bleahx...being green with envy stinks and i don't know what made me feel like that.and something just struck me: a blog is a something like a modern journal, where you express your thoughts and feelings freely and probably vent all your frustrations on. But sometimes i can't help but feel that this inventions ain't that great afterall, because the truth is, you don't really have the luxury of freedom of expression on a blog especially when you're doing so on the world wide web! google it and your blog appears and everyone gets to read all about you. so perhaps a journal is a much more noble invention? at least not the whole world would get to read your journal entries by accident. oh well, sometimes i really want to really tell my friends about all that's on my mind so that it won't bother me as much as it does now. but can i really do that? haha...sometimes i wonder.





wad a day 2dae. bball then volleyball then guitar fer learning fest. bball was quite alrite i guess. taught some passing, dribbling and stuff liddat and played some matches wif others in which jem, vernon, gary n i was totally thrashed. 7-2 and 7-1 fer 2 games. the last game b4 we went off was better but we didnt track the score. anw...volleyball was great too. learnt all the mthds on how to hit the ball how to serve and hit how to play the game. but there's juz so much to learn in such a short period of time, so i ended up juz kip smacking the ball during the game, w/o tinking. and its pretty confusing wad center lar blah blah blah then the passing part required alot of coordination within the team which we lacked. haha. i tink the way i played was farni or wad cuz vernon kept on laufing. haiz dunno why la. ok mebe i suck. haha.

the guitar too. i realli interested in learning guitar now lar. mr marcus chan when he demonstrated to us how to play hor...wah like damn zai...all the plucking n all tt. damn impressed la. but firstly i realli nid to learn how to change chord first. the most basic one from D to A oso cannot liao. damn jialat. but at least learnt some basic strumming lor. yupp it was veri interesting.

after the course went watch simpsoms wif shaun n tze wei. both super ponners. pon like half the skl days. simpsoms was hilarious...some damn lame oso but still farni. the movie was onli abt an hr and 15 mins long. it was damn farni at first kip laufing like hell...but after a while like 30 mins or so u can't lauf liao. dunno izit lauf until cannot lauf or found the jokes too lame liao. haha but overall its still a gd movie! =)





wah learning fest is so cool shit seriously. learnt guitar n bowling 2dae. tmr will be more...bball, volleyball and guitar. n i juz realised tt there's a place fer bowling so near my home haha.





sianz. been feeling lethargic and tired all day long tis few days. juz dunno wad's wrong wif mi. haiz. everyday go to skl n all i feel like doing is to go home n slp. tmr's learning fest but my course onli starts at 10am. got an urge to go to skl onli at 10 tmr haha.





lolx...it was damn farni juz now when i was walking home after tuition. there was tis old man hu got off the same bus as mi, 133. i was walking behind him and he was also walking walking...normally. then before the turn to my house, the old man suddenly picked up speed. n he kept on turning ard to look at mi. i followed suit and walked faster. and he walked even faster. so fast tt i can hear his shoes make the sound "clog clog" when he walks. n he kept turning ard to see whether he has shook mi off oredi. but i was still behind. haha. then he pretended to make a turn to the road to my home but then he filtered back to his original route. of course i didnt to continue following him la but its realli damn farni. i tink tt he tinks i m a stalker or sthg...trying to rob him. haha. paranoid.





went for rapture 2dae. met mabel n jon fer dinner at tp pastamania first b4 taking 157 to mediacorp. tis tym tried some vegetarian pasta...all mushroom one. then asked to mix all the diff kinds of pasta and ended up wif a very interesting dish. hmmm...sort of taste better liddat haha.

honestly speaking, i preferred last yr's rapture, cuz it was sumhow much more interesting. more hip hop dances. but 2dae's had special guests frm The Dance Floor, of which STYLES FROM BEYOND rock the most. i like break dances alot cuz its realli cool and i feel tt it could sumthing tt i cld use to vent my frustrations. haha...so mebe i'll pick tt up after the A's? haha. oh...yesterday's ice cream buffet wasnt tt great afterall. sianz...got sum realli serious stomachache at nite. kept on rushing to the toilet fer abt an hour. but it got better after drinking sum hot coffee. lolx...a remedy? lolx.

gotta turn in soon.feeling a little tipsy juz from drinking some wine. siao siao. i suck. haha.





zai zai...skl's extremely boring 2dae and the weather's freaking warm. so decided to go fer ice-cream after skl. went hougang mall and feasted on 4 tubs of gelare ice cream. haha actually 3, the other one belonged to clarence but nevertheless we took some of it. 25% discount and we found it to be much cheaper than fantastic five, so we got the tubs lor.

wad we ordered: tiramisu, wild strawberry, chocolate indulgence (?) and clarence's minty dunno-wad's-the-name ice-cream. its super sinful seriously. so much sweet stuff in an hour. haha. but like wad i said, its an ice cream buffet. so yea...kindda nice to try some crazi stuff once in a while.


