hellooo...juz back frm mentoring camp which is so sianz. actually it would have been SO MUCH better if it hadnt be fer MISS CHIA WAI LING's constraints on the CCA, esp. on the amt of money we can spend and the type of activities we can conduct. fer example ah...the guys were supposed to conduct some night trail activity...damn scary one...confirm damn fun but chia wai ling said its was too scary. n wth...we wanted to screen a movie...cuz movie screening confirm will be damn fun...n we thot of screening a horror movie "corllic" to match our initial decision of the night trail but she said:

"The movie that is to be selected would not contain any bits on horror, violence or anything unsuitable. Instead, a meaningful movie would be shown that would put them into a reflective mood for the end of the day."

seriously...fuck her.

anw...although the camp was sian...but it was fun in some ways itself. crapped super alot wif eugene, ashiq n jeremy...like whole day kip laufing. we were like toking abt how jeremy had a fetish fer cats n how he would prey on cats and how he would prefer the fiercer cats cuz he deems "pain as pleasure" n the 3 of them were toking abt their days in their uniform grps then when their juniors had to do pumping they shouted "wad r ur doing? trying to fuck air ah" wah super farni lar. then last nite after all activities ended we went play basketball and volleyball at 11+ all the way till 1+ b4 going off to bathe n then going to the cafe to play monopoly and eat our "stash" which consisted of ruffles chips and all tt sinful junk. n how much we crapped wif the rest of the mentors when we were auctioning fer sites...like raise $1 each time and try to sabo each other. hahaz. damn fun. soon we were bored of it n went jalan jalan ard track fer 1 rd then going to the tennis court to tok cock. it was oredi ard 4. then we cock till like 4.38 and fell asleep. oh oh...then the 5 j2 mentors came up wif fuckin lame names fer ourselves la...jeremy called mi "jingjing" then jeremy was "ah hui" eugene was "xixi", ashiq was "binbin" and simeon was called "meonmeon" aiya damn gay i noe but super corny n fun. we slept at the tennis court wif some of the other mentors then went down to our bunks at 5.30 to slp again till 7.30. ok...the fun part of the camp ends here. the rest arent worth mentioning. bleahx.





haiz...wad a weekend. sianz. i planned a study timetable for myself fer the june hols and i promised myself to stick to it starting last saturday. n wad the heck. i spent most of my weekend watching "the return of the condor heroes" and wasted my whole weekend away. n tis morning went gym then had to rush to little india to meet the logistics com and the birthday com for CCA. was supposed to meet at 12.30 but i went to ps to meet jason, jon and xf fer lunch at 12.30 instead. then onli reached little india at abt 1.30. yea wad an ass i noe. hahaz.





yesterday was supposed to be a great day since skl ends at 12pm. and since lessons ended at 10.30 for my class...it was supposed to be a even better day. but it was so disappointing. had dry run fer my mentoring camp amazing race...frm 12 to approx. 6. omg wad a way to spend my day. =.="

anw... played bball wif choon kiat n his frens at 10.30. then later amanda, mabel n tanya joined in. played till 12 then went fer 2pid mentoring. jeremy ho n i were station masters n we had to station ourselves at milenia walk. we reached there abt 2 since we were confident tt we would be early no matter wad cuz the rest of the mentors were pretty late at reporting. but wth...when we were crossing the road to milenia walk, the pres amanda, vice pres eugene and yee wei were like running towards us lar. dots. their first station but we, the station masters havent even stationmed ourselves! thus, we ran. hahaz...ran into the car exhibition n we managed to lost them. went to harvey norman n jalan jalan b4 amanda n yee wei found us. dots.

anw. jeremy n i went coffee bean n stationed ourselves there. the teams realli took damn long to find us. n its super malu when we had to make them all kinds to 2pid stuff like push ups sit ups and jumping jacks in public and one grp even had to do a foreit by shouting "i love mentoring" cuz they couldnt find the clue. haha. (note: i had written the clue on the coffee bean tissue paper, folded it n hid it in the flower pot. teams hu saw it didnt suspect it. they thot it was rubbish left by other customers and i told them it might have mucus on it. hahaz.)

so yea ok...amazing race was ok but jeremy received lots of complains frm other mentors fer ta-kaning them. n guess wad? we were being moved to the roof-top of esplanade instead fer our station. =.="

oh. watched pirates on thurs. i was super anticipating the movie lar. but wad a disappointment. dosed off half-way. =.=" but probably i was too tired la. i probably will watch it again cuz i dun believe one my my fav. movies can be tt boring. oh did i mention tis b4? i nvr fell asleep fer any movie xcept the inconvinient truth. n how can pirates be in the same category as the freaking boring and drive-me-nuts movie?





