i m sianz. i m so bored of my life rite now. a C fer math tt is. n look. i m so gonna flunk my chem and bio and mebe even GP. oops. i mean most likely. omg. i m like so messing up my life! a levels r juz mths away and i can't even cope wif term 1 work. how m i gonna revise fer JC1 stuff and continue the JC2 stuff?! i nid a miracle to happen. i seriously nid one.

u noe wad diary? i juz got an urge to request to mrs lim to put mi back to JC1, so tt i can start my JC life anew. but there r so much sacrifices to be made. 1 yr of my life. 1 yr of income. means one more yr to leave NS. one yr later than the rest to start working. tt thought is scary.

i juz decided to drop chinese fer gd 2dae. to forget all abt it and to concentrate fully on my h2 subjects. yea.

haiz. i've gotta stop whining and all and learn to start working hard now. no point whining and complaining and using vulgarities. it wun hlp. i tink i m going bonkers. save me diary. sigh.