title: v day

v day's over juz a few days ago. veri happy cuz its the first time i received so mani gifts fer v day. so sua gu hor? lolx. got a pillow, roses, chocs, cookies and some notes lor.

nope didnt get a date a all fer such a special occasion. n i come to tink of it rite...i have had a crush on the same gal fer over a yr now, and my relationship wif her still remains as status quo, although her relationship wif her bf, frm wad i see is rock stable, at 1.5 yrs now. i duno wad i see in her fer mi to be so devoted to tis fruitless relationship. i mean 1 yr leh! no i dun mean tt she's the onli gal tt i have gan jue fer. nono. there's mani in fact. in fact there are mani tt surpasses her in looks, or even in character. i juz have no idea why. its a torture to tink abt all tis...abt nt being able to forget abt her and move on wif life and at the same time listening to some realli emo songs. but i kindda like tt feeling. lolx. i duno how to describe it lar.

well. forget abt tt. hmmm...tis is probably the most memorable valentine's day fer mi. gifts frm frens and all. it realli feels good to have frens whom u can exchange gifts wif on v day especially. n i dun even noe whether i would get a chance to do tt nxt yr since i would probably be enlisted in the army.

oh why memorable? cuz i was feeling guilty fer nt getting any gifts fer the class girls after they so painstakingly prepared some realli nice gifts fer us. so jason n i ran out of skl at 10.30am ILLEGALLY of course to ptp market to buy some roses. and we had to be back by 11 fer our bio test. in fact we left the college at 10.44! jon n the others were to help us take a lookout fer us. when jason n i were at the shop, i received a call frm jon, telling mi tt the situation is bad: teachers and security guards were patrolling the gate areas cuz they had probably got some tip-off frm some asshole or probably seen it frm the survillence camera. seriously i panicked. but luckily jason was zai enuf to tink of alternative routes like cutting thru sajs and then into sajc thru the bridge linking the junior skl and sec skl to the jc. jason n i ran past a guard and got into the college somehow, unreported. but all sweaty and wet of course. but strangely enuf, the gates were not locked. as if they were opened fer students to sneak in and out of college. hahaz. its thr thrill frm tis experience and the gifts tt i received frm everyone tt made tis yr's v day so memorable. realli. thx everyone!

CNY is juz on sunday. and reunion's dinner tmr. although my family n i couldnt realli celebrate tis festival on a grand scale due to the dismiss of both my grandfathers, some simple celebrations can still be done. but no ang pows of course. frm some of my frens' blogs, i can see tt mani ppl are realli excited abt CNY, shopping fer clothes, goodies, springcleaning and all. but look! here is one idiot typing tis entry tt hasnt done any of those.(xcept fer mebe the goodies) seriously i havent bought clothing pr springcleaned. no clothes and no ang pows. wad a sad CNY fer mi. hahaz. mebe i will go down and get some clothes tmr. i used to rmb tt CNY were the happiest fer mi, cuz i can get new clothes. =) hahaz. hope tt i'll find some nice clothings tmr. last min shopping. hehe.

anyway, happy chinese new year everyone! =)