29th September 2007

hmmmm...i suddenly juz luv the piano. i haven touched the piano since p6 but recently juz picked it up again. juz finished learning a song...tian shi by mayday. i realli like sitting beside my sister and listen to her play the piano. i can juz sit there quietly and listen. tt kind of feeling...is juz great. while i listen i can ponder abt mani things...and i feel very relaxed...u can juz let ur mind wander away. tt's why i always tell my sister to play those emo songs. haha.

i oso wan to master the instrument. i wish hor...one day the girl i like can sit beside me i play for her. juz a wish. haha. sounds 2pid hor. but realli i wish tt it would happen. haha. but sounds pretty impossible. jio girls tis kind of thing hor i damn hopeless one...very shy. haha. die. i'm emo-ing.





29th September 2007

hmmm...sometimes i juz dun understand myself. why m i so easily affected by somethings leh. why leh? aiya fuck shant tink abt it. muz concentrate on studies. now left 32 days, 23 hrs and 21 mins. gtg sleep. tmr meeting jon at tp lib to study. study study study!





26th September 2007

wth! i didnt noe facial was tt painful. 2dae i went for facial. my first tym. quite comfortable at first...but the squeze pimple part sux.n i didnt i had so much pimples or blackheads or oil...wah squeese until one whole ball of cotton used up. then got one part the person squeese until the oil spray on the swtich beside my face. she even showed it to me. haha. the mask part very comfortable. cold cold one. then can sleep. haha. shiok. but seriously...the squeesing part...my tears came out. damn painful. heng man enuf nvr scream. the lady said mechanical method more effective...used machine one not so good effect. wah kau...then all the cream all tt so ex. siao. haiz. see alr oso heart pain.





September 25th 2007

wah. 2dae mooncake festival. special day of the year to eat mooncake. 2dae i saw the moon and it was quite round. and i was tinking. wld our environmental problems make the moon not round anymore? then wouldnt ppl have to re-do the whole lunar calender again cuz the moon isnt round on the 15th day of the eighth month anymore. hmmmm...interesting.

watched 200 pounds of beauty last friday on crunchyroll.com last friday. the movie's realli good seriously. the part where she was giving a speech during her concert was extremely poignant. very touching. then i realised crunchyroll actually have alot of movies uploaded and drama serials. now watching some HK drama serial abt lawyer one. quite nice oso. haha.

well...got back most of my results. got improvement but i still hope to do better in the A's. but sian...got S for both of my H1 GP n econs. damn jialat. haiz.





September 20th 2007

ahhhhh! i'm pissed. i'm disappointed with my results. esp. econs. damn sad. i thot i was going to do well for my prelims in most subjs. but...haiz...haha. saddening. depressing. well...mebe miss chia's rite...we're indeed an emode generation. i hate exams. exp. the post exam period. ahhhhhh! gonna find sthg to vent all my frustrations. NVM! still got 42 days! not all hope is gone. JIAYOU PPL! its the final lap!





September 18th 2007

wow. 2dae's a holiday. happy. a real break frm skl, no work. haha finally a break after tt rubbish sept holidays i had. haha...happy. blissful.

anw...hit the gym once again after a month. and my arms are aching after yesterday's bowling. aiya...getting old and weak liao. anw...went bro's gym planet fitness at chevron house. at raffles place. first tym go so high class gym. realli damn cool. i felt so wrong when i got out of the mrt station. everyone r in long sleeves or suits! while i m in shorts, t-shirt and slippers. gawd.

entered chevron house. and had to surrender my ez-link for a visitor pass. then tap the visitor pass on a security gantry b4 i could access the lift! like some immigration security liddat. wow. took lift up. and MY! the gym is like super big can??? 2 floors and there're like over 20 treadmills and bikes and free-weights and all. its damn cool. and the toilet. damn nice and classy oso. and there's a steam room. haha. high class. i'm such a noob. haha. when gymed for abt 3 hrs until like 5 then went play pool at paradiz centre. then went PS for dinner. then met jon and went for pool again.

arhhhh. singapore's so boring. can't they have more things in town to do? bleahx. wait. or izit juz mi? hahahahahahahahaha. =)





September 17th 2007

muahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!! exams r over!!!!!!!! f**k exams! wahahahahahahaha! woohoooooooooo! lolx....no more stress! haha...lolx...at least for a week or so. lolx. now to tink of it, the dreadful A's are a step closer! but...its realli time for a breather...a month plus of mugging. dun rest will die. haha...

