how does it feels to be in 'love'? or in other words, a crush or infatuation? when izit the rite time to start a relationship, when to get ur first kiss, when to hold hands and stuff wif the girl of ur dreams? i dunno.....

in my personal opinion, infatuation is something sweet. imagine: looking @ the girl of your dreams from the corner of ur eyes, looking at how sweet she smiles. you just feel feverish when you r up close wif her, nervous, tense and in fact, speechless. u wanna tell her how u feel, but u r afraid about how she feels about you. you just feel inferior, or so called 'not gd enuf for her'. hmmmm... tt's infatuation. yup... gonna confess over here. i have 2 crushes in my class... not gonna tell u ppl who r they. try guess for urself! for those who noe... kip ur mouth shut! erm ya... i oso do feel inferior, coz i realli ugly.... ya... so i won't confess to them. hahaz... maybe when i get more handsome n thinner lar. btw... tmr's the SHOWDOWN! iven's gonna make his move! is he gonna succeed? ppl! cheer him on!

we had a 'computer session' during chem tutorial. miss thng got 5 distinctions i tink. pro rite? smart! no wonder she's our teacher. hahaz.... we r supposed to do some presentation for our chemistry lbl experiment, but its like everything's so screwed up. its like everyone not listening. some played neopets, some did testimonials @ friendsters, some went on msn web messenger, some read blogs. nothin realli related to chem. anw... such sessions realli rawk! then miss thng intro us some gay blog www.jerjerjer.blogspot.com which is bout tis 2 singaporean gay's daily life. i read a bit but found it too gay n juz shut it. but david is like so engrossed reading the entries... yuck! its way too sick lar!

bio lecture is like more of a 'dosing off' session. after tt was our M.E. lesson. so called a 'make-up' for tmr's lesson. we played something like 'truth n lie' some game 'invented' by mr. chey. if the volleyball is being thrown @ u, the person muz speak the truth bout his/her love life. if the soccer ball is being thrown @ u, the person muz then sae a lie bout his/her love life. hahaz... i have got no idea wad does tis have to got to do wif M.E., but its okay lar... quite fun lor. but i nvr told anything bout my crushes. hahaz... who would? it takes hell lot of courage.

anw... yar... went for lunch after M.E. shaun n the other went J8 for lunch. but i ate oredi. so... cannot go lor... n somemore got econs later on @ 1.15pm. i tink i m antisocial 2dae. nvr realli tok much. i felt realli 'out' of the class 2dae. duno y. i luv to be popular in a grp... guess i have to work more on tt. muz i act retarded? duno oso. so tt's y i told iven i will nvr contest in student council... i dun have the popularity unlike others. hahaz.....

econs rox! my passion for econs is growing. at least the efforts i have spent for the past few days, trying to understand demand n supply has paid off! at least i managed to grasp the gist of wad she's tokin bout now! although 2dae's lesson was like a repetition of tuesday's class, i felt tt it's a great revision for mi. everything's much clearer to mi rite now. n yar... miss chan got 3 distinctions! pro oso rite?

i met YK n WL @ paradiz centre after econs. bloody hell! they nvr w8 for mi lar. somemore still sae they my frens. every week i w8 for them like 1+ hr oso nvr complain lor. its their first time 2dae to w8 for mi n they nvr. holy shit! anw... we took a cab to the hawker centre opposite golden mile. the 3rd floor got sell all those cool cool stuff like rings, etc... yah... n i engraved 'warlord007a' on my dogtag. 2pid name lar. but can't tink of anything better.

n WL like sabo YK n mi lar. told us to take 100 to bugis. but he stopped one stop after the golden mile bus stop. saying tt it's the wrong bus. he told us to take 981. after a long long w8, we got onto the bus, then WL started telling us he was juz guessing which bus to take! OMG! luckily the bus reached bugis... or else i would have skinned him alive. n the reason he took the bus was tt it was a direct bus to his home. -_-" wad a GOOD fren!

then YK n i took MRT home frm bugis... alighted @ aljunied n took 100 home.

I GONNA MUG now... cya! watch out for tmr's episode of: 'IVEN's CONFESSION'! stay tuned!