title: melancholy stirs my soul....

" r gotta be kidding mi... how could u be depressed if u went out 2dae wif ur frens which is so rare?" yup... i gotta be kidding u... hu would ever believe? dots. went out n feeling sad? melancholy? omg! i duno y i m feeling tis way, but i juz do. i was feeling alright when having lunch. can still joke around and tok crap then duno why suddenly feeling veri depressed. haiz... muz be andropause... it muz be. the chemical messenging in my body is definitely going haywire... or else i couldn't be having all these mood swings. could it be too much testosterone? ??? i have no freaking idea. dots. no way! i wun let the chemical rxn in my body take control of my mood! i muz maintain a smile at all times since smiles r infectious u noe? hmmm... fer those hu received one email frm mi, u will noe wad i m toking abt. XD *smile smile smile smile smile* =)

ok! lighten up the mood! yay! ex-06S15 outing 2dae! although the grp is small, but nevertheless its kindda heart-warming to noe tt 06S15 is still rather bonded. n hush hush... dun let anyone noe tis... sheesh.... i still luv my ex-cg! n so do the others in my ex-cg! my ex-cg mates luvs the ex-cg! lalalala! okies... oh... sports day 2dae... freaking boring xcept fer the running part. the cheering was not loud at all. no fire @ all. (as in its not raging?) n yixiang, my SAS classmate put on his captain yesterday initials: CY and wore a blue cape n painted on his arm "CY" and walked around acting like a retard. XD sae wad "hose cannot do without u citizens" diaoz... no link.

oh... back to the outing thingee. hu turned up: shaun, brendan, david, daryl, jeslin, jerilyn, tze wei and mi of course! hahaz... tze wei n david nvr go to skl... so tze wei joined us @ ptp mrt station n david @ cineleisure. yupz! we went cine. n we ate @ pastamania! dots. so fattening! hahaz... n nvr run 2dae lar! luckily tmr got morning run. n i betta pray hard tt i dun gain weight! or else tmr i run in the morning n will run again after skl! ohz... the purpose of the outing is to get estella's bdae gift. we scouted high n low... north n south, east n west, ard cineleisure cd shop but cannot find any. hmmm.... i tink have lar. but end up estella oredi have the disc. so we gotta find her another gift. -__-" then we went over to heeren. shaun left fer tuition. jerilyn n brendan oso left. so leaving david, daryl, tze wei, jeslin n mi. then we went there walk walk. then there's the rain. n in the course of traveling frm cine to heeren, we had to try avoid getting wet. but haiz... all nvr bring umbrella. onli mi got bring. daryl cannot get his wound wet. so i lent it to him. n he shared it wif tze wei. i lent david a NTUC plastic bag n i tore up my file fer jeslin. haiz... yar... jeslin's my ex-lao po... so muz still care fer her lar... cannot sae divorce liao means cannot care fer her. XD so we ran to heeren. yupz. spent countless time there. rather fun too. then we went to tis cd-shop to stone. then david snatched jeslin's hp n browsed thru jeslin's fotos. n dots. so much fotos tt the process spanned almost throughout the rest of the time @ heeren. n tze wei's fone broke down. white screen. dots. X( n tze wei n daryl were like scandaling @ heeren. see oredi buay ta han. -_-" scandal in public. dots.

then the "scandalous pair" had to leave. tze wei had to "meet her fren" @ bishan (most probably her boyfren lar) n i tink daryl nid go home. then i wanted to go back to skl to run... but the 2pid rain. haiz. n at tis point in time, david is still browsing thru jeslin's fotos. XD mostly self-protraits i tink. so i stayed fer a while fer david to finish. but the waiting is damn waste time lar. cuz jes n dav r taking 143 home n mi the mrt. so i like waited fer nth. wasted so much time. but anw... XD

got home. watched TV, bathe, took a nap then now blogging lar! i mean... duh! XD gonna have my dinner now n then nid study fer my chem test on friday liaoz. Bubbai!

*for ur infomation, i tink andropause is male menopausal. hahaz! XD