2dae went out wif class guys. we didnt noe where to go and ended up wasting alot of tym trying to decide. jason suggested ice skating at jurong, but jeremy n xf objected cuz it was too far. we wanted to watch a movie, but clarence n i complained tt we watched movies too often. its time for a change. then we ended up going to town for ajisen ramen at takashimaya. its 2pid lol. exam ended at 9.15 but we wasted over an hr in skl walking to ptp mrt trying to decide wad to do. we reached somerset close to 11 and ended up waiting till 12 for ajisen. haha. andrea clique went to the zoo i tink...she asked gary n gary asked us, but all of us didnt want to. haha.

at cine, we wanted to go to the damn cool room wif lan, movies, xbox, playstation. i heard from bro its damn cool. $20 an hr for the room...n i tink its pretty worth it. but we can't go in cuz we were in skl uniform. and it opens at 12 too. sighs.

ajisen. noob mi. first tym eating there. supposedly 50% off according to gary, but end up still so ex...$11 plus for my set. lolx. clarence ordered shashimi which is very nicely done up, but the portion damn small. they made it into the shape of a rose. lolx. $6.80. faints.

after lunch, wandered ard and all of us were lost at wad to do. ended up going home. but jon, jason, clarence n i went kovan for bowling. very fun but very expensive. and i'm a bloody noob. but learnt how to make the ball curl liao. haha but not always successful. lolx. muz train more... haha...

well...tt's abt the whole day. boring for the end of exams. zzzzz....

OH OH! bought jay chou's secret yesterday and watched it again. i still find it damn nice. but but first tym still the best. the twist was simply too unexpected. but now i find the guey lun mei not pretty liao. tt tym attracted by her act cuteness...now see her action still quite cute but aiya...not pretty liao not pretty liao. haha...





September 15th 2007

guess while many of you're busy studying for prelims, there's only me who's so crazy to do thise kind of thing during this kind of the year. haiz...had a realli heated argument wif my dad last night and i left home after that. yupp...i didnt go home last night.

it really isnt my fault seriously. lemme tell u all wad happened. my relationship wif my dad is pretty strained as u all noe...n my dad and mum r like those kind of going-to-divorce couple. no i shldnt even call them a couple...they dun even talk to each other now. its realli very sad to be in this kind of family...seriously. and sometimes u get realli envious of those families in movies where the dad kisses mum goodbye before he leaves for work, tucks his children into bed and tells them bedtime stories b4 they sleep or even like go out as a family. but look...all these r missing in my life. my dad hates my mum, n my mum hates my dad. they dun tok to each other, much less kiss or whatsoever. a meal tgt as a family? nah...forget it...i dun even consider it a family dinner...it feels so weird. its too quiet!

yupp...so i told all of these to my dad, hoping tt he could understand the kind of situation i'm in...but i didnt tell him personally...i emailed him. n instead of trying to show concern...he flared up yesterday and started defending his plight and a heated argument started. he told me to leave home, and so i did. i went to bathe, changed and was preparing to leave when he suddenly told mi tt he didnt mean wad he said. heck! i packed my bio notes and a spare change of clothes and went downstairs. another round of heated argument started. anw...forget about the details...i shant elaborate on them. anyway...i juz left home n stayed overnite at jon's place. seriously...i don't know where the hell i went wrong. i realli don't. seriously i'm puzzled. i'm not a delinquent. i study, i dun smoke gamble take drugs join gang or wadeva...but...i realli dun understand...WHY???

mebe i was wrong abt leaving home. but sometimes i realli can't accept how he treats my mum. no he doesnt beat her or wad but its juz sthg i shant elaborate on too. it realli sux to be living in this kind of family. next time...if i ever do get married and have kids of my own...i'll never...never...follow my dad's footsteps.





September 10th 2007

omg. i'm damn scared of chickens now. my dad...make for me chicken essence everyday since dunno how long ago...i everyday drink until i wan vomit. omg...tinking of it now makes mi feel like puking. n my uncle... he will buy this ginseng black chicken soup for mi twice a week. i oso drink until wan vomit liao. the chicken black one. skin oso black. whole thing black. meat black. soup oso abit black. omg sometimes they oso give u the chicken feet. then u noe chicken feet muz put in the mouth eat one ma...then u'll feel the chicken feet tickling ur tongue. omg...damn disgusting. sianz...i'm not going to touch KFC in my life...ever...

oh. took up new hobby recently. eating dark chocolates. started wif xuan feng's 75% dark choc. n now i love the taste. but my dad onli bought mi the 70% one. shall go find those wad 99% ones to try...my tutor sae its nice??!?!?! lolx.

was supposed to slp at 8 n wake up at 12am to study till 6am. but couldnt slp. so went studying. end up cannto concentrate.omg.i'm so gonna die for chem tmr. n wad i'm doing here? blogging! wth...

