title: concentration.....

oh gawd! how can i ever concentrate wif all that distractions?! damn! i duno y tis happens, but i juz can't seem to concentrate when doing work! my mind seems to drift to a faraway place, thinking about everything else xcept that stack of notes piled in front of me, gathering dust. i have been trying to study biology, and i have changed my study area several times, thinking that my "unable to concentrate" problem lies in my study area. but gawd! it doesn't make a diff!

firstly, i felt that it was probably that my study area at the attic was far too stuffy and warm, so i turned on the air-conditioning. but, i makes no difference. -_-" then i thought that it was that my study area wasn't conducive enuf, so i decided to change it. i shifted it to the backyar, cuz the air is fresh, and the place is cool, hmmmm... n i thought that being in touch wif the elements of nature could make me concentrate better. but, end-result: doesn't make a diff... AGAIN!

ok.... that proves one thing.... the problem lies in me... it lies in the human heart. i thought about it. it could be that i have yet to find myself a target, a motivation that will motivate mi to put in all that i have to do the best in wad i was entrusted or given. well.... i hope that my motivation will come frm my peers. i LUV it when there's INTENSE COMPETITION! c'mon ppl! show me that u all r working dam hard n i will be damn turned on and motivated!

hmmmm.... i m not gonna blog bout 2dae, cuz my sundays r usually veri boring. it's because i nvr go out on sundays.... except sometimes. n given the amount of tutorials and notes that i have to go thru, i doubt tt tt day will ever come, where i could go out on sundays..... c'mon! i MUZ CONCENTRATE! lord.... grant mi the strength!