title: i can't sing

chao sian. my 2pid ex-cg outing plan was a chao flop. nothing went right... frm the moment i sent sms-es to the whole cg telling them tt there's an outing 2dae... then came in lotsa sms-es asking "hu m i" or saying tt they cannot make it. onli a few exceptions such as a few of my closer s15 frens such as shaun, tze wei, david. even brendan say he cannot go. WTH... i m feeling so down... haiz... its true... PAE 06S15 is broken up (xcept a small handful of us hu still say tt PAE 06S15 rox... onli a few) and ppl r getting used to their new classes, but mi? still not chao enthu lar. they go out i everytime nvr go de... n i tink they gave up hope of calling mi along. tt's y i MUZ go fer tmr's bbq, but we r having an family celebration fer mother's day! so how? i realli duno. how i wish i could split myself up! =) hahaz... then can be @ 2 places @ the same time! XD

oh yes! wt. now 78.6kg! 0.9kg less n i will get outta TAF! lalalalalala! the 2pid mornign runs... so tiring... nid wake up @ 5.45 leh... den i will feel so lethargic when going to skl. yawnz... i gonna train pull-ups oredi. probably starting tmr. n i will be going fer run @ toa payoh stadium tmr morning. 10 rounds! i muz do it!

realli luv the song kiss goodbye... i muz memorise the lyrics! but too bad my voice c.m.i. haiz... how i wish i could sing. everytime i sing to my phone n record it. then i listen. then i got the scare of my life. wah... tokign bout it sends shivers down my spine... my hair r standing on its ends and beads of perspiration r rolling down my cheeks. ewwwww.... can't stand my own singing. =)