GELARE.


jon and clarence feasting. haha. jem n ver dun wanna their fotos to be taken.lolx.


choc,tiramisu,strawberry,mint and clarence's shit soup.





bought a new chain 2dae. simple design but veri nice. saw it last wk actually but i knew it frm tt point onwards i muz own it. haha.



not realli clear in the foto but its supposed to be some blink blinks attached to the bar thingy. veri nice. n not ah beng summore. haha.





sianz.can't accept the fact tt prelims r fast looming near when bt2's juz over last wk. haha. its crazi!

anw...took some nanyang concept test 2dae and found it crazi why i'm taking it. haha. watched harry potter on friday, found it so-so, like wad vernon said "not sae no good but not sae veri good" yea tt kind of feeling. yea...dunno why recently feeling damn emo and lack of energy. kip on dosing off at the theatres. earlier tis wk it was die hard 4.0 and on friday some parts of harry potter too! =.=" it all began wif "inconvinient truth", then pirates and now all these! ??? why leh. haha...oso dunno.

things been strain bet me n my dad. actually its more of me. he's talking to me normally n me to him normally too. but i aint juz feeling comfortable talking to him nowadays. finding him to be a control freak hu's trying to interfere wif all aspects of my life. he didnt allow mi to go fer night cycling, been complaining abt mi being out almost everyday last wk... sianz. ok...mebe its juz mi haha. but things seemed better 2dae. i aint feeling so sore 2dae. but...can't pay attention while studying tis few days. mind kept wandering off. haiz...muz be the aftermath of bt2. wake up quick!





haha... i tink change back to old template fer tym being b4 i get the new one. haha...hmmm...recently realli into tis song by wang leehom, called forever day, yong yuan de di yi tian. the lyrics damn nice and song got lotsa feel in it.haha.

anw.jon made it past heats and semis, n going on to finals tmr. xf made it past heats but not the semis. super ke xi. they realli trained damn hard lor.xf shld get into semis lar.i realli hope jon wins tmr.n wow...do the skl proud.i realli wanna go n watch his performance...my fren leh...but its at 1.30pm...i still have econs n bio lecture to go b4 skl ends. so shld i go or shld i not? wad a dilemna. =.="

oh got back econs. sianz got an E. but kindda expected it. yupp. so so far got 38.75 points liao if i include chinese. hehe...hope i'll do well fer bio when i get it back tmr. pray pray.

今天看见永远的第一天
终于实现我和你的诺言
时间将一切拉远
爱在心里没有改变
今天看见爱飞过地平线
让我说完我对你的誓言
这是另一个起点我一定爱你到永远
(ooh今天看见爱的第一天)





ah...tis new blog skin's juz pissing mi off.juz can't get the date to show.

anw...been feeling pretty lousy tis few days.muz be emotions getting a hold of mi.n my bro...he juz sms mi to tell mi tt he caught saw his crush wif her bf, which he nvr seen b4. he always thot tt she was still unattached.but hu noes...haiz.

got a E for math...(sianz nvr practise hard enuf) and probably wld get a C fer chemistry. well... hopefully bio grades will move up too. hu noes. hahaz...





heyy blogspot.i'm realli touched by all the stuff tt my frens have done for my birthday.all tt stuff they prepared for mi, the gifts they got for mi, the tym they spent wif mi, their greetings on the birthday card, staying up till 12am to sae happy birthday, their sms-es, their friendly handshakes, friendster testimonials, everything lar...

i dun tink contents on the bday card was anything confidential. yupp so gonna post them all up.i was reading it at abt 11.30pm yesterday nite, in the sequence tt is posted here. n seriously i was moved by every note, esp. jason's.

