30th December 2007

THE YEAR's COMING TO AN END!!! 2007 had been an eventful year.and a rather happy and meaningful one as well.dun read my blog and say "no lei...u seem so emo all year round!" no la.its juz tt i love blogging abt more emotional stuff haha.i cld be happy too! lolx.

anw...ytd went back to SAJC wif dear for morning exercise.haha.ended up i was the only one hu exercised.=.=" then we sat at the track there and enjoyed the peace in skl.it was realli rare tt skl was so cold and quiet.usually it was noisy and busy.it was realli cool to sit there, watch the cars pass the highway, look at the sky, feel the breeze and enjoy the sun.and i feels realli good back at the familiar track.



skl feels great and i realli miss it.of course not studies.more of the ppl.my friends,some of the funkiest teachers tt i had and so on.cool.

so after tt dear and i took a walk ard skl.we went back to our CCA boards and found them being revamped.then we went back to our classrooms.they were locked of course, but we managed to take a peek in.everything was still in place.our homerooms still had all tt class photos and notes on the boards.such a homely feeling.

then we went ard skl, and went to some of the places we ran ard during orientation.these are realli some beautiful memories i have of skl.consultation areas tt i spent much of my pre-alevels tym wif gary,clarence and jason wif miss lee or miss lye.



i oso went to the area outside the hall where u can get a direct view of the volleyball court and i was telling dear abt our first orientation.the last day of it.where we took photos at the area outside the GO as an OG and then we assembled right at the centre of the volleyball court to go off for dinner.and abt how we played one game at the volleyball court where we had to stand on number labelled chairs and tables and pass the ball to ur OG mates wif another OG's members trying to intercept ur throw.and i remembered tt the scholar zach (the AVA club one) was trying to intercept my ball wif his hands moving like an octopus.lolx.super comical.and his socks were super high.and red shorts if i'm not wrong.picture tt.hahahahahaha.

dear and i saw all these paintings being framed up along the stairways. and i found one damn meaningful one.



here was wad it said.

"As a child I was always fasinated by the vast collection of brightly coloured 20 cents junk food in snack stalls. The measly 1 dollar allowance I had each day never seemed enough to satisfy all my cravings.

Yet as I look at this child being amazed by such a simple snack, I realise many people seem to have lost their almost childlike fasination. We constabtly seek quality and are so obsessed with exquisite delicacies that we become demanding and hard-to-please, always unsatisfied and unappreciative. How have we gotten so caught up in growing up that we forget life's small platter of pleasures?"

meaningful rite? lolx. i realise it super applies to me la. how unappreciative of ppl, things ard me until i've lost it before i realli start to miss it. seriously.i miss all my classmates, schoolmates, teachers and friends.

it was a meaningful morning spent in skl i guess.reminiscing abt skl.lolx.

then went to kbox wif my cousin and sis and bro in the afternoon! had a damn wild tym there.drank a little bit of liqour then got damn high alr.sing until damn crazi.sang from abt 3 to 8.shiok! i realise i've gone to kbox like 3 times in a month! haha.lolx.addictive i guess.lolx.







anw...some random photos.haha.


my sweaty butt trademark.haha.


she's pointing to something!


chey! its juz tt a plane juz flew past.


ok.we both look weird in this pic.i dunno how to describe it.haha.and i wasnt wearing specs tt day.i juz wore it to take pic for keepsake.haha.


my mentoring board!


mentoring classroom!


meet shaun.taken from his sfc board.he looks damn big.lolx.


dear's classroom!