THE CLASS INITIATED CIP IS OVER! yea! it was fun seriously. the teams tt participated were realli impressive esp. some of the teams tt i watched play 2dae.

u noe...tis CIP thing, its realli great cuz it realli made mi learn alot. mainly contacting companies for sponsorships n stuff. yea. i tink it oso made mi understand the process of organisign events and working as a team. although we didnt realli raised much, but i tink for our first self-initiated CIP, it was realli well done. it was unique too since not mani classes tt did their own CIP was sports-related. n i could see tt the teams tt participated realli had lots of fun. like alvin...his team lost but he told mi tt he wants to play again. yup realli glad to hear tt. the organisers were jun jie n weiqi, but i tink weiqi like did most of the work lar. n she's like the one coordinating everything fer the past 3 days and even wanted to treat us drinks to thank us fer helping out.n she kept on thanking us fer helping out...haiz...why so ke qi? the whole class is part of tis leh. haha...there r oso like jon hu's oso veri devoted fer his duties as a sai-kang warrior haha. mr yeo, jason, xf, jeremy, vernon, huimin, meixuan, richard, mabel, amanda, cheryl were all realli supportive. haiz...damn sad lar...skl will be ending in 2 terms time...no...shorter than tt...n there goes my whole skl life. miss chia was rite...after JC, there wun be anyone caring fer us like our tutors now do. n can our future classes be as bonded as now or before in sec skl? i realli doubt it.

anw... after dinner 2dae, richard, jason n i went play bball at the CC beside the street soccer pitch. played against an auntie team. n we lost 11-5. =.=" tt auntie in the team, i realli respect her. damn zai can. she sae the ball will go in it will one leh. wth. 3 pointer shots, jump shots, lay-ups, all no prob. omg. she zai lar. but since i didnt have my shoes wif mi, i played bare-footed and now my feet are all blistered. f***ing pain sia. potong pasir community centre...look out fer a auntie wif a left elbow guard n wear red singlet one. go challenge her! she damn zai...win her i give ur treat. haha...





life's been bz but wow...no more SPA fer the rest of my life and i have been thru like 3 tests tis week? n bio SPA...woah...6 pages of hardcore memory work.

nxt wk's a free wk. no tests at all. (hopefully) but there'll be 2 dry runs fer the mentoring bonding camp and tt sux. esp. nxt friday. early dismissal at 12 but have gotta run ard s'pore to do the dry run fer amzaing race. zzzzzzzz.

i realli hate mentoring. i realli do. its juz the wrong CCA. but well...one more month n i'm a free man! realli envy the freedom frm CCA tt jason now enjoys. ahhhh! one more month. anw...got my exams timetable 2dae. n its gd man. ends on 3rd july. 3 days b4 my bdae and hell am i so lucky.

yup! street soccer competition is quite a success. ard 16 teams signed up. sponsors got back to me and got all the prizes ready. now juz haveta go down and collect the pizza hut vouchers. n mr chay SPONSORED the trophies. n he ordered one extra accidentally and decided to give tt to his fav. student. here it is!



haha. one more trophy to my collection! yea!





yea apparently i watched spiderman AGAIN on tuesday wif my classmates at cine. haha...ponned math lecture cuz there was such a big gap between our 2nd last lesson and the lecture. yea. cuz mr yeo had SYF. managed to get realli good seats but somehow didnt realli enjoy it as much as the first time i watched it. haiz.

super embarrasing 2dae. had a bio lecture test and some qns frm the TYS apparently appeared in the test. so after the test, i took out my TYS and flipped thru to see whether i got the answers correct. n WTH! mr marcus chan saw mi holding it n told mi to hold it up to show everyone. n said "this is an example of a hardworking student" DIAOZ! =.=" super embarrasing can? faints.

sianz. my relationship wif my dad is strained yet again. ALL BECAUSE OF A STUPID BOTTLE OF BRAND ESSENCE! tuesday morning i told my dad tt i will be home early n i would drink the bottle of brand essence he prepare fer mi every morning when i get home. but, miss lee asked mi to stay fer bio consultation on tuesday afternoon which i did. had consultation till 5.30 frm 4 and after tt decided to go fer chemistry remedial again cuz mr lim's was so boring on monday.

i reached home at 7.05. opened my gate and as usual greeted my dad. "pa" no response. i tried again. "pa". yet again, no response. so i got pissed and said: "i m home late cuz i stayed back in skl fer consultation and remedial lecture."

my dad went on ranting tt i should called him to tell him i was staying back. then he started saying he's angry cuz i didnt drink the brand essence tt he spent so much effort preparing. OH PLEASE!!!! it would have been cold even when i get home at 2 anw. AND FER GOING FER CONSULTATION AND REMEDIAL LECTURE AND NOT DRINKING HIS BRAND ESSENCE, MY DAD N I R HAVING A COLD WAR SINCE TUESDAY.

no way m i apologising to him cuz i dun tink i did anything wrong. n i find him seriously childish. omg. i can't wait to stay in a hostel.





