title: torn apart

oh man... mentoring camp tmr... hope tt its fun... and hopefully i wun miss my bunk too much... hahaz...

the song "home" by michael buble is so nice...makes mi feel so empty if i were not to have a home... Let me go home...I'm just too far from where you are...I wanna come home...

the x-men 3 fever still runs within mi... and i m encouraging all the watch it if u r feeling bored during the holidays...

i m so gonna miss everyone when i go fer the camp... and my computer... hahaz... yar... i nvr like to be away frm home...

saw michael on singapore idol 2dae... but they like nvr interview or show his singing part... juz a few flashes of him onli... sianz... i wanna hear him sing! but diaoz... they nvr show anything lar...

nid go pack my bag liao... still got a few more items not packed yet... like my shampoo, soap, colgate... yar... so i gtg! bubbaiz! i'll miss all of u out there!





title: x-men III

SYF trainings sux. need wake up so early... diaoz... hahaz... nid reach skl by 7 but i woke up @ 6.55. hahaz... thank god fer it... it could have been later... =) luckily... dad sent mi to skl... reached @ 7.10am.

sunburned now. red. hope it turns brown. hopes tt it gives mi a healthy tan. but SYF realli sux. i still duno the commands lar... feel so lost on the parade square. diaoz.

wah... the x-men 3 muvee super nice lar... i can't stop tinking bout it. feel like watching it again lor. but no $$$. haiz...

gonna be a short entry 2dae. no mood to blog nowadays. =)





title: adrenalin rush

x-men 3: the last stand juz blew mi off. its amazing visual effects... woah... + all the action and all... it juz simply rox. fer those hu has yet to catch it... watch it now! rush to the nearest theatre and catch it! u wun regret it... i swear...

ex-06S15 gathering 2dae... although onli such a small handful of us turned up (and its the usual few) nevertheless... it was a memorable experience as well.

hu came: brendan, siew jing, tze wei, shaun, david and i. and jeslin n jerilyn (i onli saw them @ cafe cartel... after tt i duno where they went)

after x-men 3 juz blew mi off... siew jing went off. leaving david, tze wei, shaun, brendan and i. (tze wei juz seems to be always the onli girl when we go out) we proceeded to fish&co fer dinner. an excellent dinner... albeit the AMAZING price. hahaz... shaun had to leave fer church after his dinner... yar... so he left earlier... while brendan, tze wei, david and i stayed on to chat... mainly about skl...

after tt... david had to leave to meet his "girlfren" so tze wei, brendan n i went to new cathay to jalan jalan awhile b4 proceeding home. took mrt wif tze wei till ptp.

sianz... tmr got SYF training... n its @ 7! =.= nid wake up soooo early lar.... bloody hell... n mentoring camp's coming up on monday n i havent done a single thing fer the mentor's night. diaoz... n to think i m the grp leader....





title: i m back...

hey no no... tis blog aint dead! its not dead!!! =) realli... tis was such a busy week fer mi. the sheer no. of tests and things tt i had to do was way overwhelming. it was so lucky tt all tests ended fer the term yesterday... n thank god tt i could get a gd night's rest yesterday. nevertheless... i was all worn out... hence explaining y my frequency of blogging had reduced by so much. n common test is coming. and i have so much to catch up fer biology. thank god tt the term is gonna end. phew... =)

yesterday fer mentoring, finally got a chance to go to SAJS to teach. n found out tt i wasnt easy to teach, esp. when u r handling a grp of such hyperactive kids. n there's tis 2 diverse grps in tis class tt i was attached to: one grp was incredibly quiet... veri guai... but the other grp was like super hyperactive and noisy n all... not at all serious abt learning... n laufing over every single detail. but tt's kids fer u... though i m not sure whether i behave liddat in the past though...

anw... i enjoyed my mentoring's session yesterday... yes...mentoring's not tt bad afterall... unless there're meetings... n it so happens tt there is one tmr. diaoz... its so last minute... i had arranged fer an outing fer ex-06S15 u noe? n i arranged it a week ago? i wanna pon it... but a part of mi tells mi tt its not right... haiz... so vexing... n summore i kena some grp leader position fer the mentors' night. =.=

i shall see how everything goes then...

got lotsa work to do now... primarily GPP... haiz... so hafta go work now... byez! =)





title: i wanna relive my life... the lost chapters....

yesterday was such a bad bad day. 4 blows to mi. i felt so hopeless and defeated...

1) maths test: 16/25
2) bio test: 17/50
3) GP quiz: 8/25
4) failed NAPFA cuz pull-up failed. n 2 stations got an E. (shuttle run and standing broad jump)

muz work harder liao. common test is coming and i dun wanna poor common test results cuz it will affect my promotional examinations. no way do i wanna get all vexed later and go beg a teacher fer more marks.

today wasnt any way better. ok fine... it was much better, but wasnt veri gd either, cuz i was feeling all shag 2dae... n the economics test made mi all worried. but it turned out to be some 2pid test. imagine a test without a test paper! cant the skl juz print it fer us?! and ppl around was discussing answers and all. omg! wad kindda test is tt! no test paper and so much discussion ard? diaoz... but nevertheless... i thank god tt its oredi over. at last... one less burden off my shoulders.