S19!


the door and bridge tt everyone loves leaving and crossing everyday after skl.


popular and my favourite ice mocha store in skl.lolx.


dear's locker!


the gay lockers.mine (157) and jason's (161)


staff room!


every pidgeon's favourite hideout.

haha.tt's all peeps! enjoy the last day of 2007! =))





25th December 2007

its the last few minutes of christmas 2007.i was so looking forward to it b4 alvls.but now its gonna be over.and i have to wait till one yr later b4 i can celebrate it again.

tis yr christmas i spent the most cuz i bought presents for some of the closest ppl to me.n i realli spent alot.and i realised.i didnt leave any for myself.haha.i tink i used all my pay.but nvm! everyone's happy! hehe.all except my brother.i bought him a transformers toy which cost me 30 bucks and he was telling me "kor juz now i saw some children playing transformers.so lame lei." when he unwrapped the gift i had for him.WTF.since when 10 yr olds got so matured.i know some 10 yr olds still playing eraser last tym lor.haha.wah piang.the transformer so cool can.can transform.last tym i like tamiya cars when i was 10 yrs old lei.wah.now all like computer games nia.n my bro said he wanted gunbound aimbot.wth is tt???

anw.christmas dinner was great but the food wasnt realli good.went chijmes la viva wif dear.then went orchard to walk and i perspired like crazi cuz it was so warm.heng it wasnt realli crowded but it wasnt realli very happening.dun have the spray foam thing and all.haha.but it was a great evening.

merry christmas too all! for the last tym in 2007! =))





23rd December 2007

2dae had a short but definitely the most special and meaningful date wif dear. we went donate blood.haha.yea.tt's why i felt tt it was the most meaningful of it all.hehe.

and 2dae's pay day.mr yan paid me for my past few week's work.lolx quite good.he raised it to $7 an hr. and hand delivered to me at ps 2dae.then plus alot of lunch treats and all.

last tym i still had some reservations abt him.as in i thot he was quite scary cuz dunno wad he tinking sometimes.but after working wif him for abt 3 weeks then felt tt he quite nice.then although he's like the boss ard but he nvr boss ppl ard then carry stuff he oso help out.in fact quite alot of things he do himself one.like painting drilling all tt.n he quite nice to me.yea.so yea i consider myself quite lucky to work under him.

few more days to christmas! i super look forward to christmas tis yr! got so mani mroe good frens, closer friendships, no more skl work (!!!) and of course...dear's company(!!!!!!!!). an early merry christmas to all! =))





22nd December 2007

ytd kbox-ed wif bro, dear and bridget at suntec kbox.from abt 8pm till 3am the nxt day.omg.haha.but i got super high suddenly.haha.cld be due to the vodka.haha.but i haven felt so high for such a long tym.lolx.n i realli dun get high easily.anw.ytd was definitely the best kbox session ever.definitely the best.

n crazi bridget wanted to walk home after kbox.which is so crazi can cuz all of us r so tired.esp. dear and me cuz we went kbox straight after work.=.=" anw.we didnt walk home eventually.haha.we onli walked till esplanade then bridget took a night rider home while the rest of us cabbed home.haha.

n guess wad.i slept at abt 5, woke up abt 10.30 feeling super blur and stupid and dead and went to work.worked till 5.30 liddat summore.n guess wad?i'm still awake and haven sleep yet.=.=" i realli nid go sleep. haha. nitez ppl.=))





20th November 2007

2dae was a super fun day! =)) went rollerblading wif tzewei at east coast park 2dae.met her at toa payoh interchange b4 taking bus 31 there. and 2dae was a good day cuz both of us didnt have to work and we're super full of energy.

we alighted near CHIJ katong there then walked to ecp.then someone stepped on a flattened dead rat and claimed it was a ball of cotton wool.haha.

anw.blading was super fun and challenging.cuz u have to balance urself like damn well or else u'll fall.which i did like 6 times.landed on my butt.=.=" heng the guys FBT shorts quite thick so nvr kena cut or orh chei.but actually the falls werent tt pain lor except once which when i fell i like turned a 360 degrees circle b4 landing on my butt.haha.

i realli had trouble gliding (as wad dear calls it) cuz the somehow the roller blades kept on tilting at a certain angle which makes the ankle area painful.haha.anw...learnt abit abt blading 2dae and i find myself liking it alot!=))

tmr going kbox! (shld be)haha.muz find song to sing or else damn paisei.haha.nitez ppl!=))

oh oh.b4 i go show u my marathon foto.haha.taken from the singapore marathon website.shuai.but the muscle can be more defined abit.lol.


