title: inspirational

exams r over, but i m not at all elated over tt. y? cuz of my results. hahaz...failed bio n chem...both like ~43% haiz...but chinese as usual A1 lor...77%. oops...becoming conceited liao...hahaz...no lar...juz gimme a chance to show off my chinese can? cuz i realli have no other quality tt i can showcase liao. in terms of looks...i got none...in terms of studies, i m nowhere near any of my smart frens, in terms of height, i lose to batman, in terms of muscle size, i lose to superboy, in terms of character, i m rotten (but still have lotsa moral values)hahaz...nothing leh. practically NOTHING tt i can be proud of in my life. in class, i luv to joke joke...of course at the right moment lar...NOT WHEN THE TEACHER's TEACHING OF COURSE!

hahaz...i sound sad right? hahaz...no lor...i dun...i have a positive outlook in life...hahaz...its the truth tt i failed...but its from where i failed that i can gain a learning experience, n improve my biology and chemistry. it is when i failed tt i gained tis mysterious motivation force within me now to study harder...no one's a failure, unless he himself deems tt he is. failures r part of life, arent they. they form a learning process, dun they. even in soccer, the world cup...the teams tt r out have to return home to formulate new strategies to counter attack in the next world cup season. they have to practise more, to polish up their skills. n all these require lotsa hard work. u reap wad u sow...so i dun believe those ppl hu claimed tt they didnt study n do well. such miracles dun happen. at least i didnt encounter them. go ahead...blame it on how narrow my insights on life is, but frm my understanding, it isnt impossible to do well if u didnt work hard!

yes...i did spend 3 weeks of my hols studying fer bio...n i even spent another week after skl reopened to go thru the notes fer the 2nd round. fer chem, i studied once during hols, n another time b4 the exam. but i still failed. y? because i have come to realise tt all tt i have done is all ineffective study. i didnt practice the TYS, neither did i fully concentrate on my studies when i should. tt's the reason y i failed. INEFFECTIVE STUDY. i did study...but done so ineffectively. THERE YOU GO! a new learning experience fer mi. wad i have learnt: JC is not abt how much u study b4 the exams...its the consistent hard work tt u put into ur revision, the passion fer ur subjs., the blood n sweat u have spilled over u notes memorising them. the hours u spent on studying, the heart n soul n effort tt u have put in to make an effort to revise wad was taught. tt's where success lies: consistency and hard work. i lack these...tt's y i failed.

nvm...there's always a greener pasture on the other side rite? n tt greener pasture lies in the october promotional examinations. if u start now, work hard now, start being consistent in ur revision now, the exams then r there to be conquered. hu cares whether how badly u did in ur CT? hu cares? u care. u care abt ur own results. wad's tt faking 20% of our CT gonna make a diff in our results? our promos r 60-70%! tt's crucial! i may fail now. BUT...IF...i were to start now, work hard now...sow the seeds, i should be able to reap the "harvest" in oct. i believe i can do it. if i believe...so should u...