2.4km run hit all time high again. broke my previous record of 11.29 mins. now its 11.10mins. but 2.4 km isnt my main worri now. now i m worrying abt ace-ing all my NAPFA stations... esp. the standing broad jump and shuttle run. n vincent said tt he jumped 274cm fer SBJ! n he got 250cm last time! the trick of the trade: tuck jumps + stair sprints. yar... i m gonna do those frm tmr onwards...

no GP cuz miss suzie's on MC. during 1hr 30 mins of the 2hr 30 mins break, played captain's ball wif S21 and oso played bball wif clarence, arnold and gary.

watched singapore idol 2 days ago. n the cowboy n kung-fu rapper r so lame... hahaz... but they brought more life to the show (although the show is oredi full of life!) i m so anticipating the next episode of singapore idol... cuz michael's gonna sing! wonder how it feels like to catch someone u noe on TV and somemore on a hot show like singapore idol! n watch him OWN all other contestants. haiz... sad tt michael didnt get into the finals. heard tt he was out cuz he 4got his lyrics. but he's in top 60... tt means tt we r gonna catch him on TV fer quite some time!

i realli miss secondary skl so much. my frens there... and the less stress there. in JC now... its realli veri bz... i miss the days where i studied wif adrian, mrtoot n WL. the days where i played bball wif choon kiat, alan, joel, weixuan, jeremy and the rest. i realli miss the days where i used to make fun of tak lung's height... disturbing yi siong... walking home wif WL n sabree. n not to mention my teachers. i oso miss the days when i had so much competition wif adrian over our test n exam results. n feeling "all time high" after thrashing him. i realli miss them... i realli do.... making a fool of myself during morning assembly... making fun of wad was shared... watching the SAS vs ACS(I) rugby match n get soaked in the atmosphere in thrashing them. haiz... so much tt i miss... but all rest as a memory now... gone... relive my life n i wanna be back to sec 4 again.





title: yi dao liang duan

yo! aiyo... i nvr blog again.... hahaz... damn bz lar yesterday... wif homework... n feeling tired so nvr blog.

basically tis is wad happened yesterday:

morning: went skl n ran 10 rounds. then went N&B snacks n eat tau huay, drink soya milk n eat tuna puff. then went home to do h/w.

afternoon: do h/w. went macdonalds to meet jon to study. started doing GP essay.

night: went dinner @ heartland mall wif family. went home n continued doing GP (basically did research)

SUNDAY: 21st MAY 2006

supposed to go fer big walk in the morning wif my family. but i was feeling tooooo tired, so didnt go. woke up @ 10 feeling extremely fresh... ate my breakfast and watched kidscentral fer a while b4 starting on my GP again. finished my GP essay @ 1+ then went fer lunch @ TP. den took a walk b4 going home. then saw my neighbour @ the entrance to my home compound. she was crying. n a guy was covering his face wif his jacket. i tink he's crying oso. haiz... can guess it lar... tink is break up wif her bf. sad sad... then suddenly i duno y i started singing "kiss goodbye" by wang leehom and "jie kou" by jay chou. erm... dun get mi wrong. i onli started singing when i got home. hahaz...

2nite there's singapore idol. i will watch it. but muz quickly go study fer chem then nid to go work out @ 6. okies... 2dae's entry is boring, so pardon mi cuz i m in a rush. =) sorri... gomenasai...





title: shld i quit mentoring fer fitness?

yoyoyo! hi everyone! sorri bout yesterday.... nvr blog yesterday cuz i was feeling veri tired last night and decided to turn in for the night early. anw... i was veri touched tt i DO HAVE some dedicated readers tt visit my blogs to check fer updates. thank you veri much. although my blog isn't as interesting as mrbrown's, i would like to thank all of u anw.

yesterday went to a gym @ hougang avenue 4 after skl wif jon. (sheeshhhhhh.... i didnt go to watch the soccer match) =) n lessons ended at around 1.45. n i tink we reached the gym @ 2.41. n some of u might ask... there's a gym in skl, y not go to the skl's? yar... i thot of it oso, but hose house ppl nid to go down to CCAB to support the match, so if we were caught in skl @ the gym n not @ CCAB, god noes wad might happen to us rite? yar... stayed @ the gym till bout 5.52. n in the course of my gym training, i came across mani kinds of ppl. but fer one: there r mani selfish ppl... fer example, at the bench press station... jon wanna do bench press, den tis indian man... put his towel on the bench, then start going bench press. after one set, he went to get dumbell, then stood beside the bench press machine and did his free weights lifting. do do do... then went back to the bench press machine.... tis went on fer wad seemed like centuries... selfishly taking up the bench press machine and depriving others of a chance to use it. then came along a chao ah beng... tatoo all over him. did the same thing oso, xcept tt he nvr carry free weights. after his bench press, he will take a walk around the gym, then go back to the machine. then another incident. tis time, a guy n a woman. middle aged. at the lat pull down machine. man started doin his reps... then the woman took over, then the man took over again... then the woman. omg... so selfish! wad is tis world coming to???

2dae... council elections. i tink a total of 14 candidats, but 2 pulled out at the eleventh hour. some of them gave good speeches. weiqi n mabel sang. gary's speech was rather impressive as well. in fact it was good! brendan danced. hahaz... we r supposed to pick 8 nominees... n i tink i chose weiqi, mabel, gary, brendan, jordan, zelda, kelvin, and lynn.

there's mentoring meeting 2dae. n 2dae's session is without my 2 buddies, brendan n david. n plus the fact tt my mentor night grp has 4 ppl missing in action, my mentoring session 2dae absolutely SUX! imagine being stuck wif another mentor night grp n listen to them discuss abt their mentor night while u juz sit there n stone! n i got a veri strong hench tt i will quit mentoring fer fitness club, but i afraid of being bombarded with a series of qn by the teacher in charge of "y i joined mentoring in the first place", "y m i so irresponsible" and stuff. i hate tt. n there's tis bloody bitch in mentoring tt likes commanding around. tink she's some big shot? tink tt she's some hot babe? no! she's juz domineering. i doubt anyone in mentoring likes her. she complains of our attitude towards mentoring, but in the first place, have she ever made mentoring meetings memorable and enjoyable? NO! n another problem here... mentoring is highly DOMINATED by girls... n the no. of guys mentoring has is like less than 8? n some r leaving fer SC? omg... there would be onli 4 guys left! hey hey hey... yar... its true tt i wanna introduce MORE GIRLS into my social life... but dun u tink over 30 of them r suddenly introduced into my life, i wun be able to take it. c'mon... i wun be able to adapt! more guys pls! n to tink tt they like to come up wif weird ideas like dressing up as sea creatures fer the JC2 farewell party? n classify tt as a them called "underwater world"? n imagine them getting all estatic abt tt! oh goodness gracious mi... erm... do i sound like a sexist now? oh dies... no no... girls reading tis... dun get the wrong idea... no no... i juz find tt my CCA (mentoring) needs more guys to balance the boy:girls ratio, so tt some events tt we r planning wun become some realli girly event. imagine... the boy girl ratio in the near future would be like 1:7? aiya... how to explain ah? erm... its juz like yin n yang... nid to have a balance of both.

