't do 1 yet. now trying to hang there fer like 10 secs n build up more muscles. then went home carried my "10kg" dumbell (which turned out to be 10 pounds upon close inspection) and ran abit. yup... tt's my day! cya dudes!





title: 2.4km

yay! finally! campus superstar is over! and the winner is zhiyang frm hwa chong institution... n man! i was veri impressed by his style and vocals, and esp. tt duet wif shi sinhuey. damn cool! the way they sing the "lian ai da ren" which is originally sang by xiao S and luo zi xiang. i would sae tt its damn nice lar! seriously... its one of my first times watching campus superstar and i kindda regretted not watching it last time. haiz... but now its over liao. sianz... oh... back to xhiyang n sinhuey... i duno how to describe it lar... but u have to watch it to get tt "feel"... the way they cooperate and sing... is simply.... PERFECT... beautiful.... artistic!

enuf of the campus superstar thingee... back to skl life. cheryl nvr "boo!" mi 2dae... excuse given is cannot find mi... haiz... thot tt i would have the shock of my life... but end up its mi tt boo her in maths lecture. -_-" aiya! there goes my possibility of getting a heart attack, or rather a possibility fer mi to get an m.c. and go home! dots

skl's juz as usual... nothing to comment about... ran 2.4km fer PE 2dae... jonathan was the first... and i ran my best in years... but i still failed. 13 mins 17 secs. tt's quite good fer someone of my size rite? hahaz... anw... my goal is to hit 10 mins +... juz like wad jonathan has achieved. there's nothing impossible rite? he's human, i m human... if he can achieve it, y can't i? if he can start off @ the beginning of tis yr wif zero (?) pull-ups and is capable of 16 in one go now, y can't i? yeah.... i CAN DO IT! hahaz.... sounds tt i m damn enthu and positive... but actually i dun tink i can reach jonathan's state of craziness... grrr.... looks like i have to commit more of my time to running 2.4s... (focus on the "s" behind 2.4) and lifting weights.

oh... jonathan is like crazy 2dae... kip laufing... duno fer wad oso... like when i tried to flex my biceps he laugh all the way thru GP... c'mon lar... gimme face lar... i got a bit of muscles ok? although they r not as developed as urs.... nvm one day! one day! i will... n i will... meet my mark... >16 pull ups... but maybe tt's in a week or month or even a year... hahaz! gtg... bb!





title: get lost flu virus!

sniff sniff.... down wif flu 2dae, and its veri serious i m telling ya.... got up first thing in the morning and i went "hachoo... hachooo" and damn... i noe tt i will be stuck wif it fer the rest of the day.

i nearly finished the whole box of tissues. and my nose started to bleed, since i was sniffing too much and the skin had most likely been rubbed off. yar... its not literaly nose-bleeding... juz bleeding like wad u will get if u get a cut. its nothin actually.

being down wif flu is not at all pleasant. there r times where u wanna do something, and cuz of flu, nothin gets done, cuz u r feeling all worn-out, letharigc and absolutely in no mood to do anything. but luckily, i had some sense in mi to force myself to do some h/w. and phew... i did it. but on the other hand, things like exercises r a definite no-no, cuz i dun wanna DIE exercising! well... i forgot to wish all of u a happy april fools, but well, here goes the greeting: happy BELATED april fools! woohoooooo! and by that i do not mean tt wad i have written above is all a scam. its TRUE tt i m down wif flu! no kidding dudes! i m serious!

haiz.... april is such a month of lies and suspense. u won't noe when someone would play a prank of u, esp. on april fool and the days following it. but my april fool was spent in such an uninteresting and boring way. by tt i mean no pranks frm friends. c'mon! i wanna april fool on a skl day! i wanna have all tt fun! but... grrrr.... weekends.... means stuck @ home 95% of the time. well... once again, i would like to whine on my over-protective and over-domineering dad, hu doesn't allow mi to go out. he means well, but i juz dun like the feeling of being controlled. absolutely no freedom, no rights, juz like in jail!

enuf of all tt unhappy things... its the campus superstar grand finals 2nite! battle between the final four! hu will win? stay tuned 2nite, 7.30pm, onli on channel u! hachoooo! i nid more tissue... sniff sniff..... X(





title: jailed

sometimes i juz feel veri frustrated wif my dad... fer being so over-protective of mi. n i dun like tt. i m oredi a 17 year old teen, or shld i sae a young adult as wad my lecturers n principals address us as. c'mon! stop giving excuses fer mi not to go out as "later u get into trouble wif gangsters". WTF! (i m damn pissed now. so pardon mi if u feel tt i m veri rude or naggy now.) my heart... my soul... is like wandering at home now... duno wad to do xcept those tutorials tt i received yesterday. v for vendette! i wan watch tt movie! ahhhhhhh!!!!!

i tink i m goin crazy. n there's juz so mani crazy stuff happening around mi recently. n i wont wan to sae it here cuz its kindda scary and its kindda a sensitive issue. WL shld noe wad izit.... go bombard him wif ur qns. if u wanna noe. but its nothing realli...

well.... i dun mind leaking one issue here, but its not realli weird lar.... anw... listen up:

there's tis cheryl lee in my new CG... chatted wif her online yesterday.... but i duno hu is she. like no impression of her. -_-" sorri... tt's mi lor... i m freaking antisocial. nvr mix ard in class xcept jonathan. n she said she wanna "boo!" mi on monday so tt i will noe hu is she. hahaz... weird ppl in my skl. nvm... tt's kindda funny. i betta prepare my heart pills, in case i cannot take the shock on monday....

anw.... enuf of my digression.... i dun wanna scare u ppl off... hahaz....