Hey Brother. here's wishing you a Happy 18th Birthday!! But with another year that has passed, it may also mean a higher rate of hairfall =p Don't stress too much & aggravate the situation. Take care & God Bless -JON a.k.a Spiderman

Hi HaoHao, You have been a good fren who brightens up my JC life. Continue joking and bring joy to everyone around you. And just want to wish you a happy birthday! =) - OXF

hello Jinghao! Happy 18th Birthday! May all your wishes & dreams come true. Lets go to the gym man! Haha. Takkaire. -Mabel

Hello Jinghao! XD Happy 18th Birthday! Been a pleasure to have you around in class. All the best fot everything and stay funky -Tanya

Hey Jinghao! Happy 18th Birthday! Great to hv you in our class =) best wishes in everything! -Jeslyn =)

Hey sister. =) Happy 18th Birthday! Really enjoyed e PW days & OM days. Esp fun with u around - crappy moments! Haha. Enjoy ur day =) -Huimin

hey Jinghao =) Happy 18th b'dae to u. It's been great having u in our OM group & sharing all the stupid moments... study hard and press on. -amanda

Hey there JingHao! You're one of the crappiest people I've known. You never fail to crack me up. Thanks 4 being such a great PW buddy and classmate! Happy Bday. -Yihui

Happy Birthday JingHao!! You're finally legal!! You've been a great classmate and it has been great having you around!! Enjoy your day!! -ESTHER =)

Hey JH! =) Yup. finally legal age. You can do what you wanted before you turned 18, clubbing hahaha. Thanks for being such a great friend. have a great birthday. Cheers, Cheryl

Hi Jinghao, HAPPY 18th birthday to you!! -Jeremy

JH: Its nice to know you as a great friend! Happy Bdae! =) -Richard-

Wah, 18 yrs old now! You can do many things you cannot before, so pls be careful. Enjoy your Birthday! -MrYeo

Happy Birthday! Every once in a while a flower blooms ~ thats when u know u have found a great friend. and also everyonce in a while the flower sheds its petals ~ *just like the hair on your head* but not to worry...thats when it becomes a fruit! Hope you had fun! Hahaz. Wishing u all the best in everything u do. -Jason =)

n i was like pretty stress up by the fact tt since thurs till yesterday evening, i didnt have to pay for a single meal, and all were at restaurants summore! new york new york on thurs evening, pizza hut yesterday afternoon and Swensens yesterday evening. omg lar. super guity now. i super owe everyone birthday gifts. thx bro for the NY NY dinner and ur wallet. thx jon for ur shampoo. thx jason for ur bball, ur pizza hut lunch and ur super poignant msg.thx mr yeo, the OM grp and richard and meixuan for the dinner, the shirt. n msot importantly everyone's company. n omg lar...my 2pid OM grp ah play such a 2pid prank on mi. yea n i m not gonna sae it here cuz its super malu. but nevertheless, great planning and acting la. lolx. gonna be my most memorable bday ever. =)







YEA! i'm 18! clubbing? haha...m18? haha anything can liao. =)

hmmm...class outing yesterday! hmmm...not veri successful tho quite a good turn-up rate. the sun damn good yesterday la! but sianz...not veri dark leh...not happy enuf. but still ok lar...tmr going swimming to become darker. muz muz. almost all the guys turned up. there's jason, clarence, jon, jeremy, vernon, gary but xuan feng like super last min pang seh us cuz he said he was tired n wanted to catch up wif slp haha. as fer girls onli tanya, weiqi, amanda, mabel and cheryl turned up. well i tink the attendance's not bad. haha but can be improved. muz tink of sthg better so tt everyone can go. haha. oh...n there's dinner at billy bombers at cine...first tym eating there. damn shua ku can? oh oh...nvr m i going to eat chicken at such restaurants again. its damn diff to debone the damn chicken. then tried the drink "sex on the coast" cuz it sounded funky but ended up to be sthg like kiwi juice. =.=" haha. oh then after tt waited fer jon to come fer dinner. mani ppl left...like andrea, gary, clarence, jason. then it became an OM outing but w/o huimin onli. haha...damn farni when jon came. we were outside california fitness opp cine then weiqi saw jon then she called out to him. then jon stopped. then bird shit fell on his shoulders. haha...then tanya asked jon how it felt.then jon said it was cold. haha...

then we went kopitiam. then jon found out his wallet missing and found out his pocket got a hole in it! then he re-tracked his steps but still cnnt find. so he made a report at the mrt control station.then after tt went police station to make a report. wah first tym got such experience.hope jon will get his wallet back.

2dae went out wif WL n jon fer dinner.yupp. thx guys fer the treat at new york new york and the gifts. WL got mi a rip curl wallet. then jon got mi a CLEAR hairfall control shampoo. WTF. haha...





last few mins of my 17th birthday. =(





YEA! its FINALLY OVER! liberation at last. oh...n sentosa's tis morning at 10. hehe muz be black black. =)