hahaz... change topic. erm... nvr exercise 2dae cuz i was still feeling veri tired. yar... so decided to take a break fer 2dae b4 chionging tmr again. 2dae had some chinese test... hope tt i will do well fer it. n chem test's set nxt tuesday. n i have to realli catch up on bio and finish all tt amt. of h/w by tis weekend... n not to mention re-revise chemistry atomic structure 1 & 2 and chemical bonding. its so gonna be a bz weekend. =)





title: we r arming fer the fite, pressing on wif all our might... pluming wings fer higher flight... UP N ON!

chem test: 15.5/25. wah seh... freaking depressing... juz when i thot my chem was one of my more okay subjects... and i was proven wrong. muz realli mug like shit liao.

i thot tt tis wk would be the last wk fer tests liao. but since 2dae's chem test is postponed, n there's like a econs quiz (???) nxt tues... sianz... action packed again.

skl's chao ji slack 2dae. chem u onli did 1 period. then let us off liao. then is break. then ME, then break again, then 1hr PW... then we go support the bowling boys liaoz. hahaz... on the bus to yishun safra, alvin was like entertaining us as the guide on "mitsubishi airlines" (???) cocked alot. then interview gary, weiqi n mabel abt. council. den tok alot of no link things. then go ask mabel wad's her breast size??? WTF!

the bowling match was boring, cuz i dun understand anything abt bowling at all. n i didnt go n support the rugby finals: SAJC vs. RJC. but i heard SA won... 15-10... n i heard things werent looking well fer SA at the first half. but goodness gracious mi...we won! north south east west hu's the best?! SA SA is the best! north south east west hu's the best?! SA SA is the best! chiwawa chiwawa SA SA! chiwawa chiwawa SA SA!!! n i oso heard we own-ed in hockey girls. thrashed some other college. wow... SA seems to be owning the A division sports arena tis year... =)

tmr there's GP quiz... duno wad to prepare oso... esp. since when my CURRENT AFFAIRS is so C.M.I. (nope it doesnt stand fer "can make it" it stands fer "cannot make it") so even if i worked super duper hard now, it wouldnt help much cuz current affairs knowledge shld be accumulated over the years one rite? duno lar...

i found out mani ppl still haven heard the mrbrown "no mroe bird" podcast. so trying to send it to my frens. hahaz... i hope to infect others wif the laufing virus and hope tt they'll pass it on... i would juz like to bring tt bit of laughter in to ur life...





title: shaggy (no... not the one frm scooby-doo)

bloody shag now. the onli thing tt is keeping mi alive is mr brown's "no more bird" lame thingy. hahaz... its damn corny. realli. =)

ran 10 rounds fer morning run 2dae. slow jog. n missed assembly AGAIN fer the third time. evening: played bball wif my bro. and it ended up wif mi playing wif the bball n dribbling it around. haiz. but b4 going fer bball i oredi damn tired oredi. cuz my bro was bored, so i decided to accompany him. end up... he sae he want to go home to play badminton. =.=

after tt, ran 10 rounds ard the church carpark. it was nothing. i swear. cuz its a small carpark. yar... n tt's my day. so boring. i somehow find nothing to blog liao. onli abt wad i do abt my fitness? ewwwww.... tt sux lar... so boring.

blog abt my feelings? oh... tell u tt my best fren in skl now is jon? erm... tt isn't interesting at all. erm... blog abt the girl tt i like? no progress at all... and i m doubting whether i like her. maybe i m too superficial n go onli fer looks? i duno... no idea at all. =)

pull-ups? grrrrr.... tt's back to square one again. fitness. ok... look dude... i still can't do a damn single pull-up now! my my muscles r like so tofu-ish. super sian.

ok... my life? go ard telling everyone i luv studying? hahaz... wad i joke. yar... i onli enjoy the competitivenss tt i gain frm skl. seriously. i luv competitions. i luv challenges. i luv stress. (but not too much or i will go bonkers)

yay! tmr no chem test! lalalala! cuz we r going to support the bowling boys @ Yishun SAFRA n we r leaving @ 11+? n chem test is @ 11.45? wheeeeeeeee! erm look... tt so unman... mi saying whee? mi putting smiley faces here n there? mi saying ewwww? mi saying awwww? goodness gracious mi! (quoted frm mr brown show: "no more birds") ok... no more liao. sianz. after bowling still nid go support rugby? n thurs nid go support wad? sthg on again? WTF! where's all the rest tt i nid?

hahaz... is there another way to show tt i m not angry? cuz i got a feeling tt my readers will get the impression tt i m pissed off and angry, but the fact is tt i m not. no no... i m not gonna get myself a wall n ram my head against it. nono. i m gonna get 5 birds to bless my frens hu r going fer a holiday tis june. but i onli have enuf money fer 1! ok... i shan't continue on cuz it lame. diaoz. XD





title: 100th post!

yay! my 100th post here! woohooo.... its been a long journey! since february? hahaz... thx all readers hu had faithfully followed mi thru. thx alot! =)

2dae was super shag fer mi. after chem lecture, jon the crazi fello wanted to run 10 rounds. so i followed him. but i onli ran six. feeling damn tired now. cuz did assisted pull-ups, push ups, sit-ups n stuff.

juz finished studying fer maths test. not realli confident though, esp. fer the matrices topic. there r some super tough qn tt i m stuck @.

the mrbrown show released their 12th podcast! go download frm www.mrbrown.blogspot.com. quite farni. hahaz... if ur missed their previous podcasts, check out podcast 6 and 11. (6 more farni... bout the tur kwa one) =)

tis is gonna be a bz week. so i will blog less. sianz... tmr morning got TAF run... nid get up early! grrrrrrr.... sianz.... betta get outta it quick! hahaz... i gtg ohoh liao... (means sleep) veri sleepy.... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz byez!





title: tur kwa.

