bleahx...being green with envy stinks and i don't know what made me feel like that.and something just struck me: a blog is a something like a modern journal, where you express your thoughts and feelings freely and probably vent all your frustrations on. But sometimes i can't help but feel that this inventions ain't that great afterall, because the truth is, you don't really have the luxury of freedom of expression on a blog especially when you're doing so on the world wide web! google it and your blog appears and everyone gets to read all about you. so perhaps a journal is a much more noble invention? at least not the whole world would get to read your journal entries by accident. oh well, sometimes i really want to really tell my friends about all that's on my mind so that it won't bother me as much as it does now. but can i really do that? haha...sometimes i wonder.