Thursday, 6th November 2008

YAY! tmr's an off day! freedom! but not exactly a taste of it after a long time.anyway...the past few days in camp was SUPER slack.had lots of private time to myself.do things i like.gym, run, etc. yea...it was good. sometimes i realli love time in camp. (:

dear dear's exams are coming so soon.on the 24th.and she's got no time to pei me. sad.and haven been going out wif her for so so long.no doubt i did meet her for supper and stuff...but it was realli realli short period of time and i couldnt realli enjoy myself wif her.unlike the good old times when she was so free on the weekends.now, the bulk of her weekends are mostly dedicated to studying.oh wells...but can't realli blame her for it.its the university anw.work, work and more work is part of the 4 years.oh wells. i tried to be there for her, when she's studying i'll accompany her, but after sometime i realli do get bored...cuz there's realli nth much for me to do.but realli...i wanna do sthg for her.be there for her.but how? anyone can teach me how to keep myself entertained when she's studying without being a distraction to her? =(

u noe...sometimes i daydream.in this dream there's a beautifully painted picture of me and dear dear. we're in a room.a room in my house.a very very special room.its a very quiet room that can only been located by me and dear dear. it have doors that can lead us to many many places in the world and these places are empty-there're no other people except us.

in the room there's a tv.and lots and lots of dvds stacked beside it.in front of the tv there's a bed.and on the bed are me and dear dear watching drama serials and movies tgt.and when we're tired, we'll cuddle each other and fall asleep.

in another corner of the room there's a kitchen.and in this kitchen there is a huge fridge, cupboards filled with all kinds of ingredients, ovens, plates, cutlery, etc. when we're hungry we'll wake up and cook for each other.something nice and full of flavour.full of love.and when u eat it, it'll burst with so much warmth and emotions that you'll burst out with tears of joy.yum yum.

after we've eaten.we decided to visit the beach.we pack our stuff and open the door labelled "beach". we stepped foot onto golden sand.the wind is blowing strongly onto our faces, carrying with it the sound of the roaring waves.the sun is basking its rays onto us as tho it was long awaiting our arrival.we threw all our things aside and run towards the sea and splashed water at each other.swim around.tan.

soon it's nightfall.the moon is round and bright.we're tired and hungry.we pitched a tent along the shores and sat in the tent.we brought out our instant bbq pit and set it up just outside the tent and began bbq-ing food for our dinner.we made marshmallows for each other and fed each other.we chit-chat.talk about almost everything.and when we're done, we stepped back into the room.

this room unlocks unlimited boundaries that we can go to.anywhere we want to go to we can go. FUN. and most importantly...its some realli private quality time tgt.

haiz...but still...its a dream...how can it ever happen?haha.

anyway...i hope that my dear dear can get thru her torturous exams fast and quick.spare her the torture.and so that she can quickly go for her treks and spend more time wif me.i missed her presence terribly. =(