2dae... studied chem. but didnt manage to finish the thick set of chemical bonding. onli @ page 15. n to tink tt i haven realli started on maths when the test is on tuesday. and i haven gone thru the 2nd revision of my atomic structure 1 n 2 notes, needless to sae, going thru the chemical bonding one again. cuz my mind is like a soaked sponge... no matter how much u feed into it... i will become saturated n too heavy n u nid to squeese out the water... n when u do tt... it means tt i learnt nothing fer the past few days. ok... i dun understand wad i m toking oso...

explain y u tell mi u dun wan tur kwa when u didnt sae u dun wan tur kwa.

ok... sorri again... no link again. its juz tt i m fasinated by the tur kwa thing. super corny. hahaz....

2dae did exercise cuz i didnt do any yesterday. ran to potong pasir taxi stand n ran back home. then went to my basement n did exercises. these r wad i did:

crunches 50reps x 4 sets ( 1 set b4 run n 3 sets after run)
train biceps (2 method of carrying dumbell lar... but i duno how to explain...) 8reps x 3 sets each
triceps 8 reps x 3 sets
wings 8 reps x 3 sets
push-ups 10 reps x 3 sets

yar... tt's wad i did. i m juz trying to burn off all tt fats! i have been eating so much @ home. n my sis baked chocolate cookies which i so damn bloody nice tt i couldnt resist it. bloody hell. n mum cooked curry yesterday but i didnt eat alot. controlled myself. but uncle bought supper! the 2pid prawn mee man! y muz he cook until so nice???? n uncle bought KFC 2dae. WTH! grrrrrrrrr......... i m so pissed wif myself. y i cant resist all tt temptation??? can some1 give mi tips to do it. i m damn sure tt i m gonna get the shock of my life when i go fer morning run on tuesday morning. the weighing machine is definitely going off-scale. i m so sure of it.

holy shit. tmr there's the 5 stations fer NAPFA. i m gonna fail NAPFA. cuz fail one bloody station n its gone case fer u. yar... gotcha... u guessed it right. i m gonna fail my pull-ups. bloody shit. nid do at least 5 to get a D?! when i can't even do 1??? i m gonna wriggle like a worm at the pull-up station! if u see mi wriggle like a worm... promise mi u wun lauf ok? =)





title: sorri... gomenasai....

my apologies to all... didn't blog yesterday cuz i was feeling throughly worn-out frm my personal morning jog to SAJC frm home. and oso frm studying fer the tests tt r comin up. and not to mention, getting up @ 7.30am in the morning on a public holiday. to sum up yesterday, i basically went to the N&B snack shop (which is some soya bean store beside macs) @ serangoon central to study wif jonathan... then went home and went out again fer dinner along wif my family. busy day... yes... real busy...

2dae... went to central again wif jonathan to study chemistry. fer both days, jon was late... approx. an hr. late fer both days. arranged to meet @ 11am yesterday and he came @ 12... arranged to meet @ 3.15pm but he came @ 4 +++ but well... he had valid reasons lar... so not blaming him. =)

yup... the soya bean is rather quiet and conducive fer studying... cuz there r few customers. but its noisy @ times... juz some times... noise made by the oven, the grinding of soya beans and the chatting customers and stall-keepers. yar... i found out tt i covered quite a lot there... so i tink i will continue going there during weekends to study. moreover... i luv drinking soya bean! =) jon n i like crap a lot lar. acted lame now n then... but still got study lar.

channel u featured colcano high last night. damn nice n cool movie but didnt manage to finish watching the whole movie cuz i was like dosing off. n i ate so much 2dae tt i tink i m gonna put on weight. sianz. but nvm. tmr morning i will run to skl again but i wun be walking back frm skl. i will RUN BACK! means run frm home to skl and back home again! i MUZ! muz get outta TAF as quickly as possible cuz i stand waking up at 5.45 on tuesdays and thursdays. so damn bloody tiring!

watched the news dae. on channel u. sianz. they featured something abt. acupuncture. abt. it being integrated into ren ci hospital in singapore. and my PW is abt. integrating acupuncture into hosipitals in singapore! WTH! gone case liao lar! how how? muz read tmr's papers to find out. now like onli half the news, so not realli sure yet. i dun wanna scare my grp members u noe... onli told gary so far cuz he's the grp leader n i tink he ought to noe abt tis earth shattering news. =)

damn tired now. nid go slp n recharge then wake up tmr morning to lose fats! yay! =)





title: i can't sing

chao sian. my 2pid ex-cg outing plan was a chao flop. nothing went right... frm the moment i sent sms-es to the whole cg telling them tt there's an outing 2dae... then came in lotsa sms-es asking "hu m i" or saying tt they cannot make it. onli a few exceptions such as a few of my closer s15 frens such as shaun, tze wei, david. even brendan say he cannot go. WTH... i m feeling so down... haiz... its true... PAE 06S15 is broken up (xcept a small handful of us hu still say tt PAE 06S15 rox... onli a few) and ppl r getting used to their new classes, but mi? still not chao enthu lar. they go out i everytime nvr go de... n i tink they gave up hope of calling mi along. tt's y i MUZ go fer tmr's bbq, but we r having an family celebration fer mother's day! so how? i realli duno. how i wish i could split myself up! =) hahaz... then can be @ 2 places @ the same time! XD

oh yes! wt. now 78.6kg! 0.9kg less n i will get outta TAF! lalalalalala! the 2pid mornign runs... so tiring... nid wake up @ 5.45 leh... den i will feel so lethargic when going to skl. yawnz... i gonna train pull-ups oredi. probably starting tmr. n i will be going fer run @ toa payoh stadium tmr morning. 10 rounds! i muz do it!