oh.and a pic of me and dear. =))






18th December 2007

hey blogspot!i'm back from hong kong.hong kong is such a nice place.esp. the weather.not too cold.juz right.=)) i love the weather cuz i dun perspire much.cuz i can realli perspire alot.ALOT.but i heard we were juz nice for hk's winter season.explaining the coolness.and oso heard tt the summer is super scorching hot.heng ah.haha.and end of february is ard the spring season.not sae very cold but shld still be quite cooling.haha.

hk's mainly abt shopping lor.and scenery.and the crowd and the streets.they dun seem to sleep.streets are still brightly litted and crowded and full of life at 11+ at nite.and their night scenery is absolutely beautiful.i took a walk ard singapore river the other nite.and singapore's such a disappointement.the scenery is so dull.so dark.so lousy.omg.sad.

i luv hk.so much better.but i oso like singapore la.its definitely more comfortable in ur home country.out houses r bigger and lives are compareably less hectic.lolx.

anw...let's move on to other things.
dear got her first job.she started work 2dae.she went for her interview ytd unprepared and she got it.out of 2 pages worth of potential candidates,my dear got it! i'm so proud of her! =))

but...on the other hand.i'm also feeling a little little sad.cuz less time tt we can spend tgt.and dear said tt she might even have to work on weekends and public holidays.and tt means super little tym tgt before i go army. honestly speaking i was quite emo abt it 2dae.but after thinking thru.i tink in a way its good.cuz nxt tym i'll be in army and in due tym dear wld be in uni.and tt also means little tym tgt.so in this 2-3 weeks we have now, we could use it to learn how to squeese in tym to spend wif one another.rite? =))

i was complaining abt how tough my job was.how much sai kang i had to do to earn tt miserable 6 bucks and hr.but dear told me abt her job 2dae and i found tt hers is even more diff to earn.the amt of things she has to memorise and the long grueling hours she has to stand and walk abt without even able to even sit down and rest.and she has to face multiple surprise tests by her supervisor.tt much more work for the same pay. and not even considering the fact tt she might have to work on public holidays and weekends! =(

so from tmr onwards,i shant complain anymore.i'll do as i'm told.put in my heart and soul into my job and do it well.its 6 dollars! realli not bad liao.dear has to go thru much more than me.i juz have to do some brainless meanial work rite? haha.wad's all tt gym and exercise i've done for the past 2 yrs for?serve it for the better good!help create a comfortable learning environment for people going for tuition so as to facilitate their learning.=)yupp.no more complaining liao.

oh.went out wif bro ytd too.went queensway bought some clothing.haha.quite nice.damn long nvr meet him liao.yea so finally did.but damn paisei 2dae had to pangsei him.paisei ah bro.

oh.and i watched super alot of movies recently.and golden compass and alvin and the chipmunks is damn nice.go watch it ppl! =))





10th December 2007

its alr 10th december 2dae.i counted.onli 32 days left to NS.means onli 32 days left wif dear before i get locked up.it sux.clarence is right.i'm so gonna miss tzewei when i'm in the camp.and i was tinking abt it 2dae...how m i gonna survive thru 2 weeks w/o seeing her. frens and family are impt too.but its totally i different kind of feeling when i'm wif tzewei.i tink i might even cry on the first night in camp.

i'm flying to HK tmr morning.6am.i will be away for 5 days.which means 27 days left wif dear. and she's going to thailand for 3 days in jan.24 days left tt i can spend wif her.and minus days where we can't meet, i practically have less than 3 weeks wif dear.tt's super short can?

i'm playing jon mclaughin's song "so close" as i'm typing away here.i'm feeling emo.haha.

