7th January 2008

2dae's huimin's birthday.HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U!!! thx for being such a good jiejie (wth la =.=") for the past yr.haha.yupp its realli good to talk to u online.=)) muz kip in touch yea? even if not studying in same skl le.lolx.

few more days to NS.super sad now.tis few days have been realli holding onto dear's hands real tight and feels realli reluctant to let it go.when sending her home, my heart always sinks when i reach her house.cuz it means lesser tym to see her b4 enlistment. =(

4 days ppl.this few days there wld be so many farewell dinners for me. 2nite wld be wif the toa payoh lib mugging grp. tuesday wld be wif s19, the class tt i've been thru thins and thick wif, hu saw my transition in jc.probably (i hope) to a more talkative jinghao.haha.wednesday wld be a whole day out wif mum.and probably family dinner at nite.thurs.i hope tt dear cld get her leave so tt i cld spend the whole day out wif her.at all these gatherings and all...i hope i wldnt get too emotional man.cuz i'm such an emo boy.lolx.haha.

NS is such a cruel thing.separates ppl from their loved ones.trains them like mad in there.confines them.make them have field camps in some 2pid jungle,circling ard the same small 2pid jungle for a week w/o bathing.

some might sae "c'mon! 2 weeks! its onli 2 weeks?!" yea i agree its onli 2 weeks which is realli damn short.haha.but...its realli so like losing all ur freedom for 2 weeks.wah piang.and i heard stuff like sat afternoon book out sunday nite book in.wth.

n i still dunno the 2pid breast stroke swimming thingy.so it means i've to sacrifice my break times for swimming lessons.omg can.

n there's the wearing of the oh-my-god-its-so-ugly-specs can.haiz.army.its such an emo place.

but 2 yrs.this 2 yrs i hope everything wld remain status quo, if not better.my relationship wif dear, family, friends and all.

and friends...i'll miss u all.altho its juz 2 weeks.trust me.i'll tink abt everyone of u when i sleep at nite.lolx.wad else can u expect from emo boy man...lolx.