realli luv the song kiss goodbye... i muz memorise the lyrics! but too bad my voice c.m.i. haiz... how i wish i could sing. everytime i sing to my phone n record it. then i listen. then i got the scare of my life. wah... tokign bout it sends shivers down my spine... my hair r standing on its ends and beads of perspiration r rolling down my cheeks. ewwwww.... can't stand my own singing. =)





title: ties

wad a bloody scammer! yesterday i COULD do 2 pull-ups but 2dae cannot. WTH! haiz... nvm... go train harder. scammer! =)

i juz realise wad good nieces and daughters and sons and siblings i have. they r veri nice ppl. hahaz... like tze wei... so kind... go sae "good luck fer ur SPA" haiz... so nice. thx niece! oh... not to forget wad good frens i have. they r kind, considerate, helpful, understanding, and they had been the pillar of my life. realli... wad i am saying i true. without my frens' support and encouragement in wadeva i do, i dun tink i could be wad i m 2dae... thx to those buddies tt followed mi thru the o levels and those hu shared my joy and sorrow at points of my life. i will never forget all of u... nvr... although we cannot be in the same class, or even the same school, yup... all of u ppl will be etched in my memory, forever...

2dae there's no chinese. so means early dismissal fer mi. sadly, there's mentoring n i have to stay back. n CCA starts @ 3. so david, brendan, shaun and i went to PS fer a "stroll". we left skl @ 1.30 (?) and reached PS at bout 2. then sianz... walk till like 2.30 then nid to go liaoz. then woops... met wei qi, mabel and cheryl lim @ 77th street. supposed to have an class lunch. hahaz... but nvm lar... onli a few went onli... i tink onli gary, vernon, mabel, andrea, cheryl and weiqi. oh... met choon kiat and his fren yee hsu there oso... @ pastamania. (all of them were @ pastamania)

went back to skl fer mentoring. n its bout nxt week's mentoring session and nxt nxt wk's. n i m in chinese commitee. hahaz... n there's a mentoring camp coming up on 29th n 30th may. overnite camp. but glad to get david in my grp or else i will be so antisocial lar. hahaz... n we nid to come up wif some skit to perform. diaoz. hahaz...

oh... forgot all bout toking abt SPA. wah... sianz... the titration was okay. can do. but the calculation part was so screwed up fer mi. correct answer is 7 but i got 11. diaoz... nvm lar... haiz... nxt time den make a come-back. =)

there shld be a ex-06S15 outing. planning to go fishnco opposite PS fer dinner, den catch mission impossible 3 @ new cathay. hopefully, tis outing would not be a failure like the past outings. pray pray. n i realli wanna go fer my 06S19 bbq @ ronald's hse on friday, but my dad's celebrating mother's day on friday, so i m realli tinking hard bout wad to do so tt i can go fer both. haiz...

ppl... i noe JC's tough. but juz hang on there and everything will be fine. trust mi. juz work hard n u will reap results. yup... that's all i have gotta sae... i gtg... bubbai!!!!! =) (pls pray fer mi tt my outing will work out fine)

oh... pls vote fer tis ppl fer council:

06S08 iven peh (VENN)
06S15 wong minqi (LOYFATT)
malcolm ong (LOYFATT)
06S19 gary peh (HOSE)
mabel low (HOSE)
gan weiqi (HOSE)
06S20 brendan sieow (HOSE)

oh u see my frens... i tink each person have 5 votes or more. so if considering there's 4 and u r in hose, pls pls pls... VOTE FER GARY, MABEL, WEIQI, and BRENDAN! they r ur choice!





title: happi!

there's lotsa happi things tt happened 2dae... realli glad tt these things brighten up my day. hahaz... firstly... my wt.: before 2.4km morning run 2dae... its was 80.2kg... and i m freaking happi liao.... and then after run it hit 79.9kg! wah seh... first time in years leh! imagine lar... frm sec 1 to sec 4... all over 85kg. n now it hits 79.9kg! oh... i noe its water lost... but nevertheless... tt is happi enuf. n my timing 2dae was 11 mins 27 secs? erm... i not veri sure... but i tink its around there... so means tt my 2.4 timing is now around there liao... as in its stabilising n improving. i gonna pia my pull-up now... 2dae can do 2! 2 standard ones! i m sooooooooooooooo freaking happi lar... train more and can be like jon liaoz.... hehehehe... muahahahahaha.... n jon broke his record of 21 pull-ups! he did 22 2dae! HOLY SHIT! OWNAGE!

hahaz... after morning run, jon, ronald, jason n i went toilet n bathe... and we took our own sweet time... and by the time we finished, assembly ended! hahaz... i heard miss suzie's not coming in fer lessons on thurs... hehe... i realli hope so... hahaz... n tmr no chinese! hahaz! yay! got break frm 12.45 to 3 b4 CCA. hahaz...

wah sianz... nid eat dinner liaoz.... want to tok more oso cannot... sianz... maybe i will add on 2nite or tmr lar. n tmr have SPA... nid go revise liao. hahaz... bubbai!





title: i m stuck at the bottom of a well...