You’re in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I’m with you
So close to feeling alive

i love tis verse.

anw...i was looking back in my SAJC life. how tzewei has been part of it since day 1 but i nvr knew.and it was sweet knowing tt.

orientation OG17 day 1

tzewei is the 5th person counting from me on ur right in the foto.


ivana.


last day of orientation 1.


PAE 06s15.same class as tzewei.=))


PAE 06s15.


we were going for kayaking orientation wif aquila ventures.


OG23 bbq.=)) same OG as tzewei again.


we were separated by class.=( but we still hung out. tis was mini class dinner at glass hse fish and co.


lolx.who would know.the next foto we took tgt after tt was when we're realli tgt.haha.


haha.yupp! tt's me and the most beautiful woman in my life.=))

i love u dear.thx for being part of my life.i'm not handsome, smart, and i'm so full of flaws.but nevertheless...u accepted me.





8th December 2007

i simply hate being made use of by ppl.but hu to blame except for being so gullible (not sure if it is the right word). anw...recently found a job. working for my math tutor helping him to type and check his math worksheets. and the fact tt i've to do integration and vectors (to double check answers)sux cuz it feels like i'm siting for the alevls all over again and its doubly sucky when u've forgotten how to do them and u've to read up on them. wtf. and 2dae worse still.i've got to move things for him.reached the centre at bugis at 8.40 and immediately was sent to tampines to move things. at least 3 trips from the car to the centre and pushing and carrying and moving all those heavy loads of papers and books.omg tt sux.and i've go to return to bugis and unload all tt stuff.another 2-3 trips up to the 5th floor. then rushed back to tampines again to move and carry stuff again.and back to bugis again to unload.realli sux.SUX! all tt sai kang for $6 an hr.(lolx.dun realli noe whether i shld complain anot).my dad was telling me my tutor realli saving alot liddat on movers. cuz u nid to pay movers abt $500 to do all tt. but now he's paying me $42 and the other guy abt the same amt (but i tink more cuz he's an undergrad).haiz.wadeva.=.="

then had to meet a fren to pass him the zoukout tix. initially he offered me $30 for it.then after tt when the date was closer alr he told mi he didnt want it anymore.so wad to do?since no one is going to buy it then muz well give it to him.so he said meet at dhoby ghaut 2dae.n so i did after work.n i waited.

called him after tt and he said he's still at home.(he said he was at home when i was at outram). n he told mi to go serangoon mrt to meet him and he said he's leaving home.n so i did.waited waited and waited again.he called me.said he's at home again.fuck.and he told me to meet him at the prata hse near his place.and so i did again.went there.gave it to him. and found out tt he's going to sell them.

i'm super pissed for him playing me ard.and for the fact tt he's using the tix i gave him to sell.he said he wld give me half the amt he earned.fair.he said he's selling for $20 odd dollars.can i even trust him?ahhhhh.i dunno la.tis world's juz so complicated.

sometimes i really hope tt life isnt as complicated as i tink.mebe i'm juz tinking too much into things and tinking other ppl are trying to be complicated when they arent.haha.i dunno.lolx.

went vernon's church ytd.and made many new frens.veri happy abt tt.they asked for the audience to accept christ into their lives and told us to step forward if we wanted to do so.many times i realli wonder if i should baptise.but many times i feel...tt i'm not ready for it.i dunno why.but its juz so.sometimes i realli have the impulse to baptise but i thot tt shldnt be the way and tt i shld find the faith in christ b4 doing so and shld have the kind of commitment to attend church service.but i realli doubt tt i'm able to do tt.so yea...i'm still tinking...haiz.

anw...
life wif dear is always so happy.so without worries.makes me feel the world is so perfect and all. n i tink tis song absolutely describes the sweetness of it all.sometimes juz wandering ard aimlessly wif her cld be such an enjoyable thing.

Jon Mclaughlin-So Close
http://mharsean.imeem.com/music/Av5T5qxc/jon_mclaughlin_so_close/

You’re in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I’m with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We’re so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

i love u baby. <3