spiderman 3 was juz as wad i expected: it rox. went down to lido wif WL, sabree, tak lung, tong liang, yann kiat, and yisiong. caught the 11.45 show. although we got the first row, woah...i m so mighty glad tt i can catch the movie during its premeire and the fact tt i could even lay my hands on the tix at the eleventh hour. ate at subway and talked crap while pigging at the tuesday submeal. orchard was hell packed wif a lot of ppl yesterday. woah!

went down to cine after the movie fer pool b4 proceeding to bk at midpoint orchard to look at the rest eat while we do wad we usually do: make fun of tak lung. aiya...he damn poor thing leh i find. although he's 19 2dae rite...but he still acts like a p6 boy then do all sorts of childish things.then we will make all sorts of jokes abt him.but he NEVERS flares up and he will juz continue laufing as always. i dunno lar. he's been liddat since day 1 i met him.

ok.stop it. i shall not go on and on abt him and make tis some sort of forum where ppl can come in and make fun of him on my blog. hell no. aiya. let's change the subj.

met hazel (WL's cuz) at PS then 3 of us went sakae to makan. then tok alot of crap lor. then WL veri kua kang...he foot the bill. hey bro. next time will treat u back one.dun worri.

2dae received the most wonderful news of my life:there's a possibility tt the skl's sponsoring our OM trip to US Michigan. i tink 80% if i m not wrong. n we onli have to pay $500 via EDUSAVE! the trip's frm 23rd to 28th may. damn cool can! i seriously so wanna go lar. i was so excited and elated n wanted so veri much to share this piece of good news wif my dad and mom. but why muz he be such a wet blanket? juz abt an hr ago, broke the news to him and i hoped tt he would share the same enthusiasm as mi, but hell no. he simply slammed "NO" into my face. he went on ranting abt my grades, abt how OM has taken up too much of my time. i agree wif him. bgut such rare opportunities dun drop by often. even mr yeo, the one hu initially told mi tt he didnt realli agree on us participating in tis competition, gave us the thumbs up sign and told us to proceed on. dad ah dad...can u juz be more supportive of ur son, fer once?

u noe...fer my entire life, i have been brought up in the shadow of my dad.my character is such a mould of his: introverted and simply those tt juz wanna stay at home n have no social life kind. but i hate tt me. i wanna be someone diff frm him cuz i can see tt he has the exact same character as my grandmother. i HATE their character and how they treat others and i juz so wanna not be another one of them. i wanna have a social life.i wan to be outgoing.i wanna travel ard the world.i juz wanna be more like my mum.u can sae tt my dad has influenced mi TOO MUCH.n somehow...i feel tt he has made me a pessimist.haiz.

since i m on the subj. lemme tok more abt tis man.he always fails to give me the sense of security. when i was young,he disciplined me severely fer every little thing i do wrong.n i can rmb those days when i dread his return frm work.life sux. now, he still has a string attached to my life. i dun have control over my own life. i have to do things behind his back n i dun like tt feeling. whenever i go out, i have to worri abt when he's gonna call mi, when is he gonna flare up, abt him nagging at mi abt my work. i have lots of worries. can't even enjoy myself in the company of my frenz.

wadeva man.sometimes i get so sick of him.but still, i can't deny he's my dad.my mum sent mi fer counselling twice to talk to someone professional.no. i dun have any mental illness lar.i juz needed someone to tok to.but i dun tink counselling helps my problems.but well...i'm 18. a few more years and i'll be on my own. i can do wad i wan and wad i tink is rite. when i'm in the uni, i'll stay at the hostel n wun be in prison liao.free frm the man tt i call my father.

i m not a rebellious kid.i luv my parents n my siblings, but i juz dun agree wif how my dad governs the family. next time i m a husband and a father, i vow not to follow his footsteps and i would be a much better dad so tt my kid wun have to blog abt him behind his back. hahaz.