wooooops.... seems like i didn't blog yesterday. but does tt make a difference? hahaz... sadly no. there was hardly anything to blog about yesterday. cuz u noe, my weekend life is like stuck @ the bottom of a bottomless pit (sensed the irony?) and shouting fer help to get mi outta to the beautiful world out there, and when the sound travels up and up and up to the mouth of the well, it used up all its energy and no one out there can ever hear my cries. diaoz. tt's sad. yar... SAD! when everyone can get out to the world out there, to embrace the beautiful sunshine, and see the beautiful world, all i can do is to mug. M-U-G! find mi a betta "past-time" fer my weekends! XD hahaz...

anyway, lets move on, and not grouch on those unhappy happenings. hmmmm... anything happened? hahaz... 2dae was such a wonderful day, xcept the fact tt tis was the longest day of my week. but nevertheless, feel tt overwhelming sense of accomplishment when u finish ur 2.4km run wif a timing of 11mins 31 secs, when the last time u took ur timing fer 2.4 was 13mins 17 secs! OWNAGE! hahaz... looks like i m being influenced by minqi... cuz she's been using so much "OWNAGE" on her blog entries recently, tt i m subcounciously being manipulated (?) by tis phrase. hahaz. hey... seriously... i feel veri pleased wif myself! a 1 min 46 secs improvement frm like mid march? oh my goodness! i m soooooooooooooo pleased wif myself. at least my efforts fer the past weeks have paid off! wif a briming smile on my face, i m gonna RULE all those stations fer NAPFA! (xcept maybe pull-ups XD) my aim fer tis yr is to get a silver, and probably a gold nxt yr. well... goals r wad kip us going rite?

n i can't believe it. jon didn't sleep a wink last nite! (shows sign fer WTF) omg... u mean someone can actually go without sleep fer a day?! n his eyes r like quite (i repeat... QUITE) big... but some said tt it looked bloodshot... but it doesn't look bloodshot to mi though. =) n its super corni. he rushed thru his GPP n sacrificed his precious sleep... then 2dae after bio lect, when he told mrs. ang tt he want to pass up his GPP, she said he can hand-up tmr. LOL! damn sad lar... hahaz... at tt he moment, he immediately tried to staple the GPP up tgt and hand it up to mrs. ang b4 she leaves the LT. hahaz... i was like LMAO. hahaz...

so much to do., so little time. wif so much tests coming up nxt week, i tink i betta go study liao. math n chem is on nxt wk. n there's chem SPA tis wed. omg... n h/w. goodness. i betta go mug liao. n do my h/w. =) there's ventures camp n mentoring camp, clashing on 1st june. but i dun tink i can go fer either one cuz i tink i have got SYF training on. i tink... hahaz... takkaire! i gtg! bb!





title: singaporean youths r politically apathetic

its so dead! ask mi how's my weekend life and i will simply get a wall and bang my head against it, until the 2pid wall cracks and becomes powder, or the other way around. =) nxt wk there's no test xcept chem spa. at least i can take a breather. phew... but the h/w is always there. and i m currently left wif bio tutorial to do. nid to read the bio notes liaoz. =(

2dae morning actually wanted to get up @ 6.30am to run to SAJC and go the soyabean shop to eat breakfast. tuna sandwich + cold soya bean after a run... hmmmmm... marvellous! set my alarm to wake mi up @ 6.30am. n i did realli wake up, but went back to slp after turning off my phone's alarm. hahaz... ended up getting up 3hrs later. dots.

oh... since i cannot run in the morning. i decided to run in the evening, but not to SAJC of course. ran frm home to serangoon mrt station then to the church opposite my home, up two steep slopes b4 reaching back home again. then did some other exercise, but 2dae my mum made dumplings so ate alot. and i dun tink i will shed any weight. and plus the fact tt my uncle bought claypot rice and fried doughstick fer supper, it doublely worsen the condition. it means i might put on weight. so now, i have gotta move about more, and not sleep so early, so tt the food can digest and hopefully by moving around more, i will burn some calories. =)

oh god! now is the election thingee. announcing results. i betta go n watch to GET MYSELF IMMERSED IN POLITICS! hahaz... cuz i dun wanna be branded "singaporean youths r politically apathetic" hahaz.





title: crazi mi

chapel was interesting 2dae... pastor joshua shared wif us his personal exp. on how jesus touched his life n how he converted to christianity. it was sorta inspiring. i heard his story b4, but i nvr grew tired of it. i swear. it remained juz as interesting. but somehow i found the story somewhat too spectacular to be true.

n there was tis good-english speaking competition or sthg liddat... 4 finalist but onli one winner. n among all finalists, i personally tink tt there's onli one clear winner: eerbas (sorri i duno how to spell it. pardon mi if its wrong) he's super funky and his speeches r damn farni n cool lar... other finalists' speeches were gd, but i tink tt theirs were too serious liao. didn't crack any jokes, or shld i sae... gd jokes tt could remain etched in my mind. c'mon... on talked abt. gays, one talked bout mobile phones, and another talked abt. best things in the world r free. n eerbas talked abt. bush, lee kuan yew, david beckam and some other famous ppl... all r veri dead topics... n here comes the challenge... he managed to make SUCH A DEAD TOPIC COME ALIVE! obviously he's the CLEAR-CUT WINNER! there was the nxt section... some impromtu topic on "hair" n sadly, eerbas was disqualified fer talking fer too long. sianz... n the champion title went to the girl hu talked bout gays. -_-" WTF.... @#%#!@@!@@$%&%%($)&$T*@$%%!$% judge KAYU! =)

hahaz... sianz... n tis thing cut into PE fer one period. n mr chay cancelled PE cuz of tt. i miss PE!!!!! n my class the jason ah... wah damn gay... 2dae go bring one same bag as mi. wah sianz... my class is freaking full of guys hu like to act gay!