6 days to end of prelims!





yea! 3 more days to end of prelims! well...not quite but mcq ppr can relax abit (i wish). its has been over a month of mugging now n its surprising tt i can still hang in there. but i realli turns mi off when i look at my notes now, esp. bio. well...heng i still left genetics for tmr's exams, but...HAVEN TOUCHED CHEM SINCE PPR 3 ENDED!!!! jialat...inorganic chem sure die. n maths...i hope the ppr wld be doable...haiz.

tt aside, found out tt TP library is quite gd to study. yupp went there yesterday for the 2nd tym wif jon...tt idiot went there 4 days in a row n stayed from the tym it opens until it closes almost everyday. diu.

saw andrea's fren melissa at TP yesterday oso. n there's oso alot of SA ppl there. damn jialat...like going to skl but not in uniform onli. haha.

tmr's the day. BIO! hope i can get a C at least. pls pls....but m i asking for too much? onli passed once n now asking for a C. hahahahahaha... oh oh...jet lee new movie rogue assasin. looks damn nice. haha...mebe on wednesday after math ppr. haha. =)





6th September 2007

yea! 2 days ago completed my 2nd 10km liao. =) i was tinking of this. after completing my 5th 10k hor...i'll start taking timing liao. then increase my mileage after 10th run. yupp.

anw...2dae (or yesterday) went mugging wif jon n jason at tp library. damn conducive place. so quiet. onli complain is the chair...sit long alr backside pain. went there at 10 and went off at 9. haha. oh...jon said sthg damn farni. he 5+ suddenly said "wah shit stomachache nid go shit then later go eat" yupp...he not tinking properly i tink. laufed like crazi. wad he meant was after going toilet he want go out but sthg to eat. haha. den met tze wei at delifrance when jason n i was going for lunch. she sae she got sunburnt. then kip trying to hide her face. haha. hide hide hide...end up i still saw her face. =.=" haiz. nxt tym rmb go buy lunch tt tym put sunblock hor.

after mugging met bro at 9.45 for pool then after tt went supper at chomp chomp. den damn jialat...took wrong bus go until ang mo kio. nxt tym go home muz rmb muz take white plate 136 not the red plate one. haha.





September 1st, 2007

woah.its september already.time realli flies.i still rmb the day i was in k1. always crying and making a fuss trying not to go to skl. oh n i rmb in k2 my teacher always tell me go in front of class tell story one...cuz there's tis book tt i cld memorise realli well. n its in chinese. then teacher jesicca was damn nice to me one...always give me storybooks. then i rmb one yr my parents bought a cake and came down to my kindergarden to celebrate my birthday wif my classmates. realli memorable. oh...last tym rite i got tis fren in k2 i tink then kids being kids we always have to hold hand and line up one wad. then last tym i always have alot of mosquito bites on my hands n feet one, then my tis fren's sister (dunno why same class as him) always tell him dun hold hand wif me, sae i got aids. wth la.

then power rangers was my favourite cartoon. every saturday i'll tape the episodes down and re-watch and re-watch them. i like it alot then dunno why...but now when i see it on kidscentral, i find it damn lame n will lauf at myself. dunno how mani video tapes i wasted alr. n each was like $5. haha.

in primary skl i damn naughty one la. p1 still same as kindergarden lor...everytime cry then dun wan go to skl one. then i got tis fren sunny...n another malay fren then we always go to the electical generator then then we will always act like power rangers liddat go punch the wall. then i'll always pretend i damn strong, punch alr not pain. then sunny n my the other fren punch alr then sae damn pain, then i'll act man sae "not pain wad...punch more strong alr not pain" haha...childish childish. then p5 p6 hor i always fight wif a singh one. use metal bar (those use to secure those metal cupboard one) to beat his turban. then he will run to tell my principal then, miss poh. wah then damn jialat, everytym have to see tchr and go principal office. haha. then i'll always sabo rashpal (the sikh's name). one tym i saw him throw the malay store's fork into the eco garden, then i go tell our form tchr. haha...then my form teacher he go make him go into the eco garden find the fork. lolx.

sec 1 to sec 4 i was quite guai one. yea...so nth much to tok abt one lor. but realli miss my sec 1 and sec 2 classmates but like lost touch wif mani of them, esp. those closer ones like hanbin and kevin chow. dunno how r them now.

well...in jc...its like going to be over in a flash. n tt means no more education in a formal skl liao. as in like wear a uniform n stuff. i tink i'm gonna miss tt. there r mani regrets tt i had...like for e.g. quitting bball in sec 2 after joining for one yr. haiz. then join library club. omg. another regret is why nvr get a more active social life last tym. like go a mixed skl? or church cell grps? now still very shy leh jialat.

wah...write so long liao ah. dunno why suddenly tink abt all tis. haha. muz be exam stress. lolx...

anw......2dae finally finished my first 10k run! =) i tink slight more than 10k ba...n i took abt 1 hr 5 mins. well quite ok for my first tym i tink.

i ran frm home to beatty sec, then cut thru the bishan park connector to sajc, then ran 3.5 rounds ard my sec skl 2.4 route then ran to indian temple, to macs, then back to sajc again then ran another round ard the sec skl 2.4 route then ran back home. i tink run at nite quite good. very cooling and nobody. yea! damn happy wif 2dae's performance. =)

its teacher's day. a very happy teacher's day to all teachers out there! =)