PMT was juz over 2 days ago. n i can't help tinking abt how true the words of my teachers were. its realli time to wake up and stop playing a fool wif my life when there's onli 176 days to the A levels. but on the brighter note its onli 198 more days to freedom! miss lee's fav. words were "misconceptions here and there". hahaz damn farni. i was trying to refrain myself from laufing. but seriously lar...i tink the teachers offered mi some good advices and i tink i should stick to them.

mr yeo ah...wah...when my parents sat down hor...he started saying.."yea his results r worrying" oh...n mr yeo's catchphrase is "worrying" lolx. mr yeo advised mi to read thru the notes briefly, then look at questions and do them. n ONLY refer to the notes when there is a nid to. miss lee told mi to draw the mindmaps fer all the topics and show them to her. so tt she can check my misconceptions. cuz she said i might noe the big picture, but the smaller details tt link them all up might be "fuzzy" to mi. so very true. n my dad was super gam jiong after PMT...he immediately brought mi to popular to buy bio TYS...toa payoh ran out of stock so brought mi to hougang mall popular. so ended up reaching home at 9+.

then yesterday.he bought mi MORE bio reference books.n heng it was relevant or else his money would have gone down the drain.

chem spa tmr.econs test tmr.n bio lect. test on thurs. heng jon n i took the math test last friday liao or else there will be another test on friday.phew.





spiderman 3 was juz as wad i expected: it rox. went down to lido wif WL, sabree, tak lung, tong liang, yann kiat, and yisiong. caught the 11.45 show. although we got the first row, woah...i m so mighty glad tt i can catch the movie during its premeire and the fact tt i could even lay my hands on the tix at the eleventh hour. ate at subway and talked crap while pigging at the tuesday submeal. orchard was hell packed wif a lot of ppl yesterday. woah!

went down to cine after the movie fer pool b4 proceeding to bk at midpoint orchard to look at the rest eat while we do wad we usually do: make fun of tak lung. aiya...he damn poor thing leh i find. although he's 19 2dae rite...but he still acts like a p6 boy then do all sorts of childish things.then we will make all sorts of jokes abt him.but he NEVERS flares up and he will juz continue laufing as always. i dunno lar. he's been liddat since day 1 i met him.

ok.stop it. i shall not go on and on abt him and make tis some sort of forum where ppl can come in and make fun of him on my blog. hell no. aiya. let's change the subj.

met hazel (WL's cuz) at PS then 3 of us went sakae to makan. then tok alot of crap lor. then WL veri kua kang...he foot the bill. hey bro. next time will treat u back one.dun worri.

2dae received the most wonderful news of my life:there's a possibility tt the skl's sponsoring our OM trip to US Michigan. i tink 80% if i m not wrong. n we onli have to pay $500 via EDUSAVE! the trip's frm 23rd to 28th may. damn cool can! i seriously so wanna go lar. i was so excited and elated n wanted so veri much to share this piece of good news wif my dad and mom. but why muz he be such a wet blanket? juz abt an hr ago, broke the news to him and i hoped tt he would share the same enthusiasm as mi, but hell no. he simply slammed "NO" into my face. he went on ranting abt my grades, abt how OM has taken up too much of my time. i agree wif him. bgut such rare opportunities dun drop by often. even mr yeo, the one hu initially told mi tt he didnt realli agree on us participating in tis competition, gave us the thumbs up sign and told us to proceed on. dad ah dad...can u juz be more supportive of ur son, fer once?

u noe...fer my entire life, i have been brought up in the shadow of my dad.my character is such a mould of his: introverted and simply those tt juz wanna stay at home n have no social life kind. but i hate tt me. i wanna be someone diff frm him cuz i can see tt he has the exact same character as my grandmother. i HATE their character and how they treat others and i juz so wanna not be another one of them. i wanna have a social life.i wan to be outgoing.i wanna travel ard the world.i juz wanna be more like my mum.u can sae tt my dad has influenced mi TOO MUCH.n somehow...i feel tt he has made me a pessimist.haiz.

since i m on the subj. lemme tok more abt tis man.he always fails to give me the sense of security. when i was young,he disciplined me severely fer every little thing i do wrong.n i can rmb those days when i dread his return frm work.life sux. now, he still has a string attached to my life. i dun have control over my own life. i have to do things behind his back n i dun like tt feeling. whenever i go out, i have to worri abt when he's gonna call mi, when is he gonna flare up, abt him nagging at mi abt my work. i have lots of worries. can't even enjoy myself in the company of my frenz.

wadeva man.sometimes i get so sick of him.but still, i can't deny he's my dad.my mum sent mi fer counselling twice to talk to someone professional.no. i dun have any mental illness lar.i juz needed someone to tok to.but i dun tink counselling helps my problems.but well...i'm 18. a few more years and i'll be on my own. i can do wad i wan and wad i tink is rite. when i'm in the uni, i'll stay at the hostel n wun be in prison liao.free frm the man tt i call my father.

i m not a rebellious kid.i luv my parents n my siblings, but i juz dun agree wif how my dad governs the family. next time i m a husband and a father, i vow not to follow his footsteps and i would be a much better dad so tt my kid wun have to blog abt him behind his back. hahaz.