title: deprivation

argh.... life's boring. can't do anything xcept trying to study fer my common test. i m realli worried abt my bio esp. cuz a score of 17/50 fer a multiple choice qn test proves tt i have lots to catch up. yeah...

world cup's tmr... i tink... n ppl r going crazy over it! hahaz... but i m not the type tt goes all hyped up over soccer. in fact... i dun watch or play the sport. yeah... i m a weird guy... heard some farni/corni news 2dae... it said tt during the world cup season, the cases of heart attacks r the highest. diaoz... hahaz... yar... i noe tt kinda feeling... hahaz... all excited... but tt's besides the pt... i duno wad's so farni abt it... i duno... i juz laufed when i heard the news.

nothing realli happened 2dae. juz tt i didnt go fer OG outing 2dae. yar... there's OG17 outing @ east coast 2dae. but heard tt they juz slacked. but 10 of them went. well... i had sthg on... had to go back to skl... and the major reason is tt my daddy has barred mi frm going out. diaoz. i juz hate it when he asks mi abt my work. juz simply HATE it. "JH... did u study?", "can u cope wif work if u go out often?" arhhh! tt's juz so frustrating. yeah i noe... its parental concern. but can't u see the problem here... a 17 yr old hu has been deprived of going out wif frens fer 16 years (xcept a few occasions) juz wished to breakaway frm all tt "stay at home all day long" hols! sometimes i juz find parents dun understand us children... and i juz dun understand parents.

something more personal here: sometimes i realli find my dad veri FAN. cuz all he does is to care abt my studies. anything aside is secondary. he juz simply dun let mi play com. n i m deprived of a playstation, xbox... blah blah all those gadgets. i bought my ipod using my own savings. i upgraded my com using my own savings. he doesnt allow mi to get a laptop. he bars mi frm going out. makes alot of noise when i goes out. dun let mi watch television fer more than an hr a day. hates it when i watch hong kong TVB series...

i mean... i DUN HAVE A LIFE! i dun like to do things behind my parents back. but wif my dad holding on to mi so tightly... there's hardly anything tt i can do without doing it behind his back. haiz... my sad life... r all parents liddat? or izit juz mine?