went play bball wif Ck n his fren n we were matched up wif some 3 ppl team frm another class. n we were thrashed like 9-2? omg... tt's OWNAGE lar... n CK scored tt 2... i was bring rejected like TWICE? f**k... damn disgraceful... nid go polish up my bball liao. mebe go find my national team player fren hanbin fer guidance. =) hahaz... i nvr see him fer a long long time liao... he was like my best fren in sec 2... lost contact in sec 3 when he went into normal n i heard he transferred skl now. hahaz...

after skl... supposed to meet WL n mrtoot @ 3pm @ SAS... but ended up they came late. so had to w8. intended on playing pools wif them, but the sudden announcement tt there's mentoring meeting 2dae @ 3.15 ruined it all. dots. nvrtheless, went wif david to SAS to meet up wif WL n mrtoot... n we went to collect the o'level cert @ the GO. then we proceeded to the field beside SAS n stood there fer like ages talking bout our lives... n WL's was super corny n farni. tinking bout it... i couldn't stop laufing. hahaz... =) XD

evening: went wif dad to potong pasir to watch the SDA rally. juz wanna immerse myself in politics fer once, and get a feel of wad its like to be @ a political rally. yar... n i found it rather interesting n corny to hear the speeches. but i wun dwell on tt cuz tis is the WORLD-WIDE-WEB and i would be held liable fer any info published. yar... so i'll juz kip my mouth shut fer once. n some more tis is POLITICS, an extremely touchy issue. anyway, i stayed till 8+ onli, cuz i was getting kindda tired frm all the day's work. so i went home w/o my dad.

oh... abit more abt some idiotic feat i did 2dae. i "changed" my lunch diet to fruits and sandwiches onli... (tt replaces the usual mixed rice) i should continue tis fer nxt wk... n hopefully tis will stretch throughout the year and hopefully i will lose more wt. =) n u noe wad? i walked home frm skl! hahaz... n i saw chiam see tong on his lorry waving to ppl. hahaz... i wasn't feeling hungry @ dinner, so i didn't eat i juz drank some soya milk fer dinner. XD i hope my efforts pull off n i will hit 70+ kg nxt wk! HOPEFULLY! =)

yawnz... its getting late... n i nid to slp cuz tmr i would be getting up @ 6.30am n run to skl. oh no... there's no skl tmr... its juz a schedule tt i newly implemented. trying its out tmr. run frm home to skl every sat. hahaz... juz trying it out! n its gonna be mabel's bdae tmr... so happi burfdae! hope tt u will enjoy the best of health and a smooth-sailing education "career"! =)





title: hitomi wo tojite

hiromi wo togite.... means i close my eyes in jap. yes... indeed.... skl has been so shag fer the past weeks. the days of 1st 3 months r long gone... no more the fun, laughter n merry days n going out almost everyday. those days juz crept past mi silently, and promised nvr to return. how sad... sometimes i juz feel so tired of life... cuz its so competitive... in skl, at work, the sports arena, and even in the computer gaming world. dots. hitomi wo tojite... i juz wanna close my eyes... oblivion to all happenings ard mi... how i wish....

anyway... lets not digress abt out lives. rmb! we r supposed to be optimistic and HAPPY! rmb? so lets go lalalalalalalalala and be happy n not give a damn bout wad PI, wad GPP, wad PW, wad tutorials... hahaz... no lar... j/k... cannot teach ur wrong things. blog muz EDUCATE ppl, not pollute ppl's perverse minds... oops... i mean PURE minds. XD

2dae! wad happened?! hmmm... oh TAF run weighing machine is damn screwed up. my weight always fluctuates... sometimes make mi DAMN happy, sometimes make mi damn WORRIED. oh gawd... when will the damn machine stabilise n gimme an accurate reading?! hahaz... no no... i m not angry... hahaz... its juz the wonders of exclamation marks. hahaz... an exclaimation mark will make ppl tink u r angry. hahaz...

then after the run, i went fer a bathe, but duno y always i end up soakingly wet during assembly... there's definitely sthg wrong wif my sewat pores/glands. muz consult some doctor abt. tis.....

the nxt interesting lesson would be GP... the presentation fer our project "man is his own worst enemy. do u agree?" yar... n my grp came up wif a veri interesting way of presenting our ideas. we sit in a U-shape, facing the class, then huimin was the host, yihui was "somebody", gary was dr. cynthia muang and i was dr. guan yi. so we presented our ideas abt. the afore mentioned topic in an as hilarious n corny way as possible. did lotsa lame stuff (esp. mi) sigh... y m i so lame????

chinese lesson was rather interesting too. had an interactive session. the teacher told xuan feng n mabel to act as the father n mother of a story n jeremy as the son. then the way they acted was super farni. they bade each other gdbye like super stoned. n the whole class was like laufing their lungs out. oh... b4 u ppl get lost, the story is abt. separation, the first story being abt. a heart wrenching story abt. a son going overseas fer studies and the separation frm his parents fer 15 yrs. n he's onli 16 at tt time. oh my! if it were mi, being sent overseas fer studies @ age 16 without my parents following mi, i would have felt so lost and helpless. brave guy!

had chem test on chps 1 to 8. or rather i shld sae frm tut 1 to 8. 1 and 2 was diff. n i m pretty sure its 5 marks gone. last qn was c.m.i. and i tink it held a pretty high weightage. n between qns 3 to 6, i m veri sure i made mistakes. so result? i m sure i will get onli 10+ fer the test. its not tt i didn't study. its probably i didn't prepare it well enuf... nvr do TYS and nvr go thru the tut qns tt i duno how to do. haiz... nvm... work harded nxt time.

oh... i went to shaun's hse 2dae. cuz i nid to learn how to fold hearts frm him so tt i can give my momma a present fer her bdae yesterday. haiz... BELATED gift. anw... shaun kindly taught mi. THANKS SHAUN! yay! finally noe how to fold. n finally gave my mum the present. hope tt she likes it. =)

tmr's 2.4 run! i m goin to pia n chiong tmr. target: 12:40 or less! i muz get a silver!!!!!!!! gotta rest early so tt i'll have the energy to pia tmr. so... gtg! bubbai folks!





title: momma i luv u!

happi burfdae mummy! i juz wanna let u noe tt i LUV U and u r the greatest mum! u r my no. 1! u took care of mi when i m sick, u talked to mi when i m downm, u r there fer mi whenever i m lost. u gave birth to mi, brought mi up and sacrificed urself fer mi. so noble. i can nvr repay tis debt of life. yar... wad i can do now... is to be a bd boi... listen to wad u sae... n do well fer my studies... most importantly, take care of myself n bro n sis. tis is the least i can do.

ok.... i m currently being rushed to finish my entry. so i muz be quick. 2dae.... 2dae... 2dae... hmmm... wad happened 2dae? **scratches head** aiyo... diff. question! aiya... ponders ponders ponders.... oh! chem prac. in the morning. cheryl cut herself during the experiment... heard tt its a DEEP one. by the broken measuring cylinder. then her reaction was so farni. "ahhhh... i cut myself n its bleeding" oh... n alvin was super corny. he like sae "cut away ur finger lar. its bleeding so much. if u dun cut it away, u might die" hahaz... i mean... a first aid rep joking abt tis? hahaz.... and the way he applied the lotion or wadeva was super corny oso. but i duno how to describe it. hahaz... he's such a joker. oops... tis is no joking matter. cannot joke abt. being cut in the lab. muz be serious. *adjusts glasses n tidies hair frm laufing too much* if u broke any glass apparatux in the lab, DO NOT TOUCH the glass pieces! i repeat! DO NOT TOUCH the glass pieces! if cut, pls seek medical attention immediately! if ur head got burnt by the bunsen burner (cuz of some unknown 2pid reason) rinse ur head wif water frm the TAP immediately! i repeat! IMMEDIATELY!

the rest of the day was super sianz... i went fer lunch wif tanya, cheryl n jon. then when i was away asking ppl to sign on estella's bdae card, they gang up n STOLE my bag! but i knew it lar. they like wan mi to leave my bag wif them. knew it. grrrr.... one day, i will take REVENGE! muahahahahaha..... n i hope estella likes the gift. hehe... realli hope she do. n sorri... if u r reading tis tt ur gift box is abit "dented" at one of its side. cuz i was hugging my bag n crushed it accidentally. sorri! wah seh... after skl got some 2pid senior civil servant talk which is chao chao chao chao chao chao chao boring lar. shaun n i ended up toking crap n doin origamy(?) we like fold heart n letters. n brendan wrote tis chao mushy letter to estella. wah seh... wad honey here honey there... my hairs stood on its ends lar! n jon was like zzz-ing thru out... first time see him dosing off during some talk/lecture, cuz he's veri gd boi de. veri guai. so it muz be the 2pid talk tt is chao boring. it MUZ BE!

hahaz... tmr got chem test... n there's GP presentation tmr... n GPP to be handed up on friday. will be chao busy liaoz. anw... gd luck ppl! all the best fer ur future endeavours! yeah man! kip the SA spirit burning brightly 4eva!





title: happy happy!

2dae's extremely tiring fer mi. cuz its like my dinner ended @ 11+ yesterday nite, n i slept @ 12+. n i had to wake up @ 5+ fer the morning runs tis morning. dots. felt like i was drained of all energy, and i couldn't run properly 2dae... was panting like F**K... and ... juz felt lousy n no energy. oops... sorri... used profanity. aiya... abit can? sorri lar... cuz i m realli pissed wif the little sleep i had. =)

i muz SMILE! =) smile to make ppl happy... cuz its infectious rmb? hahaz... haiz... i muz thank the lord tt although i have alot of work to do, i do not have more, praise the lord tt although i m fat n average looking, i m not disabled n i m not ugly. yar... look @ things in the positive light. more work is to help u improve, not TORTURE u. XD =) SMILE! if u r feeling unhappy... u may wanna confide in mi... or u can eat chocolates! they help! they always DO! =)

lemme see wad i have ta do tis wk. dots. so much. GP proj. (due tmr fer consultation), GPP (due tis friday), math, bio..... n the 2pid list goes on. n chem test on thurs. dots. faints. but i muz tink abt. other oso. they might have more work than i have, more than wad i have to do, more bz than i m. so i muz learn to count my blessings, not whine on abt. how pathetic my life is. =) agree? XD c'mon ppl! let's look @ our lives in a more positive outlook n we will feel happier, more satisfied n definitely look more radiant! s'pore's life stressful, but rmb... at least we have clothes to wear, a shelter over our heads, 3 meals... yup... count our blessings n we will noe how blessed we actually r! XD =)

sign off:
DR. Guan Yi

P.S.: a smile is infectious... spread it! make ppl around u happy! =)





title: a smile is infectious... spread it! make ppl around u happy! =)

hmmmm.... okay... 2dae's MAYDAY... n it means tt its time fer mi to set my targets fer the month... hmmm... 2dae nothin significant happened... juz went out to GEYLANG to eat lunch... and the place is freaking filthy cuz there's mani "chickens" there... soliciting so more. oops... sorri... not nice to sae liddat.... dun sae liao... cuz tis is a sensitive topic....

okay... my tagets:

1) lose weight... abt. 3kg
2) get outta TAF within tis month (means muz be 77.1kg)
3) excel in tests

well... these r juz some short-term targets, n they're prior to changes whenever i like. erm... yar... n among all the targets, the last is the least realistic.... hahaz

oh... i m going fer a FREE dinner later. hahaz... my uncle's got a free table. so hahaz... yeah... lotsa free n nice FOOD! dies... haven finish studying fer chem test n so much work. haiz.... but no worries! WE MUZ TINK POSITIVE! sure can one! yeah! rmb... "a smile is infectious... spread it! make ppl around u happy!" =)